“What is to be the nature of the contest?” asked the officer of the court.
Yes, she was early. There were only a few now present.
“I do not know,” the woman assured her. She was one of those who had been at the table with her, the captain’s table, the evening before. She was one of those who had wished her happiness, and kissed her after the supper.
“I didn’t mean to offend you, my dear,” said the woman to the officer of the court. “I am sure that your ensemble is quite appropriate for Terennia.”
“It is the customary garb of my class,” said the officer of the court.
“For both men and women?”
“Yes,” she was informed.
“I see,” said the woman, it being clear she really didn’t.
“We are ‘sames,’ “she was informed.
“The men and women?” she was asked.
“Yes,” said the officer of the court.
“Don’t you find that silly?” asked the woman.
The officer of the court did not choose to respond to this inquiry.
“I’m sorry,” said the woman.
“That is all right,” the officer of the court assured her.
The woman who had invited the officer of the court to join her on the tiers was now dressed not in the gown of the preceding evening, fit for the honor of the captain’s table, but in something more appropriate for attendance at a contest, in a well-tailored pantsuit.
“It is very different,” said the woman, “from the way you were dressed last night.”
That was true. A world of difference separated the sleek, white, off-the-shoulder sheath, purchased in a ship’s shop, which the officer of the court had dared to wear yesterday, from the version of Terennian “same garb,” which she wore this evening. “Same garb” was designed to conceal sexual differences. There were many ways in which to attempt this, none of which was entirely successful. The officer of the court now wore, however, a fairly common form of “same garb,” an intentionally bulky, formless, sacklike one-piece garment. It covered her completely from the neck to the ankles. It had legs. It was a sort of gray overall. In addition, she wore the “frame-and-curtain.” From a projecting rectangular extension, the frame, put about the neck, there dangled, to the sides, and in front and back, an opaque, cloaklike attachment, the “curtain.” The intention of this device was to conceal the delightful curves and smallness of her shoulders, and the revelatory, indicative excitements of her figure, both anterior and posterior. Uniformity was highly valued on Terennia, of thought, behavior and sexuality.
“Pulendius will doubtless be here,” said the officer of the court, offhandedly.
“And the handsome brutes with him,” said the woman with her.
The officer of the court stiffened. She had, of course, not been herself particularly interested in Pulendius. Irritatedly, she realized, too, that the woman beside her had understood her, only too well. She was embarrassed.
It might be mentioned at this point that although the officer of the court wore “same garb,” she also wore, beneath it, now, as of today, certain other garments, purchased in one of the ship’s shops, which were quite uncharacteristic of Terennia, but of such things, more anon.
These new undergarments were, of course, her carefully guarded secret. She felt she might die of mortification, if such things were known.
“Did you see how the one fellow, he on the right of Pulendius, looked at you?” asked the woman.
“You saw?” asked the officer of the court, pleased. It had not then been her imagination. Of course, she had known it had not been. Still, it was pleasant to have this confirmation. Too, she was pleased, though she was not eager to admit it, that another woman had noticed her being the object of such regard. That flattered her vanity, for she, like other women, was not without her vanity. It had been she on whom he had been looking.
“Of course,” said the woman.
“Oh?” asked the officer of the court, who, we must confess, was eager to hear more.
The woman with whom she was in converse was now only too well aware of her interest.
“And how he looked upon you!” she whispered.
“How was that?” asked the officer of the court, pressing her.
How warm she suddenly felt in those new undergarments, hidden under her “same garb.”
“Do not even ask, my dear,” said the woman in the pantsuit, pretending to abandon the conversation.
“No, please speak,” said the officer of the court. “I want to know.”
“You are sure?”
“Yes.”
“I know you are of the blood, my dear,” said the woman, “and we all look up to you and admire you for it, but he looked upon you as though you might be, in reality, properly understood, no more than a common slave.”
“I see,” said the officer of the court.
“No offense,” said the woman.
“Of course not,” said the officer of the court.
“I wish that he had looked upon me in that way,” laughed the woman in the pantsuit.
“I am not a slave,” said the officer of the court, angrily.
“We are all, at the bottom, slaves,” said the woman.
“No,” said the officer of the court.
“Surely you have sometimes wondered about your value as a woman, what price you would bring?”
The officer of the court was angry, silent. It was true that she had sometimes, in her loneliness, and misery, and frustration, and need, wondered if she had any real value, and what men, under no duress, would be willing to pay for her, if anything. Many times, in her imagination, she had turned upon the illuminated slave block, the faces of the men much hidden in the darkness, and heard the cries of the auctioneer, selling her.
“He is like a barbarian god,” she said.
“He is a large fellow, and of reasonably symmetrical features,” she said.
“Was he not the sort of man before whom a woman would quake, and hasten to obey?”
“Not a true woman,” said the officer of the court.
“Those whom you call ‘true women,’ “she said, “are merely women who have not yet met their master.”
“Nonsense,” said the officer of the court.
But she knew that it was true.
“Cannot you imagine what it might be to belong to him, really?” asked the woman.
“Not at all,” said the officer of the court.
“I suspect you can,” said the other woman, squeezing her hand.
“No,” said the officer of the court, firmly.
“I think you would obey him,” she said.
“No,” said the officer of the court.
“I think a taste of the whip would soon change your mind,” said the woman, smiling.
The officer of the court swallowed hard, and looked down. She had, you see, little doubt but what she would do her best to obey, and be fully pleasing, and that the whip, really, would not be in the least needed. That it was there, and that she knew it would be used, if he were not pleased, if she needed any additional incentive, would be quite enough, indeed, more than enough.
The tiers were now muchly filled. The entertainment was soon to begin.
“And what do you think you would bring?” asked the officer of the court, angrily.
“I do not know, my dear,” said the woman. “I hope a good price.”
“I see,” said the officer of the court.
“It would not be so high as that which you would fetch, however, my dear,” she said, “for you are very beautiful.”
The officer of the court looked at the other woman, who was perhaps in her forties. She was clearly educated. She had striking features and was well figured. The officer of the court wondered if that woman might not bring a higher price than she. That woman, in any event, was not from Terennia. That might make a difference in the prices they would bring. Women from Terennia, the officer of the court speculated, might be thought to be poor stuff, little more than jokes in the slave markets. On the other hand, she was not prepared to admit this. Surely women of Terennia, if so unfortunate as to fall slave, if that horrifying fate were to befall them, might be taught, as well as others. Might they not, in time, with diligence, come to take their place in the markets, even among the most precious of slaves?