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to swallow its substance.

This is how Creation renewed itself.

For me, all was yesterday, but I’m alive,

and sometimes I believe,

and the moment suckles me

I’m not one who knows.

I’m the one who no longer believes,

not in man,

not in woman,

not in a single story house,

not in a pancake with honey.

I’m no more than a word

flying out of my forehead

taking pity on itself and maybe nesting

somewhere high above this sad spring.

As for Being,

don’t ask me again,

I no longer know.

And I knew simply that I was no longer

what I was not,

I don’t know how,

and that everything was part of my nothingness.

And I was,

I don’t know when,

chasing between the numinous and the mire,

inside it all,

I, born, scrawny, already fully armed,

and with every step I took

chasing it. the word,

any word,

one from a burrow

or the one that leaps.

If my life isn’t this

what could life be?

A puzzle?

May time, besides its own, give me Time,

and I will remake my eternity,

which is no longer mine

because I discarded it.

It was mine for one moment too long.

Have you heard of the abandoned ports

of lunacy and departure,

of the cetacean with its drenched costume

that does not swim. and founders?

Have you known so much about the city

that rather than a city

it seems like a dismembered corpse,

myriad and infinitesimal?

You know nothing.

You know only to ask.

You know only wisdom.

But wisdom is not to be with no thought

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but rather to keep on,

on foot, into now.

TRANSLATED BY RICK LONDON AND KATHERINE SILVER