“Somebody must have come on her, for sure!”
Raf grimaced and put his hand to his forehead. Luckily all the others were too busy looking at the figure nearing the corner to notice. The feeling of regret for joining this trip returned. But on the other hand, what would he have done till the end of June? He had already arranged for a job at the photocopier’s for the next month and in August he was coming back to the seaside, but this time hitchhiking with two really good friends.
He came up with a way to survive the week.
“Alfonz, can I have a drop of schnapps?”
Alfonz gave him a surprised look. To be honest he had been expecting the question all along, but somehow not from Raf.
He reached into his rucksack and pulled out a bottle. He gave it to Raf, who after taking a sip from it passed it on to Max, who passed it back to its owner. After this little circle they all kept coughing and clearing their throats whilst praising the strength and power of the drink. Alfonz beamed. Even Samo could not resist it after such praise and he started looking towards the clear liquid with desire in his eyes. Max offered it to him immediately. Samo made a few attempts at refusal, mentioning sportsmen and the sporting spirit but in the end they all concluded that, fuck it, this was a holiday and they all ended up having another sip.
The conversation returned to women and Max gave the bottle to Alfonz and asked him to put it away. Only little boys get drunk as soon as they leave home, he said. He did not mention the experience that had taught him this lesson. They had been driving to the theatre and after only ten kilometres he was deadly drunk, five kilometres later he was in a coma out of which he awakened only once, in the middle of the performance, when he had a strong attack of vomiting. His father wrapped a belt round his hand – he would never forget how slowly and with what pleasure he did it — and beat him senseless. During the beating he taught him the meaning of appearances and public behaviour, which was basically the same thing. He said he had had to learn everything himself, build himself into a successful man, whereas Max was lucky enough to have somebody who would cram all this wisdom into his head quite early on in his life and for free. At the end he added that he did not mind his son drinking as long as he looked sober. Max remembered that and always stuck to it.
“That,” said Max, “that we’ve just seen, is a Russian nightclub-dancer type. I can remember…”
Raf’s thoughts went back to the stain which was beginning to really bother him. He started thinking about coincidence and fate, but at the end he decided that all these high-flying words were just an excuse to recall the image of the girl.
Long, thick, oh how thick! black hair, a navy blue polo shirt, white trousers. To be more exact, stained white trousers. Who dresses in white for a journey these days, except someone — a navy blue and white combination? — who has never seen the sea before and is trying to dress in the way they think one should dress for the sea. In an experienced and appropriate manner? What’s the matter with me, he said to himself. I’m getting really fed up with myself.
Max was pontificating about nightclubs and dancers and about his erotic experiences of both and Raf was relieved. The girl was forgotten. And he was again surprised at his feeling of unease about gossiping about a girl he had never seen before and probably would never see again.
But then again, an island… Deserted and isolated. If she stays for a whole week then maybe…
“How big was the island did you say?” he interrupted Max, who did not seem to mind in spite of being in the middle of bringing two Russian dancers to their second consecutive orgasm.
“It’s not that small. An hour’s walk from one side to the other. The village is on one side and our villa on the other.”
Raf nodded.
“Is that all? Is there nothing else on the island?”
“My old man told me they opened a new campsite halfway between the village and the villa earlier this year.”
A campsite? Was she a holidaymaker? Hm…
Max went on:
“But it’s a bit early in the season. There shouldn’t be too many people about, which suits us perfectly. At least nobody will interfere and…”
That special laugh.
“…they won’t hear our screams!”
Laughter.
“And how big is the village?” asked Raf.
“Hell, what do I know,” answered Max. “I’ve never been there before. My old man says it’s very shabby, twenty or thirty houses, a shop and a monument. Wilderness, I tell you.”
“What, no bar?” said Alfonz with real surprise. Each day he had commuted to the school from the hills, from a village which probably was not much bigger than the one on the island but which still had a bar, whose owner was his dad. On paper and in name anyway. He was always moving from table to table and back to the bar with a tea-towel over his arm, chatting to the customers, while Alfonz’s mother did all the work.
“My old man said that the shop is both a shop and a bar.”
It was surprising how many times in these last four years Max had mentioned his father. Contemptuously, but nevertheless. Raf had seen him only once, in passing, in a black BMW waiting for Max in front of the school. And that was also the only time when Max did not make any comment about every girl who happened to be passing. He just quickly, with his head slightly bowed, hurried to the car, opened the door and climbed in.
“OK, the main thing is that there is somewhere we can buy booze. I’ve only got five litres with me.”
Alfonz waved towards his rucksack.
“It’s my birthday tomorrow,” he added sheepishly.
“Oh, congratulations,” said Max, “we’ll drink to your health.” And finished the conversation.
Raf looked at Alfonz, thinking how little he knew him after four years. He was equipped with endless supplies of money, on which even Max himself had to rely, being completely dependent on his father’s good will which was very changeable; it seemed very generous, with periods of stinginess or, as Max would explain: “The old man remembered how poor he was at my age again.”
Alfonz’s parents had obviously never been poor. But still, why would somebody with all that money always wear the same set of clothes. Even here, on the boat: trousers in a hunter’s sort of brown made from wide-ribbed corduroy and a checked shirt, as opposed to everybody else’s jeans and T-shirt. In the winter, he wore a flannel checked shirt and over it — when it was very cold — a thick Aran cardigan. Raf imagined him in the snow: hidden in his cardigan, wading through deep fresh snow in the woods. Even though his village was often snowed in, Alfonz never missed school, which showed amazing determination. Why then did he have to be Max’s hanger-on? He had more brains, determination and money. The only thing in which Max was superior was simple chit-chat. Alfonz was very quiet and he made rather desperate attempts to be liked, badly timed and awkward. He even laughed at jokes too loudly and with a delay of just a second. And to top it all, when drunk or under an attack of friendliness, Max always quite haphazardly called him either “sad Alfonz” or “serious Alfonz". Raf never found Alfonz really sad, just down in the dumps.
Samo got up and stretched.
“I’m going to the toilet,” he said and went.
Samo stepped into the corridor, smelt the stench and changed his mind. He would last until they docked. With every kilometre further from home the toilets got dirtier and dirtier. Instead, he turned towards the deserted restaurant from which came the sounds of local songs. The waiter could not be seen anywhere — he was probably dozing under the bar. Samo turned towards the opposite side of the boat and caught a glimpse of a man’s foot.