"Oh, man, Isabel, too?" she heard Patrick complain. Even when I look bad, I look good, she thought with satisfaction.
"What's up?" Alex asked when Isabel sat him down on one of the benches in front of the administration office. Isabel noticed him noticing Lucinda Baker as she strutted by.
"I heard you went out with Stacey," Isabel said.
"Yeah." Alex kept his eyes on Lucinda until she was through the main doors. "And?"
"And I don't want you-" Isabel realized she sounded way too possessive. She reminded herself she was talking to a guy she'd broken up with. "Look, you are way too good for Stacey. You don't even want to know the things she used to say about you."
Alex tipped back his head and laughed. "This is just too freakin' bizarre. Isabel Evans is jealous-of me and Stacey Scheinin."
Isabel's sallow skin suddenly felt incredibly hot. "I'm not jealous," she snapped. Alex gave her a yeah-right look that made her blood boil even more, but she managed to keep her outer cool. "We're friends," she continued. "As your friend, I'm saying you could do a lot better."
Alex waved at Maggie McMahon as she passed by.
"Don't even think about it," Isabel warned. "Unless you like the idea of having a girlfriend who makes you dress in the same colors as she does every day."
"So no Stacey. No Maggie. Anybody else?" Alex asked, smirking at her.
"No Lucinda," Isabel answered quickly. Too quickly.
"And you're not jealous?" Alex teased.
"I admit that I kind of liked being the only one who realized how great you were, okay?" Isabel answered. "So, yes, if you have to hear the words, I'm a little jealous. But mostly I just don't want you to end up with someone who doesn't deserve you."
Alex stretched his legs out in front of him. "Now that you've admitted it, I can tell you that I have no plans on going out with Stacey again. She has the brain of an earthworm."
Isabel gave a snort of laughter that turned into a deep, racking cough. She concentrated on breathing, just breathing, until it passed.
"You okay?" Alex asked. But he wasn't looking at her. He was checking his watch. Nice to know you care, Isabel thought.
"Yeah," she answered weakly. She'd felt that cough all the way through her body. Her hair was aching from its force.
Alex stood up, but Isabel didn't follow. She wanted to give herself another minute to recover.
"Don't worry, Iz. The girl I'm hooking up with in-" He checked his watch again. "Thirty-four minutes is definitely worthy."
"Who?" Isabel demanded.
Alex grinned at her, his eyes shining. "A college girl. Can you believe that? Alex Manes going out with a college girl. I don't think any of my brothers achieved that when they were in high school."
At least it's not Stacey. Or Maggie. Or Lucinda, Isabel thought. She could not handle the mental picture of any of them with Alex.
"I should go," he told her, backing up a step. "Don't want to be late for my college girl."
"Go." Isabel waved him off with both hands. "Enjoy." She leaned her head back against the wall as she watched him leave, then she slowly rose to her feet.
"Oh, goody, it's almost time to cheer," she muttered, glancing at the hall clock. She headed to the locker room to change into her uniform.
"Hey, Iz," Corrine Williams called as Isabel made her way over to her gym locker. "I hear Alex is going out with some college girl."
"Yeah, we were just talking about that," Isabel answered, trying desperately to sound like her old self. "We both agreed that-other than me-there really isn't a girl in this school who deserves him."
Tish Okabe, Isabel's closest friend on the squad, sent her a semihurt look.
"I didn't mean you," Isabel whispered as she sat down next to Tish on the wooden bench.
"Do you think I, um, might ever have a chance… with Alex?" Tish whispered back.
What did that wormhole do to him? Isabel thought. It had to be more than just a little beauty buff up.
She realized Tish was waiting for an answer. "Sure, you have a chance," Isabel said as she opened her locker. She plucked her cheerleading sweater off its hanger, and it slithered out of her fingers. She reached down and picked it up, then immediately dropped it again.
Isabel flexed her fingers, trying to get rid of the tiny tremor buzzing through them. How much longer do I have? she wondered. How much longer before the akino is at full force?
Maria took a peek at Michael out of the corner of her eye, pretending she was still watching the basketball game. He's still totally messed up, she thought. Actually, he seemed even worse than he had right after he discovered the Trevor-DuPris connection.
Something else had happened. Something new. And the king of I-can-handle-my-own-problems wasn't talking. Maria felt like smacking him.
Adam climbed up the bleachers to their row, balancing four big sodas in his hands. Maria and Michael each took one, Michael immediately adding hot sauce from the little packets he always had on him.
"Thanks," Maria murmured, noting that Adam's fingers lingered on Liz's when he handed her her soda, noting that Liz didn't pull away. It had been clear since almost the first moment Adam saw Liz that he was gaga. But lately Maria got the feeling that Liz was getting a little gaga back. Well, maybe not gaga. Maybe not even ga. Still, every once in a while Maria caught a flicker of interest from Liz toward their little Adam.
Maria didn't blame her, although it seemed so wrong that after all Liz and Max had gone through together… she shook her head. There was no point in thinking about that now. Max was a whole other issue.
"What the hell is wrong with you, Lydick?" Michael exploded.
Projection, Maria thought. Yeah, Steve Lydick had missed a shot that should have been a swish, but Michael had yelled like Steve had personally offended him or something.
Maria slid a little closer and put her hand on Michael's arm. It was either that or smack him. He didn't acknowledge the fact that she was touching him, but she felt his muscles relax a little. Sometimes the only comfort Michael would allow was physical. Maria had no problem with touching him, except for the part where she was tortured by wanting to touch him a lot more. She just wished he would talk to her. He wasn't going to start feeling any better if he didn't let whatever was putrefying in him out.
The band started to play, announcing the start of halftime. "Want to go outside and get some air?" she asked Michael. "It smells like a gym in here."
"I want to watch Izzy do her cheer," Michael answered. Keeping focused on the court.
"We have time," Maria urged, giving his arm a little squeeze. "Unless you really need to hear the patriotic songs medley again."
"Nah. You go if you want. I'm going to stay here." He pulled his arm away from her hand. She had to give him points for trying to be a little subtle about it-he did the head-scratch-arm-pull thing. But Maria knew that her touch had started to irritate him.
Maybe I should read one of those books on massaging auras, she thought. That could be a way to covertly do something for Michael. She didn't need to see auras to know that his was seriously out of whack. It probably had one of those purple grief nets. Plus a whole lot of anger splotches.
"Hey, Maria," Liz called over the loud brass solo section of the medley. "I just found out Adam doesn't have a birthday-or, you know, a day he celebrates as his birthday. They didn't give him one in the compound. You're the astrology guru. What do you think it should be?"
Maria was grateful for a little distraction. "Hmmm. How would you describe Adam?" she asked Liz, curious to hear the answer.