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place before?"

"Oh, yes. In the old days she often used to talk about it. She has

written books about it."

"I thought her books were all about the selfishness of the modern young

man in not marrying."

"Not at all. Some of them are about how to look after the baby. It's no

good the modern young man marrying if he's going to murder his baby

directly afterward, is it?"

"Something in that. There's just one objection to this sterilized

nursery business, though, which she doesn't seem to have detected. How

am I going to provide these things on an income of five thousand and at

the same time live in that luxury which the artist soul demands? Bill,

my lad, you'll have to sacrifice yourself for your father's good. When

I'm a millionaire we'll see about it. Meanwhile..."

"Meanwhile," said Ruth, "come and be dried before you catch your death

of cold." She gathered William Bannister into her lap.

"I pity any germ that tries to play catch-as-catch-can with that

infant," remarked Kirk. "He'd simply flatten it out in a round. Did you

ever see such a chest on a kid of that age?"

It was after the installation of Whiskers at the studio that the

diminution of Mrs. Porter's visits became really marked. There was

something almost approaching a battle over Whiskers, who was an Irish

terrier puppy which Hank Jardine had presented to William Bannister as

a belated birthday present.

Mrs. Porter utterly excommunicated Whiskers. Nothing, she maintained,

was so notoriously supercharged with bacilli as a long-haired dog. If

this was true, William Bannister certainly gave them every chance to

get to work upon himself. It was his constant pleasure to clutch

Whiskers to him in a vice-like clinch, to bury his face in his shaggy

back, and generally to court destruction. Yet the more he clutched, the

healthier did he appear to grow, and Mrs. Porter's demand for the dog's

banishment was overruled.

Mrs. Porter retired in dudgeon. She liked to rule, and at No. 90 she

felt that she had become merely among those present. She was in the

position of a mother country whose colony has revolted. For years she

had been accustomed to look on Ruth as a disciple, a weaker spirit whom

she could mould to her will, and now Ruth was refusing to be moulded.

So Mrs. Porter's visits ceased. Ruth still saw her at the apartment

when she cared to go there, but she kept away from the studio. She

considered that in the matter of William Bannister her claim had been

jumped, that she had been deposed; and she withdrew.

"I shall bear up," said Kirk, when this fact was brought home to him.

"I mistrust your Aunt Lora as I should mistrust some great natural

force which may become active at any moment and give you yours. An

earthquake, for instance. I have no quarrel with your Aunt Lora in her

quiescent state, but I fear the developments of that giant mind. We are

better off without her."

"All the same," said Ruth loyally, "she's rather a dear. And we ought

to remember that, if it hadn't been for her, you and I would never have

met."

"I do remember it. And I'm grateful. But I can't help feeling that a

woman capable of taking other people's lives and juggling with them as

if they were india-rubber balls as she did with ours, is likely at any

moment to break out in a new place. My gratitude to her is the sort of

gratitude you would feel toward a cyclone if you were walking home late

for dinner and it caught you up and deposited you on your doorstep.

Your Aunt Lora is a human cyclone. No, on the whole, she's more like an

earthquake. She has a habit of splitting up and altering the face of

the world whenever she feels like it, and I'm too well satisfied with

my world at present to relish the idea of having it changed."

Little by little the garrison of the studio had been whittled down.

Except for Steve, the community had no regular members outside the

family itself. Hank was generally out of town. Bailey paid one more

visit, then seemed to consider that he could now absent himself

altogether. And the members of Kirk's bachelor circle stayed away to a

man.

Their isolation was rendered more complete by the fact that Ruth, when

she had ornamented New York society, had made few real friends. Most of

the girls she had known bored her. They were gushing creatures with a

passion for sharing and imparting secrets, and Ruth's cool reserve had

alienated her from them.

When she married she dropped out. The romance of her wedding gave

people something to talk about for a few days, and then she was

forgotten.

And so it came about that she had her desire and was able practically

to monopolize Kirk. He and she and William Bannister lived in a kind of

hermit's cell for three and enjoyed this highly unnatural state of

things enormously. Life had never seemed so full either to Kirk or

herself. There was always something to do, something to think about,

something to look forward to, if it was only a visit to a theatre or

the inspection of William Bannister's bath.

 

Chapter XI Stung to Action

It was in the third year of the White Hope's life that the placid

evenness of Kirk's existence began to be troubled. The orderly

procession of the days was broken by happenings of unusual importance,

one at least of them extraordinarily unpleasant. This was the failure

of a certain stock in which nearly half of Kirk's patrimony was

invested, that capital which had always seemed to him as solid a part

of life as the asphalt on which he walked, as unchangeable a part of

nature as the air he breathed. He had always had it, and he could

hardly bring himself to realize that he was not always to have it.

It gave him an extraordinary feeling of panic and discomfort when at

length he faced the fact squarely that his private means, on the

possession of which he had based the whole lazy scheme of his life,

were as much at the mercy of fate as the stake which a gambler flings

on the green cloth. He did not know enough of business to understand

the complicated processes by which a stock hitherto supposed to be as

impregnable as municipal bonds had been hammered into a ragged remnant

in the course of a single day; but the result of them was unpleasantly

clear and easily grasped.

His income was cut in half, and instead of being a comfortably off

young man, idly watching the pageant of life from a seat in the grand

stand, he must now plunge into the crowd and endeavour to earn a living

as others did.

For his losses did not begin and end with the ruin of this particular

stock. At intervals during the past two years he had been nibbling at

his capital, and now, forced to examine his affairs frankly and

minutely, he was astonished at the inroads he had made upon it.

There had been the upkeep of the summer shack he had bought in

Connecticut. There had been expenses in connection with William

Bannister. There had been little treats for Ruth. There had been cigars

and clothes and dinners and taxi-cabs and all the other trifles which

cost nothing but mount up and make a man wander beyond the bounds of

his legitimate income.

It was borne in upon Kirk, as he reflected upon these things, that the

only evidence he had shown of the possession of the artistic

temperament had been the joyous carelessness of his extravagance. In

that only had he been the artist. It shocked him to think how little

honest work he had done during the past two years. He had lived in a