His head went on swinging slowly like a heavy silent bell. I said:
“What was her reaction at the time?”
“I don’t know. One of the peculiar difficulties of my work is that I often have to perform a public function with private means. I can’t go out and lasso patients. Dolly never came back to me. She no longer had her mother to bring her in from the Valley, and Miss Jenks, her aunt, is a busy woman.”
“But didn’t you say that Alice Jenks suggested treatment for Dolly in the first place?”
“She did. She also paid for it. Perhaps with all the trouble in the family she felt she couldn’t afford it any longer. At any rate, I didn’t see Dolly again until last night, with one exception. I went to court the day she testified against McGee. As a matter of fact I bearded the judge in his chambers and told him that it shouldn’t be allowed. But she was a key witness, and they had her aunt’s permission, and they put her through her sad little paces. She acted like a pale little automaton lost in a world of hostile adults.”
His large body trembled with feeling. His hands burrowed under his smock, searching for a cigarette. I gave him one and lit it, and lit one for myself.
“What did she say in court?”
“It was very short and simple. I suspect that she was thoroughly rehearsed. She heard the shot and looked out her bedroom window and saw her father running away with the gun in his hand. One other question had to do with whether McGee had threatened Constance with bodily harm. He had. That was all.”
“You’re sure?”
“Yes. This isn’t my unaided recollection, as they say. I took written notes at the time, and I scanned them this morning.”
“Why?”
“They’re part of her history, evidently a crucial part.” He blew out smoke and looked at me through it, long and cautiously.
I said: “Does she tell a different story now?”
His face was working with complex passions. He was a man of feeling, and Dolly was his office daughter lost for many years.
“She tells an absurd story,” he burst out. “I not only can’t believe it, I can’t believe that she believes it. She isn’t that sick.”
He paused, drawing deep on his cigarette, trying to get himself under full control. I waited and listened. This time he did go on:
“She claims now that she didn’t see McGee that night, and that in fact he had nothing to do with the murder. She says she lied on the witness stand because the various adults wanted her to.”
“Why would she say that now?”
“I don’t pretend to understand her. After an interval of ten years we’ve naturally lost what rapport we had. And of course she hasn’t forgiven me for what she considers my betrayal – my failure to look after her in the disaster. But what could I do? I couldn’t go to Indian Springs and kidnap her out of her aunt’s house.”
“You care about your patients, doctor.”
“Yes. I care. It keeps me tired.” He stubbed his cigarette in the ceramic ashtray. “Nell made this ashtray, by the way. It’s rather good for a first attempt.”
I murmured something in agreement. Above the subsiding clamor of dishes, a wild old complaining voice rose in the depths of the building.
“That story of hers,” I said, “may not be so very absurd. It fits in with the fact that McGee visited her on the second day of her honeymoon and hit her so hard with something that it knocked her right off the tracks.”
“You’re acute, Mr. Archer. That’s precisely what happened. He treated her to a long tirade on the subject of his innocence. You mustn’t forget that she loved her father, however ambivalently. He was able to convince her that her memory was at fault, that he was innocent and she was guilty. Childhood memories are powerfully influenced by emotion.”
“That she was guilty of perjury, you mean?”
“Murder.” He leaned toward me. “She told me this morning she killed her mother herself.”
“With a gun?”
“With her tongue. That’s the absurd part. She claims she killed her mother and her friend Helen, and sent her father to prison into the bargain, all with her poisonous tongue.”
“Does she explain what she means by that?”
“She hasn’t yet. It’s an expression of guilt which may be only superficially connected with these murders.”
“You mean she’s using the murders to unload guilt which she feels about something else?”
“More or less. It’s a common enough mechanism. I know for a fact that she didn’t kill her mother, or lie about her father, essentially. I’m certain McGee was guilty.”
“Courts can make mistakes, even in a capital case.”
He said with a kind of muted arrogance: “I know more about that case than ever came out in court.”
“From Dolly?”
“From various sources.”
“I’d be obliged if you’d let me in on it.”
His eyes veiled themselves. “I can’t do that. I have to respect the confidences of my patients. But you can take my word for it that McGee killed his wife.”
“Then what’s Dolly feeling so guilty about?”
“I’m sure that will come out, in time. It probably has to do with her resentment against her parents. It’s natural she’d want to punish them for the ugly failure of their marriage. She may well have fantasied her mother’s death, her father’s imprisonment, before those things emerged into reality. When the poor child’s vengeful dreams came true, how else could she feel but guilty? McGee’s tirade the other weekend stirred up the old feelings, and then this dreadful accident last night–” He ran out of words and spread his hands, palms upward and fingers curling, on his heavy thighs.
“The Haggerty shooting was no accident, doctor. The gun is missing, for one thing.”
“I realize that. I was referring to Dolly’s discovery of the body, which was certainly accidental.”
“I wonder. She blames herself for that killing, too. I don’t see how you can explain that in terms of childhood resentments.”
“I wasn’t attempting to.” There was irritation in his voice. It made him pull a little professional rank on me: “Nor is there any need for you to understand the psychic situation. You stick to the objective facts, and I’ll handle the subjective.” He softened this with a bit of philosophy: “Objective and subjective, the outer world and the inner, do correspond of course. But sometimes you have to follow the parallel lines almost to infinity before they touch.”
“Let’s stick to the objective facts then. Dolly said she killed Helen Haggerty with her poisonous tongue. Is that all she said on the subject?”
“There was more, a good deal more, of a rather confused nature. Dolly seems to feel that her friendship with Miss Haggerty was somehow responsible for the latter’s death.”
“The two women were friends?”
“I’d say so, yes, though there was twenty years’ difference in their ages. Dolly confided in her, poured out everything, and Miss Haggerty reciprocated. Apparently she’d had severe emotional problems involving her own father, and she couldn’t resist the parallel with Dolly. They both let down their back hair. It wasn’t a healthy situation,” he said dryly.
“Does she have anything to say about Helen’s father?”
“Dolly seems to think he was a crooked policeman involved in a murder, but that may be sheer fantasy – a kind of secondary image of her own father.”
“It isn’t. Helen’s father is a policeman, and Helen at least regarded him as a crook.”
“How in the world would you know that?”
“I read a letter from her mother on the subject. I’d like to have a chance to talk to her parents.”