Groton nodded quickly, walked to the front door, drew his raincoat from a small brass peg and pulled it on. “Well, good luck, Corman,” he said as he thrust out his hand.
Corman didn’t take it. “I’ll go down with you.”
They rode silently down the elevator and walked out onto the bustling sidewalk. For a moment, Groton stood very still, his hunched frame poised like a rumpled statue. “It’s not easy, leaving,” he said finally.
“You’ll miss the city,” Corman said absently, without conviction.
Groton looked at him irritably. “That’s not what I meant,” he snapped, then whirled around quickly, hailed a cab and disappeared into it as fully as if it were a faded yellow cloud.
CHAPTER
THIRTY-THREE
THE LITTLE WHITE LIGHTS were twinkling brightly at Tavern on the Green by the time Corman arrived. Clayton was already staring about anxiously, waiting for him.
“Groton out again?” he asked as Corman came up to him.
“He’s gone to South Dakota,” Corman told him. “Pike knows.”
“And you’re the official replacement?” Clayton asked.
Corman nodded.
“So you took the job?”
Corman shook his head. “Not yet,” he said. “But I’m here for the night.”
Clayton smiled pleasantly. “Good,” he said. “Then let’s get to work.”
Corman started immediately, moving through the crowd as invisibly as he could. He shot little knots of tuxedos and evening dresses, tables of densely packed hors d’oeuvres, flower arrangements, the slightly overweight members of the classical quintet that played in a distant corner.
As the minutes passed, the room grew increasingly more crowded until, toward eight, it was entirely filled. Corman had taken five rolls of film by then, and he was busily putting a sixth into his camera when he glanced up and saw Lexie standing only a few yards from him, her face smiling quietly through a clutter of shoulders, champagne glasses and gliding silver trays. He felt his legs go rubbery beneath him, his stomach empty, and began to shrink away, just as she glimpsed him suddenly, excused herself and made her way toward him through the crowd.
“David,” she said quietly when she reached him. “To say the least, I didn’t expect …”
“No, of course not,” Corman said.
“What are you doing here?”
Corman lifted his camera and smiled lamely. “Filling in,” he said. “For the regular guy.”
Lexie looked at him doubtfully. “I see.”
Corman shrugged. “Just for the night.”
She was dressed in a shimmering green dress, cut low, so that the rounded tops of her breasts shone toward him whitely, like two muted lights. She was incontestably beautiful, but there were distractions now—a diamond choker, a gold pendant—things so radiant she seemed lost within their glare.
“You look very nice,” he said.
“Thank you,” Lexie replied. “You look …”
“The same,” Corman said quickly, helping her out.
“Yes.”
For a moment, Lexie’s eyes studied him with that quietly burning stare that peeled back his soul the way heat peeled back curls of liquefying paint.
“As a matter of fact, I was just about to leave,” he told her. He smiled again, tried to look at ease, and shifted the subject away from himself. “Is Jeffrey here?”
Lexie glanced about idly. “Somewhere in the room.”
“I guess you know these people.”
“People?”
“Whoever this party’s for.”
Lexie smiled indulgently. “It’s for the seals.”
“Oh … the Seals. They live around here?”
Lexie laughed. “Christ, Corman.”
“What?”
“In the ocean,” Lexie explained. “Those seals.”
A quick frantic little burst of embarrassed laughter broke from him. “Oh, those seals.” He shook his head. “Sorry.”
Her face softened. “Are you all right, David?”
His face stiffened. “I’m fine.”
The look came back. He could feel the heat from it sinking into his bones.
“We have to talk, you know,” she said.
Corman nodded.
“Edgar said that he’d spoken to you,” Lexie added significantly.
“Yes, he has,” Corman told her. “And you and I are supposed to talk tomorrow night, right?”
“That’s right,” Lexie said. She smiled sweetly. “I’ll meet you at your apartment, if that’s all right.”
Corman didn’t want her to see the apartment any more than Edgar had, but didn’t know how to prevent it without looking like a felon hiding evidence of his crime. “Okay,” he said.
“Eight o’clock, I believe.”
“Yeah, fine.”
For a moment she watched him silently, her eyes turning oddly inward, as if they were watching something other than him, a movie playing in her mind.
“Well, I’ll see you tomorrow night,” she said finally. A tiny smile fluttered onto her lips, clung there like a little girl holding to a liferope, then fell away. “Good night, then, David,” she said, turned and made her way back through the jungle of silk and satin until she seemed far, far away from him, beyond the rolling surf of even the most distant sea.
He left Tavern on the Green an hour later, and by that time, he’d run into Jeffrey, too, exchanged empty pleasantries, and slunk away. It was a relief when Clayton had finally come by and dismissed him with a quick nod.
The lights were still twinkling behind him as he headed downtown along Central Park West. For a moment he stood silently under the sheltering trees, stared back at them, then turned south again, making his way slowly down the cobblestone walkway that bordered the park. The rain had stopped, but large, isolated droplets still fell from the overhanging branches, splashing against his jacket or streaking past his face as he moved slowly under them. The traffic was very heavy, but there were only a few people along the edges of the park. Across the avenue, a tall slender man hurriedly walked an even more emaciated Airedale. A few yards away, a doorman slumped listlessly in a lighted vestibule, then pulled himself quickly to attention as an elevator door opened in the lobby behind him.
At 65th Street, Corman crossed the avenue, then continued south. He walked on a few blocks, glanced back toward the park, then slowed immediately, finally coming to a full stop. He could see an old man sitting silently on one of the wet wooden benches. The white beard glimmered slightly in the street light, and as Corman inched closer to the curb, he saw the face emerge slowly from the darkness, assuming the features he thought he recognized from his encounter in the chapel. There were the same bushy eyebrows and carefully manicured silver beard, the same dark, deep-set eyes with their long black lashes, but it was not Dr. Rosen, only some other lone figure, hunched in the rain. The resemblance held him nonetheless, and for a long time, Corman stood a few yards away, his eyes focused on the old man while he let the impulse build slowly, steadily, until he had no choice but to follow it.
For an instant he couldn’t move but simply stood in the door, facing him. Then he drew in a deep breath, like a swimmer before a long dive, and plunged forward. “I was at Sarah’s … the photographer.”
Dr. Rosen stood rigidly at his door, staring at him expressionlessly. The pen in his hand twitched gently, but everything else remained utterly still. The earlier rage was entirely gone, replaced by a strange resignation, the eyes settled, firm and untrembling. It was as if the explosion in the chapel had sounded the final note of his resistance. “You came earlier,” he said finally.
“Yes.”
“Posing as a graduate student.”
Corman nodded.
“Did you use your real name?” Dr. Rosen asked. “Corman, isn’t it?”