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character. She's what I call a determined girl. She seems to have made

up her mind that the old crowd that used to trail around the studio

aren't needed any longer, and they've been hitting the sidewalk on one

ear ever since the honeymoon.

"If you want to see her in action, go up there now. She'll be perfectly

sweet and friendly, but somehow you'll get the notion that you don't

want to go there again, and that she can bear up if you don't. It's

something in her manner. I guess it's a trick these society girls

learn. You've seen a bouncer handling a souse. He doesn't rough-house

him. He just puts his arm round his waist and kind of suggests he

should leave the place. Well, it's like that."

"But doesn't Kirk kick? He used to like having us around."

His friend laughed.

"Kick? Kirk? You should see him! He just sits there waiting for you to

go, and, when you do go, shuts the door on you so quick you have to

jump to keep from getting your coat caught in it. I tell you, those two

are about all the company either of them needs. They've got the

Newly-weds licked to a whisper."

"It's always the best fellows that get it the worse," said the other

philosophically, "and it's always the fellows you think are safe too. I

could have bet on Kirk. Six months ago I'd have given you any odds you

wanted that he would never marry."

"And I wouldn't have taken you. It's always the way."

The criticisms of the two thirsty men, though prejudiced, were

accurate. Marriage had undeniably wrought changes in Kirk Winfield. It

had blown up, decentralized, and re-arranged his entire scheme of life.

Kirk's was one of those natures that run to extremes. He had been a

whole-hearted bachelor, and he was assuredly a much-married man. For

the first six months Ruth was almost literally his whole world. His

friends, the old brigade of the studio, had dropped away from him in a

body. They had visited the studio once or twice at first, but after

that had mysteriously disappeared. He was too engrossed in his

happiness to speculate on the reasons for this defection: he only knew

that he was glad of it.

Their visits had not been a success.

Conversation had flowed fitfully. Some sixth sense told him that Ruth,

though charming to them all, had not liked them; and he himself was

astonished to find what bull dogs they really were. It was odd how out

of sympathy he felt with them. They seemed so unnecessary: yet what a

large part of his life they had once made up!

Something had come between him and them. What it was he did not know.

Ruth could have told him. She was the angel with the flaming sword who

guarded their paradise. Marriage was causing her to make unexpected

discoveries with regard to herself. Before she had always looked on

herself as a rather unusually reasonable, and certainly not a jealous,

woman. But now she was filled with an active dislike for these quite

harmless young men who came to try and share Kirk with her.

She knew it was utterly illogical. A man must have friends. Life could

not be forever a hermitage of two. She tried to analyse her objection

to these men, and came to the conclusion that it was the fact that they

had known Kirk before she did that caused it.

She made a compromise with herself. Kirk should have friends, but they

must be new ones. In a little while, when this crazy desire to keep

herself and him alone together in a world of their own should have left

her, they would begin to build up a circle. But these men whose

vocabulary included the words "Do you remember?" must be eliminated one

and all.

Kirk, blissfully unconscious that his future was being arranged for him

and the steering-wheel of his life quietly taken out of his hands,

passed his days in a state of almost painful happiness. It never

crossed his mind that he had ceased to be master of his fate and

captain of his soul. The reins were handled so gently that he did not

feel them. It seemed to him that he was travelling of his own free will

along a pleasant path selected by himself.

He saw his friends go from him without a regret. Perhaps at the bottom

of his heart he had always had a suspicion of contempt for them. He had

taken them on their surface value, as amusing fellows who were good

company of an evening. There was not one of them whom he had ever known

as real friends know each other , not one, except Hank Jardine; and

Hank had yet to be subjected to the acid test of the new conditions.

There were moments when the thought of Hank threw a shadow across his

happiness. He could let these others go, but Hank was different. And

something told him that Ruth would not like Hank.

But these shadows were not frequent. Ruth filled his life too

completely to allow him leisure to brood on possibilities of future

trouble.

Looking back, it struck him that on their wedding-day they had been

almost strangers. They had taken each other blindly, trusting to

instinct. Since then he had been getting to know her. It was

astonishing how much there was to know. There was a fresh discovery to

be made about her every day. She was a perpetually recurring miracle.

The futility of his old life made him wince whenever he dared think of

it. How he had drifted, a useless log on a sluggish current!

He was certainly a whole-hearted convert. As to Saul of Tarsus, so to

him there had come a sudden blinding light. He could hardly believe

that he was the same person who had scoffed at the idea of a man giving

up his life to one woman and being happy. But then the abstract wife

had been a pale, bloodless phantom, and Ruth was real.

It was the realness of her that kept him in a state of perpetual

amazement. To see her moving about the studio, to touch her, to look at

her across the dinner-table, to wake in the night and hear her

breathing at his side.... It seemed to him that centuries might pass,

yet these things would still be wonderful.

And always in his heart there was the gratitude for what she had done

for him. She had given up everything to share his life. She had weighed

him in the balance against wealth and comfort and her place among the

great ones of the world, and had chosen him. There were times when the

thought filled him with a kind of delirious pride: times, again, when

he felt a grateful humility that made him long to fall down and worship

this goddess who had stooped to him.

In a word, he was very young, very much in love, and for the first time

in his life was living with every drop of blood in his veins.

       *       *       *       *       *

Hank returned to New York in due course. He came to the studio the same

night, and he had not been there five minutes before a leaden weight

descended on Kirk's soul. It was as he had feared. Ruth did not like

him.

Hank was not the sort of man who makes universal appeal. Also, he was

no ladies' man. He was long and lean and hard-bitten, and his supply of

conventional small talk was practically non-existent. To get the best

out of Hank, as has been said, you had to let him take his coat off and

put his feet up on the back of a second chair and reconcile yourself to

the pestiferous brand of tobacco which he affected.

Ruth conceded none of these things. Throughout the interview Hank sat

bolt upright, tucking a pair of shoes of the dreadnought class coyly

underneath his chair, and drew suspiciously at Turkish cigarettes from

Kirk's case. An air of constraint hung over the party. Again and again

Kirk hoped that Hank would embark on the epic of his life, but shyness