“No. Too bad you won’t live to tell them.”
Something wasn’t right, Athanasius thought. But he couldn’t put his finger on it, and he couldn’t let Ludlumus go yet without learning of Helena.
“What is to happen to Helena? Tell me, Ludlumus. You owe me at least that much.”
“Why torture yourself even more, Athanasius?” Ludlumus asked, although he seemed quite pleased to go on. “If you must know, Domitian is confiscating her instead of the house on Caelian Hill. She will be allowed to keep it, but must remain on call for whenever her emperor requires her affection.”
“No!” Athanasius screamed until his throat went raw and twisted like a rag. And then the tears that he had been holding back for hours burst forth like a flood, and he sobbed.
“If it’s any consolation, Athanasius, I finally made you interesting. Helena and all Rome now think you are Chiron. As for the Christians, some might even mourn you as a hero.”
Athanasius lifted his head and through tears of rage looked at Ludlumus. “Caelus the astrologer.”
“What about him?”
“That business in Ephesus was something else. Something that went wrong. Domitian didn’t want him dead. Not his precious astrologer.”
Ludlumus paused, as if mulling over whether he would answer, then apparently decided that Athanasius was a dead man and it didn’t matter. “We control the Dei at the very top. But as you can imagine, there are far more dupes who have no idea who they are really working for. Some true believers took matters into their own hands with Caelus.”
“So that’s what rattled Domitian, and why you had to produce Chiron in public. You, Domitian’s little dog.”
“You have it all wrong, Athanasius. My stage is much bigger than the arena now. Your trial tonight should be proof enough for you. Think about it. Caesar says he is Lord and God. Yet the Games control his destiny; if he loses the mob, he loses Rome. I am the Master of the Games. Therefore, I control Caesar. And if I control Caesar, then I, Ludlumus, am the true god of this world and hold the keys to Hades.”
“Then I’ll go and prepare a special place for you down there.”
Ludlumus yawned at the empty threat, signaling that confession time was over.
“I had it in the back of my head to come and free you, Athanasius. To call it all a big mistake. To keep Chiron out there, and to make Domitian look merciful. If only for Helena’s sake. But once again you’ve proven that any thought that comes into your head must come out of your mouth. Now you have to die. You know too much. Far more than I would have given you credit for. Interrogator!”
The door opened to reveal several torches bobbing in the stairwell, and a decorated Praetorian saluted. “Sir!”
“Cut out his tongue and bring it outside,” Ludlumus instructed as he stepped out. “I’ll have a man from the palace kitchen waiting for you. Domitian would like to eat it with his favorite wine tomorrow evening to celebrate Chiron’s death. He will then enjoy the model Helena for dessert.”
“Yes, sir.”
“Oh, and no further questions for the prisoner — or you might as well cut out your own tongue.”
“Understood, sir.”
With that Athanasius watched Ludlumus turn his back on him forever and stride out while the Praetorian interrogator marched in, his black cape fluttering as he closed the door behind him. Slowly, carefully, he removed a short, rather sinister-looking blade and let it glint in the dim light.
“Trust me, Chiron,” he said. “This won’t take long.”
VIII
Athanasius watched the Praetorian interrogator place his torch in a metal holder on the wall and face him. There was something familiar about the man as he moved, but Athanasius wasn’t sure what it was exactly. He was one of those sinister political officers whose uniform and helmet signaled the high rank of tribune. But he was young, mid-20s like himself, which hinted at family connections. His rank did not represent the number of soldiers under his command, but rather the value of the information he handled on a daily basis for the empire, information extracted from very important prisoners like foreign generals or alleged domestic conspirators such as Chiron.
“My name is Quintus Marcus, and I will be your interrogator,” he said with a soothing voice, making his introduction.
Perhaps this interrogator was one of Rome’s professional maniacs who considered his particular line of work his “art.” Indeed, the manner in which the interrogator carried himself, the way he crouched down and slowly unrolled a leather wrap on the floor to reveal several additional knives to choose from, conveyed the distinct impression that he put exacting care into his work.
“Now pay attention, Chiron. This is important.”
Slowly Marcus rose holding the short, thick knife. So, Athanasius thought glumly, he was sticking with that one.
“The formal method of interrogation, recently amended by the palace, requires the interrogator to first cut off the prisoner’s genitalia and stuff them down his throat,” he explained as Athanasius couldn’t help but squeeze his legs together. “Once the prisoner has swallowed some of what he is choking on, and regurgitated the rest, he’ll usually be in a mood to talk. Then, and only after you are absolutely convinced that the prisoner has given up all the information he knows, you can cut out his tongue. Or, if ordered, slice his throat open to kill him. But you must be certain he has already swallowed everything or you might get some of it all over yourself.”
Athanasius had no doubts as to the sincerity of his words and felt bile rise in the back of his throat. He swallowed hard and clenched his jaw so tight he felt a tooth crack. The welcome pain diverted the terror that had seized his body. His hope was that the man was professional enough to make the actual cut clean and quick, once he stopped talking.
As if reading his mind, the interrogator produced a small brick that Athanasius, from his days in the family tannery, knew was a whetting stone.
“As I’m told you know, Chiron, a dull blade only makes your job more difficult. So it’s vital your blade be in peak condition.”
Marcus set his knife at an angle to the rough side of the stone.
“Now I run my knife across the stone at least seven times, sometimes a dozen if I must. Then I turn the knife over and sharpen the other side likewise.”
This Marcus did before flipping the stone to its finer side and repeating the process on both sides of the blade. Each slow, measured stroke was hypnotic in its horror.
“Not quite finished yet.” Marcus put away the whetting stone and produced a small iron rod. “After the stone sharpening, you must hone the knife by removing any burrs or rough edges. Only then is the job finished.”
He ran the knife along the sides of the sharpening iron until he was satisfied. Then he put the iron rod away and wiped the blade with his black cape.
“Here,” he said and held out the knife to Athanasius.
Athanasius stared at the glistening blade. “If you are suggesting that I should cut out my own tongue, my chains preclude such an act.”
“Then we shall have to remedy that,” Marcus said, and to Athanasius’s amazement began to unlock his chains.
Athanasius looked down as Marcus bent over to remove his leg irons and realized he could bring his hands down on the back of the tribune’s head or knee him in the face. But the act of being freed from his chains confused him.
“What are you doing?” Athanasius asked as Marcus stood up and the two looked each other in the eye. “What form of torture is this?”
“Take it,” Marcus told him, putting his knife in his hand. “See how it feels for you.”