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Slade in the back three times.

"Thank God!" Polly whispered as she and Sam embraced "At last.

he's gone and we are free, my darling!"

Yeah," Sam growled "How are things going Polly?"

tYou don't know how terrible it's been," she sobbed "Not only was

he killing everybody, but he was queerer than a three-dollar bill."

"Well it's over," Sam said.

"Like fun!" Slade said. He sat up and blasted them both. "Good

thing I was wearing my bullet proof underwear," he said lighting a

new Mexican cigar. He stared at the cooling bodies of Sam

Columbine and Polly Peachtree, and a great wave of sadness swept

over him. He threw away his cigar and lit a joint. Then he walked

over to where he had tethered Stokely, his black stallion. He

wrapped his arms around Stokely's neck and held him close.

"At last, darling," Slade whispered. "We're alone."

After a long while, Slade and Stokely rode off into the sunset in

search of new adventures.

THE END

Squad D

Stephen King

Written for

Dangerous Visions #3

Billy Clewson died all at once, with nine of the ten other members

of D Squad on April 8, 1974. It took his mother two years, but she

got started right away on the afternoon the telegram announcing

her son's death came, in fact. Dale Clewson simply sat on the

bench in the front hall for five minutes, the sheet of yellow flimsy

paper dangling from his fingers, not sure if he was going to faint or

puke or scream or what. When he was able to get up, he went into

the living room. He was in time to observe Andrea down the last

swallow of the first drink and pour the post-Billy era's second

drink. A good many more drinks followed - it was really amazing,

how many drinks that small and seemingly frail woman had been

able to pack into a two-year period. The written cause - that which

appeared on her death certificate - was liver dysfunction and renal

failure. Both Dale and the family doctor knew that was formalistic

icing on an extremely alcoholic cake - baba au rum, perhaps. But

only Dale knew there was a third level. The Viet Cons had killed

their son in a place called Ky Doe, and Billy's death had killed his

mother.

It was three years - three years almost to the day - after Billy's

death on the bridge that Dale Clewson began to believe that he

must be going mad.

Nine, he thought. There were nine. There were always nine. Until

now.

Were there? His mind replied to itself. Are you sure? Maybe you

really counted - the lieutenant's letter said there were nine, and

Bortman's letter said there were nine. So just how can you be so

sure? Maybe you just assumed.

But he hadn't just assumed, and he could be sure because he knew

how many nine was, and there had been nine boys in the D Squad

photograph which had come in the mail, along with Lieutenant

Anderson's letter.

You could be wrong, his mind insisted with an assurance that was

slightly hysterical. You're been through a lot these last couple of

years, what with losing first Billy and then Andrea. You could be

wrong.

It was really surprising, he thought, to what insane lengths the

human mind would go to protect its own sanity.

He put his finger down on the new figure - a boy of Billy's age, but

with blonde crewcut hair, looking no more than sixteen, surely too

young to be on the killing ground. He was sitting cross-legged in

front of Gibson, who had, according to Billy's letters, played the

guitar, and Kimberley, who told lots of dirty Jokes. The boy with

the blonde hair was squinting slightly into the sun - so were several

of the others, but they had always been there before. The new boy's

fatigue shirt was open, his dog tags lying against his hairless chest.

Dale went into the kitchen, sorted through what he and Andrea had

always called "the jumble drawers," and came up with an old,

scratched magnifying glass. He took it and the picture over the

living room window, tilted the picture so there was no glare, and

held the glass over the new boy's dog-tags. He couldn't read them.

Thought, in fact, that the tags were both turned over and lying face

down against the skin.

And yet, a suspicion had dawned in his mind - it ticked there like

the clock on the mantle. He had been about to wind that clock

when he had noticed the change in the picture. Now he put the

picture back in its accustomed place, between a photograph of

Andrea and Billy's graduation picture, found the key to the clock.

And wound it.

Lieutenant's Anderson's letter had been simple enough. Now Dale

found it in his study desk and read it again. Typed lines on Army

stationary. The prescribed follow-up to the telegram, Dale had

supposed. First: Telegram. Second: Letter of Condolence from

Lieutenant. Third: Coffin, One Boy Enclosed. He had noticed then

and noticed again now that the typewriter Anderson used had a

Flying "o". Clewson kept coming out Clewson.

Andrea had wanted to tear the letter up. Dale insisted that they

keep it. Now he was glad.

Billy's squad and two others had been involved in a flank sweep of

a jungle quadrant of which Ky Doe was the only village. Enemy

contact had been anticipated, Anderson's letter said, but there

hadn't been any. The Cong which had been reliably reported to be

in the area had simply melted away into the jungle - it was a trick

with which the American soldiers had become very familiar over

the previous ten years or so.

Dale could imagine them heading back to their base at Homan,

happy, relieved. Squads A and C had waded across the Ky River,

which was almost dry. Squad D used the bridge. Halfway across, it

blew up. Perhaps it had been detonated from downstream. More

likely, someone - perhaps even Billy himself - had stepped on the

wrong board. All nine of them had been killed. Not a single

survivor.

God - if there really is such a being - is usually kinder than that,

Dale thought. He put Lieutenant Anderson's letter back and took

out Josh Bortman's letter. It had been written on blue-lined paper

from what looked like a child's tablet. Bortman's handwriting was

nearly illegible, the scrawl made worse by the writing implement -

a soft-lead pencil. Obviously blunt to start with, it must have been

no more than a nub by the time Bortman signed his name at the

bottom. In several places Bortman had borne down hard enough

with his instrument to tear the paper.

It had been Bortman, the tenth man, who sent Dale and Andrea the

squad picture, already framed, the glass over the photo

miraculously unbroken in its long trip from Homan to Saigon to

San Francisco and finally to Binghamton, New York.

Bortman's letter was anguished. He called the other nine "the best

friends I ever had in my life, I loved them all like they was my

brothers."

Dale held the blue-lined paper in his hand and looked blankly

through his study door and toward the sound of the ticking clock

on the mantelpieces. When the letter came, in early May of 1974,

he had been too full of his own anguish to really consider

Bortman's. Now he supposed he could understand it - a little,

anyway. Bortman had been feeling a deep and inarticulate guilt.

Nine letters from his hospital bed on the Homan base, all in that

pained scrawl, all probably written with that same soft-lead pencil.

The expense of having nine enlargements of the Squad D

photograph made, and framed, and mailed off. Rites Of atonement

with a soft-lead pencil, Dale thought, folding the letter again and

putting it back In the drawer with Anderson's. As if he had killed