What bothered him, and even distracted him from the far country where his mood of indifference had taken him, was that now he would only have to ask Mathilde to find out. Just to find out. To find out, for instance, whether Camille loved someone else. But it was better not to know, and to keep on imagining the bellhop in the Cairo hotel where he had left off last time. The bellhop was good-looking, dark, with long eyelashes, and it was just for a couple of nights, since he had got rid of the cockroaches in the bathroom. And in any case, Mathilde wouldn’t tell him. They wouldn’t speak about it any more. Not a word about the girl who was taking both of them on journeys from Egypt to the Paris suburbs, and that was that. But what if she really was in the Paris suburbs? She was alive, that was all that Mathilde had wanted to tell him. So she had kept the promise she had made the other night at the Saint-Georges metro station. She had removed that death from his head.
Perhaps too, since Mathilde felt herself under threat from the police and their harassing questions, she had been setting out to make herself untouchable. To let him know that if he went on harassing the mother he would distress the daughter. No, that wasn’t Mathilde’s style. There was no future in talking about it any more; it was a closed subject, full stop. He had to leave Camille wherever she was, and carry on the inquiries surrounding Madame Forestier without deviating from his course. That was what the investigating magistrate had said earlier that afternoon. ‘No deviating from the course of the inquiry, Adamsberg.’ But what course? A course assumed a plan, some future laid out ahead, and in this case Adamsberg had less of a plan than ever before. He was waiting for the chalk circle man. This man didn’t seem to trouble many people. But for him, the man behind the circles was a creature who laughed at night and pulled cruel faces during the day. A man who was difficult to catch, disguised, putrid and feathery like moths of the night, and the thought of him was repulsive, giving Adamsberg the shivers. How could Mathilde possibly think the man was ‘harmless’ and take a ridiculous pleasure in following him around as he drew his deadly circles? That was an example, whatever he might say, of Mathilde’s fantastic recklessness. And how could Danglard, the learned and deep Danglard, also be certain this man was innocent, expelling him from his thoughts, whereas in Adamsberg’s mind he was crouching like a malevolent spider? But perhaps he, Adamsberg, was going desperately wrong? Too bad, if so. He had only ever been able to follow his own train of thought, wherever it took him. And whatever happened, he would keep on chasing this deadly man. And he would see him, he had to. Perhaps when he saw him he would change his mind. Perhaps. He would wait. He was sure that the chalk circle man would come to him. The day after tomorrow. The day after tomorrow, perhaps, there would be a new circle.
He had to wait another two days, long enough to make one think that the circle man was obeying some kind of rule and didn’t operate at weekends. Not until the Monday night did his quarry pick up the chalk again.
A patrolling officer discovered a blue chalk circle in the rue de La Croix-Nivert at six in the morning.
This time, Adamsberg accompanied Danglard and Conti.
The object on the ground was a plastic model of a swimmer, about the size of his thumb. This effigy of a baby, lost in the middle of a huge circle, produced a certain malaise. That’s deliberate, thought Adamsberg. Danglard must have thought the same thing at the same moment.
‘This lunatic’s winding us up,’ he said. ‘Putting a human figure in the circle after the murder the other day… He must have searched for ages to find this doll, or else he brought it along with him. Though that would be cheating.’
‘He’s no lunatic,’ Adamsberg said. ‘It’s just that his pride is getting piqued. So he’s starting to make conversation.’
‘Conversation?’
‘Well, communicating with us, if you like. He held out for several days after the murder, longer than I thought he would. He’s changed his haunts and he’s more elusive now. But he’s starting to talk. He’s saying: “I know there’s been a murder, but I’m not scared of anything, and to prove it, here we go again.” And it’ll carry on. No reason he should stop talking now. He’s on a slippery slope. The slope of language. Where he’s no longer sufficient unto himself.’
‘There’s something unusual about this circle,’ Danglard observed. ‘It’s not drawn the same way as the others. It’s the same writing, that’s for sure. But he’s gone about it differently, wouldn’t you say, Conti?’
Conti nodded.
‘The other times,’ said Danglard, ‘he drew the circle in one go, as if he was walking round and drawing at the same time, without stopping. Last night he drew two semicircles meeting up, as if he did one side first and then the other. Has he lost the knack in five days?’
‘Yes, that’s true,’ said Adamsberg, with a smile. ‘He’s getting careless. Vercors-Laury would find that interesting – and he’d be right.’
Next morning, Adamsberg called the office as soon as he was up. The man had been drawing circles again in the 5th arrondissement, in the rue Saint-Jacques, just a stone’s throw from the rue Pierre-et-Marie-Curie where Madeleine Châtelain had been killed.
Carrying on the conversation, thought Adamsberg. Something along the lines of ‘Nothing’s going to stop me drawing my circle near the murder scene.’ And if he didn’t actually draw it in the rue Pierre-et-Marie-Curie itself, it was simply out of consideration, a matter of taste if you like. This man is refined.
‘What’s inside the circle?’ he asked.
‘Some tangled cassette tape.’
While listening to Margellon’s report, Adamsberg was leafing through the mail from his letter box. He had in front of him a letter from Christiane, passionate in tone, repetitive in content. Leaving you. Egotistical. Don’t want to see you again. Have my pride. And so on for six pages.
All right, we’ll think about that tonight, he told himself, feeling sure that he was indeed egotistical, but having learned from experience that when people are really leaving you they don’t bother to warn you with six-page letters. They just go without a word, like the petite chérie. And people who walk about with the handle of a revolver sticking out of their pockets never kill themselves either, as some poet whose name he couldn’t remember had said, in more or less those words. So Christiane would probably be back, with plenty of demands. Complications ahead. Under the shower, Adamsberg resolved not to be too mean, and to think about her tonight, if he could remember to think about her.
He arranged to meet Danglard and Conti in the rue Saint-Jacques. The tangled cassette tape lay like spilled intestines in the morning sun, in the centre of the big circle, drawn with a single line this time. Danglard, a tall weary figure, his fair hair thrown back, was watching him approach. For some reason, perhaps because of his colleague’s apparent fatigue, or his air of being a defeated thinker who was still persevering in his enquiries into destiny, or because of the way he folded and unfolded his large, dissatisfied and resigned body, Adamsberg found Danglard touching that morning. He felt the urge to tell him again that he really liked him. At certain moments, Adamsberg had the unusual gift of making short sentimental declarations which embarrassed other people by their simplicity, of a kind not habitual between adults. He quite often told a colleague he was good-looking, even when it wasn’t true, and whatever the state of indifference he was undergoing at the time.
For the moment, Danglard, in his impeccable jacket, but preoccupied by some secret worry, was leaning against a car. He was jingling coins in his trouser pocket. He’s got money worries, Adamsberg thought. Danglard had owned up to having four children, but Adamsberg already knew from office gossip that he had five, that they all lived in three rooms with this providential father’s salary as their only income. But nobody felt pity for Danglard, nor did Adamsberg. It was unthinkable to feel pity for someone like him. Because his obvious intelligence generated a special zone around him, about two metres in radius, and you took care to think before speaking when you entered the zone. Danglard was more the object of discreet watchfulness than of gestures of help. Adamsberg wondered whether the ‘philosopher friend’ mentioned by Mathilde generated a zone like that, and how broad it was. The said philosopher friend seemed to know quite a bit about Mathilde. Perhaps he had been at the evening event at the Dodin Bouffant. Finding out his name and address and going to see him and question him would be a minor police task, to be carried out without broadcasting it. Not the sort of thing that tempted Adamsberg as a rule, but this time he thought he would take it on himself.