Lee stared at him.?We can?t take this. You did a fine job for us, you saved Morgan?s life. You can?t??
Storm shook his head.?Ican. This is my decision. I enjoyed every minute. As to the six hundred,? he said, ?I can sell you the Chevy for that, if you want it. Save you looking for transport, and save me the bother of advertising and selling it, now that I have the Buick.?
Lee didn?t know what to say. He?d need transportation, at least until he could pick up a good saddle horse and a packhorse. But more important than the car or the money, Lee truly liked this man. Reginald Storm was one of the few people who?d touched his life in a way he wouldn?t forget. ?There?s no way in hell to thank you,? Lee said, handing back the six hundred. ?And I sure could use the car.? He watched Storm remove a slip of paper from his pocket, lean over a table, and sign it.
?You can fill out the rest,? Storm said, handing it to Lee. Turning, he nodded to the deputy marshals. He shook Lee?s hand, stepped over to say good-bye to Morgan and to give Becky and Sammie a hug. Then he moved away out of the courtroom, not looking back.
Lee and Morgan were escorted out to a marshal?s car heading for T.I., for their final processing and release. And where Lee would spend a tedious hour with one more federal probation officer no different, no more amiable than any of the others he?d dealt with. But by five that evening they had jumped through all the hoops. They moved out the sally port of T.I. for the last time, to where Becky and Sammie waited.
Crowding into the green Chevy, they headed for their motel, where Becky had gotten a second room for Lee. Soon they sat in the small restaurant for what should be a happy, celebratory dinner. But even approaching the little caf?, already Lee hung back, distancing himself from the Blakes, feeling heavy and sad and not liking the feeling. Not liking that they would soon be parted. For maybe the first time in his life he didn?t relish the fact that he would soon again be alone. It was only when Sammie took his hand and pulled him along faster that he hurried to catch up with Morgan and Becky.
?Can Uncle Lee come home with us? And live with us in Georgia??
Becky turned, laughing.?Of course you can, Lee. We were hoping that?s what you?d want. Come back to Rome, live with us, get acquainted with your family?the family you didn?t know you had.?
Lee felt a sudden sharp longing, imagining that kind of life. As they entered the caf? Becky tucked her hand under his arm, looking up at him. But, watching him, she saw it in his eyes. Saw that he wouldn?t come with them, that he would soon leave them. She felt hurt and disappointed, but she?d known this was how it would be. Lee had a different agenda. Something urgent guidedhim. Whatever pulled him in the opposite direction, it was too private for her to ask. What could be so urgent that he would abandon Sammie? Where would Lee?s life take him? She so wanted him to remain part of their family and she knew he never would. Nor could she and Morgan and Sammie follow into that other world, the one Lee longed for.
Except, she thought, Sammie might follow. In her dreams Sammie might still reach out to Lee. Becky prayed that would happen, prayed Sammie could know something of Lee as his life played out.
43
AS THEY HEADED for the Blakes? motel room after a quiet supper, Becky handed the car keys to Lee, but he hesitated to take them. ?You could drive it home to Georgia.?
?The Chevy?s yours,? Morgan said. ?If we drove home we?d be forever getting across country. This time,? he said, grinning, ?I?m in a hurry.?
Lee dropped the keys in his pocket, fished out the money he?d drawn from his savings account in Blythe and counted out six hundred dollars. Morgan tried to push it back.
?I?ve still got a couple hundred,? Lee said. ?Soon enough, I?ll be rolling in cash, I?ll be fixed up just fine.? They both looked at him, but said nothing. He hoped he was right, hoped the stolen money was still where he?d buried it. ?I?ll take you to the airport in the morning,then I?m on my way.?
In the Blakes? small room, Lee and Morgan sat in the two faded armchairs, Becky and Sammie on the bed leaning against the limp pillows. This last night together they were all uncomfortable, reluctant to say good-bye, knowing they might never see each other again. Lee hated partings, hated to string things out.With their long ordeal ended, parting was harder than he?d imagined. He itched to move on, and at the same time he wanted badly to stay with them, to head for Georgia, to be with his family and with Sammie, see Sammie grow up. He couldn?t explain that if he stayed in the U.S. he might soon be back in the joint. When Sammie slid down from the bed and crawled in his lap, he wondered for one unrealistic moment if he could go back to Rome and never get caught for the post office heist. Sammie leaned against him, wanting him to stay. When he could no longer stand her sadness he stood up, huggingthe child to him, and set her on her daddy?s lap. ?We need to be up early, need to head for the airport by six. Maybe we can grab a bite of breakfast near there.? Not looking at Sammie again, quickly saying good night, he headed for his own room.
Crawling into the lumpy bed, he slept fitfully. He dreamed of crossing the desert on horseback, choking on dust, dreamed of thirst, of fighting rank and unbroke horses. He woke wondering why he?d dreamed that. At five-thirty, he showered and dressed and headed for the Blakes? room.
They left the motel in darkness, the air cold and damp with mist. As they hurried through a greasy breakfast in a tiny caf? near the airport the sky began to grow light, to brighten the dirty windows. In the airport, checking Becky?s bag and the canvas duffel Morgan carried, they moved out to the tarmac behind the terminal where the DC-3 sat waiting, the metal stairway being rolled into place by four sleepy Hispanic men.
In the cold dawn they endured a last, tearful good-bye. Lee watched them ascend the metal stairway among a dozen passengers. He waited, shivering in the cold morning, until the plane backed around, revved up a little, and headed for the runway. Watched it taxi away to the far end of the strip, thinking how the manmade birds had helped to shape his life. Planes not yet invented when he was a boy: helped him steal, helped him escape, carried him to prison, and now carried away the child he loved. Far down the field the engine roared, the plane turned in a tight circle, came back nearly straight at him, lifted over him into the sky. He watched until it had vanished among the clouds, then turned away, a heavy knot in his belly.
He gassed up the Chevy near the airport and headed south out of L.A., taking the inland route against the green hills, direct for San Bernardino and on toward Blythe. All the while, part of him longed to turn around and follow the Blakes back to Rome, to live among his own family. The pain of parting was wicked, of learning to care for someone and then turning his back on them. Walking away as if he didn?t give a damn, when in fact it took all he had to do that. The distress of leaving Sammie, just as he had abandoned Mae, was nearly unbearable.
Passing through the little towns separated by stretches of orange and avocado groves, he thought about Sammie?s smile, so like Mae?s. Such vital little girls, Sammie so filled with joy after the trial when he and Morgan had been freed?but then, at the airport, Sammie smearing angrily at the tears she couldn?t stop.
But in Sammie?s dark eyes he had seen something else as well. He?d seen a power that startled and then cheered him. In that moment, something in Sammie had shone out as strong as steel?she was born of Russell Dobbs?s blood. No matter what turns her life took, no matter what occurred in the years ahead, Sammie would prevail. And maybe he would see her again, maybe somehow he would manage that. The ties that had begun with his memories of Mae and that had led to Sammie, those ties could not be broken.