on her cigarette almost fiercely. staring ahead at the green wall of the
forest.
"I was born in Africa," said Bruce. "In the time when the judge's gavel
was not the butt of an FN rifle, before you registered your vote with :,
burst of gunfire." He spoke softhe with regret. "In the time before the
hatred. But now I don't know. I haven't thought much about the future
either." He was silent for a while. They reached the turn-off to the
mission and he swung the Ford into it "it has all changed so quickly; I
hadn't realized how quickly until :I came here to the Congo."
"Are you going to stay here, Bruce? I mean, stay here in the Congo?"
"No," he said, "I've had enough. I don't even know what
I'm fighting for."
He threw the butt of his cigarette out of the window.
Ahead of them were the mission buildings.
Bruce parked the car outside the hospital buildings and they sat
together quietly.
"There must be some other land," he whispered, "and if there is
I'll find it." He opened the door and stepped out. Shermaine slid across
the seat under the wheel and joined him. They walked side by
side to the hospital; her hand brushed his and he caught it, held it and
felt the pressure of his fingers returned by hers. She was taller than
his shoulder, but not much.
Mike Haig and Father Ignatius were together in the women's ward, too
engrossed to hear the Ford arrive.
"Good morning, Michael," called Bruce. "What's the fancy dress for?"
Mike Haig looked up and grinned. "Morning, Bruce.
Hello, Shermaine." Then he looked down at the faded brown cassock he
wore.
"Borrowed it from Ignatius. A bit long in the leg and tight round the
waist, but less out of place in a sick ward than the accoutrements
of war."
"It suits you, Doctor Mike," said Shermaine.
"Nice to hear someone call me that again." The smile spread all over
Haig's face. "I suppose you want to see your baby, Shermaine?"
"Is he well?"
"Mother and child both doing fine," he assured her and led Shermaine
down between the row of beds, each with a black woolly head on the
pillow and big curious eyes following their progress.
"May I pick him up?"
"He's asleep, Shermaine."
"Oh, please!"
"I doubt it will kill him. Very well, then."
"Bruce, come and look.
Isn't he a darling?" She held the tiny black body to her chest and the
child snuffled, its mouth automatically starting to search. Bruce leaned
forward to peer at it.
"Very nice," he said and turned to Ignatius. "I have those supplies I
promised you. Will you send an orderly to get them out of the car?" Then
to Mike Haig, "You'd better get changed, Mike. We're all ready to
leave." Not looking at Bruce, fiddling with the stethoscope round his
neck, Mike shook his head. "I don't think I'll be going with you,
Bruce." Surprised, Bruce faced him.
"What?"
"I think I'll stay on here with Ignatius. He has offered me a job."
"You must be mad, Mike."
"Perhaps," agreed Haig and took the infant from Shermaine, placed it
back in the cradle beside its mother and tucked the sheet in round its
tiny body, "and then again, perhaps not." He straightened up and waved a
hand down the rows of occupied beds. "There's plenty to do here, that
you must admit." Bruce stared helplessly at him and then appealed to
Shermaine.
"Talk him out of it. Perhaps you can make him see the futility of it."
Shermaine shook her head. "No, Bruce, I will not."
"Mike, listen to reason, for God's sake. You can't stay here in this
disease-ridden backwater. I'll walk out to the car with you, Bruce. I
know you're in a hurry. He led them out through the side door and stood
by the
driver's window of the Ford while they climbed in. Bruce extended his
hand and Mike took it, gripping hard.
"Cheerio, Bruce. Thanks for everything."
"Cheerio, Mike. I suppose you'll be taking orders and having yourself
made into a fully licensed dispenser of salvation?"
"I don't know about that, Bruce. I doubt it. I just want another chance
to do the only work I know. I just want a last-minute tally to reduce
the formidable score that's been chalked up against me so far." report
you
"missing, believed killed" - throw your uniform in the river," said
Bruce.
"I'll do that." Mike stepped back. "Look after each other, you two."
"I don't know what you mean," Shermaine informed him primly, trying not
to smile.
"I'm an old dog, not easy to fool," said Mike. "Go to it with a will."
Bruce let out the clutch and the Ford slid forward.
"God speed, my children." That smile spread all over Mike's face as he
waved.
"Au revoir, Doctor Michael."
"So long, Mike." Bruce watched him in the rear-view mirror, tall in his
ill-fitting cassock, something proud and worthwhile in his stance. He
waved once more and then turned and hurried back into the hospital.
Neither of them spoke until they had almost reached the main road.
Shermaine nestled softly against Bruce, smiling to herself, looking
ahead down the tree-lined passage of the road.
"He's a good man, Bruce."
"Light me a cigarette, please, Shermaine." He didn't want to talk about
it. It was one of those things that can only be made grubby by words.
Slowing for the intersection, Bruce dropped her into second gear,
automatically glancing to his left to make sure the main road was clear
before turning into it.
"Oh my God!" he gasped.
"What is it, Bruce?" Shermaine looked up with alarm from the cigarette
she was lighting.
"Look! " A hundred yards up the road, parked close to the edge of the
forest, was a convoy of six large vehicles. The first five were heavy
canvas-canopied lorries painted dull military olive, the sixth was a
gasoline tanker in bright yellow and red with the Shell Company insignia
on the barrel-shaped body. Hitched behind the leading lorry
was a squat, rubbertyred 25-pounder anti-tank gun with its long barrel
pointed jauntily skywards. Round the vehicles, dressed in an assortment
of uniforms and different styled helmets, were at least sixty men. They
were all armed, some with automatic weapons and others with obsolete
bolt-action rifles. Most of them were urinating carelessly into the
grass that lined the road, while the others were standing in small
groups smoking and talking.
"General Moses!" said Shermaine, her voice small with the shock.
"Get down," ordered Bruce and with his free hand thrust her on to the
floor. He rammed the accelerator flat and the Ford roared out into the
main road, swerving violently, the back end floating free in the loose
dust as he held the wheel over. Correcting the skid, meeting it and
straightening out, Bruce glanced at the rear-view mirror. Behind
them the men had dissolved into a confused pattern of movement; he heard
their shouts high and thin above the racing engine of the Ford.
Bruce looked ahead; it was another hundred yards to the bend in the road
that would hide them and take them down to the causeway across the
swamp.
Shermaine was on her knees pulling herself up to look over the back of