Pythonissa came to the chamber at the top of the fort of Cumania where Ballista was going to spend the night. This time there were no carpets, no flirtatious subterfuge. She dismissed her men outside, walked in and told Wulfstan to leave. The boy had been bandaging Ballista’s various grazes from his fall. She did not offer to take over.
‘When did you intend to tell me?’
‘Tomorrow,’ Ballista said.
‘When are you leaving?’
‘Tomorrow.’
‘Take me with you.’
Ballista had been dreading this since he had been given the mandata. If he were honest with himself, he had been dreading this since the start.
‘No. I have a wife.’
‘Take another wife.’
‘It is not permitted among my people.’ It came out easily. It was close to the truth. He had rehearsed it.
‘I have read Tacitus. Leading men among the German tribes can have more than one wife.’
‘I am not a German any longer. I am Marcus Clodius Ballista, a Roman equestrian. I live in Sicily with my wife. Romans have one wife.’
‘Gallienus has taken a second wife.’
Ballista smiled – rueful, placating; he was not sure which. ‘Emperors do not encourage their subjects to follow all their practices. Anyway, Pippa is not a wife but a concubine.’
‘Take me with you as a concubine.’
‘It would not answer. You would not be content. Anyway, I am ordered to travel to the nomads.’
Pythonissa came close. ‘Take me with you.’
‘You will be better here. Without your help, your brother would not have reached the throne. He will be grateful, find you the sort of match you seek.’
Pythonissa waved the idea away angrily. ‘Gratitude does not run in my family. Take me with you.’
‘No.’ There – it was said.
‘I saved your life.’ Her blue-grey eyes looked into his. ‘I love you.’
‘There is nothing to be done.’
She stepped away – tall, straight-backed, angry. ‘They told me you were sick on the battlefield. Did you think I had poisoned you?’
‘It crossed my mind. I thought my usefulness might have ended.’
‘I wish I had.’ She turned and left the room.
Under a lowering sky, Ballista led the small column south up the pass towards Dikaiosyne. It was an oddly assorted company: six fighting men in Roman armour, three eunuchs, eight slaves and a Suanian called Tarchon who would not be left behind – eighteen horsemen with five baggage animals.
It was raining. Groups of Sassanids paused from the grisly work of sorting cadavers and watched them pass. Nothing was said.
The path ran through the village. The horses stepped carefully in the mud of the alleys. The blank, forbidding walls of the towers were black in the rain. They came out into the village square. She was there. Dressed in black, standing in the rain, hair unbound. Standing by the Mouth of the Impious.
Ballista reined in.
Pythonissa did not look at Ballista. She stretched her hands down to the earth. ‘Hecate triple-formed, who walks the night, hear my curse. Vengeful furies, punishers of sinners, black torches in your bloody hands, hear my curse.’
Now she turned her blue-grey eyes on him. ‘Kill his wife. Kill his sons. Kill all his family, all those he loves. But do not kill him. Let him live – in poverty, in impotence, loneliness and fear. Let him wander the face of the earth, through strange towns, among strange peoples, always in exile, homeless and hated.’