I left the insula, careful to avoid the fifth step on the upper stairs. No one seemed to know Bibax, and no one seemed to care. I needed to find someone. Anyone. Someone to help me see.
I caught a glimpse of the other reservoir, even from here, and hurried to it. There was urgency in the sun, urgency in getting back to the main square so I could find Gwyna, make sure she was all right. Urgency in getting out of Aquae Sulis alive.
The spring was softer, less dramatic than the other one. But the same water. It danced and trembled, holding out the promise of something. I could see why Philo wanted to put another bath down here. It was a little bit of peace in a little corner of Aquae Sulis.
An old woman was limping down a dirt path from some woods up the small hill. She stopped at the spring and looked at me. Her eyes were sharp.
“Nothing here. It’s the other one, where you’ll find it.”
“How do you know what I’m looking for?”
She leaned on her stick, and set down the mushrooms she’d been picking.
“You’re not from here. Must be looking for the temple. That’s where they all go.”
In more ways than one.
I stared at her. “I’m looking for answers.”
Her cackly laugh braced me. “Everyone wants answers, boy. You need questions.”
“I’ve got those, too. I’m-I’m trying to help the goddess. Help the town.”
She tilted her head to the side, looking like an old thrush, and sighed, a deep sigh from the bottom of her wrinkled feet. Her blue eyes glinted.
“Help the goddess? What makes you think she needs help?”
“Maybe she doesn’t. I don’t know. There’s something wrong with this town. I’m trying to fix it.”
Her eyes pored over me. “So what are your questions?”
I stared at her. She was the first person to offer some help who didn’t have a motive for it. “They’re about Rufus Bibax. He used to-”
She spat on the ground. “I knew him. Knew all about him.”
I reached out a hand to her elbow and asked as humbly as I knew how.
“Could you-could you talk to me?”
We sat on the bank by the spring and watched the water bubble. Her eye and memory for detail amazed me. I felt like I’d met Bibax. Like I’d seen through him to the rot inside.
He knocked around the empire, traveling from Mauretania through Baetica in Hispania and past the Alps into Gaul. From there he’d crossed over into Britannia at some point, and, like the dead leaves and garbage from the marketplace, settled in a little corner called Aquae Sulis.
Bibax had a special gift. A memory. A memory so sharp, he could remember a face after years of wine or women or poverty or money corroded it into an unrecognizable mask. He’d play games with his memory for the people who lived here, recall a series of numbers or recite poetry he just heard. Bibax had a gift-and he used it.
Blackmail was part of how he traveled, part of how he thought. More profitable still when you could manufacture the crime. Supply death for a price-cover it up for a price. Everything, for Bibax, had a price.
Healing town to healing town, curing frustrated wives and wastrel nephews, freeing them, then holding them prisoner. Curse recoiled, mirrored back. Someone to help him-someone weak or desperate or greedy or wicked, someone who was all and more. Who it was she couldn’t say, but I knew Bibax now. He and Materna sharing one soul between them, animus maledictus.
Materna tried to use him, but nobody could use Bibax in the end. The Hydra heads sprouted wherever he traveled, and Bibax anchored them, kept them alive.
I was past ready to go. I thanked the old woman, tried to give her money, which insulted her, so I apologized, and thanked her again.
She stared at me. “So you have been given aid. You know the questions, and you will find the answers.”
I felt a strange sort of confidence, but looked at the sun and saw it was past the midpoint. The baths. “I will. But now-”
“Now you must hurry to your woman.”
I took her hand in mine and held it to my lips as if she were a senator’s wife. She picked up the mushrooms, watched me. I rushed up the path to the center of town.
About halfway up I realized I’d never mentioned Gwyna. I turned around.
“How did you-”
No one there. She moved quickly for an old lady. I shrugged and kept walking.
CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN
A strange dry wind blew warmth from the hills, kicking the brown-green leaves until they broke against a stone wall, spines cracked and flight ended. It was the kind of wind that made shopkeepers close early and children pay attention to their grammar lessons. There was force and threat and promise behind it, and no guarantees.
It suited Aquae Sulis.
A shrill murmur floated on the wind like everything else, held aloft until it sank in the dirt, perforated with shrieks. The baths.
I ran up the hill. Passersby that weren’t staring at me were looking toward the baths. Women poured out, helter-skelter. Some running, some clustered in tight little knots around the entrance.
Men stood around, aimless, unsettled. Priests scurried back and forth like ants without a trail. I ran faster, my feet hitting the pavement hard and kicking up the yellow dust into miniature whirwinds.
I was looking for Gwyna. I couldn’t find her.
My breath was coming out ragged now. I couldn’t feel my heart beating, or the pain when a sharp rock bruised my foot. All I could think about was Gwyna, and why I let her walk into a room where someone wanted her dead.
“Gwyna! Gwyna!”
My voice echoed and re-echoed, bouncing off the wall of the baths and the temple, and every godforsaken roof in a godforsaken town. She couldn’t-she couldn’t-
“Ardur!”
Breath left my lungs. I was staring at my wife, who was in front of me, pale, nervous, excited-and very, very, very alive.
I held her. Something happened at the baths. I didn’t give a good goddamn.
She said: “Are you all right?” Maybe I was fading in and out, one of Faro’s ghosts. I tried to smile.
“Now. What’s going on?”
She pulled me toward the side of the entrance. No one was going in. “Ardur-they’re looking for you.”
“Who’s looking for me?”
“The priests. Octavio. I’m glad I found you before they did. Materna…”
Her eyes flickered. I waited for it.
“Materna is unconscious. I think she’s dying. You need to-need to see what you can do.”
I stared at her. “What about Philo?”
“He’s examining her right now.”
She was looking at something in the distance, something I couldn’t see. I had to ask it. I remembered the Syrian.
“Gwyna-Gwyna, you-”
She squeezed my arm. “No, Ardur. If I had to-yes. For you-for-for our baby, when it comes. I’m not sorry she’s suffering, but I-I trust the goddess. And you.” Her eyes were huge, the blue hot enough to burn.
A voice hit me between the shoulders.
“Arcturus? We’ve been looking everywhere-” Octavio’s hands were sweaty, and he rubbed them up, down, up, down over his tunic.
I murmured to Gwyna: “Stay here and wait for me.”
The balneator grabbed my arm and tried to pull me toward the entrance. “Materna’s had an attack of some kind. Philo’s with her, but he wants your help. I know you two weren’t friendly-”
“She tortured my wife and accused me of murder, Octavio. But maybe I’m just antisocial.”
He tugged my arm again, and I refused to move.
“She won’t want me-”
“She won’t know, Arcturus. She’s almost dead. You don’t have much time.” He wiped his brow with the back of his hand, let the sweat make a puddle on the pavement. “Just go, see what Philo wants. We can’t let anyone in until we get her out, and he won’t move her until he sees you.”
I shrugged, then followed him past the eyes of the curious, who huddled near the entrance walls and made book on why they were closed.