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149. Rana

The muezzins’ chorus woke him. Farid was no longer used to the chanting of over two hundred sheikhs at once, calling the faithful to prayer from their minarets early in the morning, each of them trying to extend the range of his own Allahu Akbar as far as possible.

He knew that his father woke at this hour, spent half an hour reading the Bible that always lay open on his bedside table, and then got up and went into the bathroom. Quarter of an hour later he was in the drawing room drinking black tea with milk but no sugar, and talking to Claire for a little while. Only then did he leave the house, singing quietly.

That was always at six-thirty. Elias walked fast; he was freshly shaved, perfumed, and wore a clean white shirt and dark blue trousers. He had large stocks of both.

For some time now, all he had done at the shop was to weigh out the precise quantities of ingredients, leaving everything else to his employees, who thought very highly of him. He was popular with them for his cheerfulness. Claire often said that life with her husband would be like Paradise if only he were as cheerful at home as in his business.

In all those years Elias never once managed to go from Saitun Alley to his confectioner’s shop, just outside Bab Tuma, without stopping to crack a joke, exchange the latest gossip, or drink the coffee that one of the tradesmen along the way just happened to have ordered for him. But at seven on the dot he was always raising the iron grille over the shop front as he counted the chimes ringing out from the church of St Anthony of Padua, which rose above all the surrounding buildings.

At seven on the dot today, however, Farid was also out and about, dressed in summery white and boarding the Number 5 bus to the Salihiye quarter, where he planned to wait for Rana outside her school.

He had never seen so many of the military in the city before. There were armed soldiers everywhere, outside the banks, the post office, the radio station, at all the major intersections.

And suddenly here was Rana. She came running around the corner and collided with him. When she had recovered from the shock of it, she stammered, her eyes shining, “You? What are you doing here?”

“Looking for you,” he said, holding her hand tight.

“I don’t have my watch on today. I thought I was going to be late,” replied Rana, almost breathlessly. Farid seemed to have grown taller and more masculine.

“When can we see each other?” he asked, quickly kissing her cheek.

“Here in half an hour’s time,” she replied, looking around shyly. “I’m going to feel unwell the moment I get to school and ask permission to go home.” She pressed his hand, and he stroked her cheek.

“See you soon,” she called, and walked on slowly, turning back again and again.

It was over an hour before Rana came back. “It took longer than I expected, because the maths teacher we have for the first two lessons was away. So everything was chaotic, but now the time’s all ours,” she said triumphantly.

Rana was as tall as he was now, and wore her hair tied back in a ponytail. Her eyes seemed to him larger; her curves were not those of a girl any more, but the figure of a slender woman.

“Where are we going?” asked Farid.

“To Aunt Mariam’s apartment. My parents are in Beirut with her and Aunt Amira’s whole family. They’re going to celebrate the engagement of Aunt Amira’s son Samuel.”

“Your parents are away too?”

“Yes, and thank God they’ve even taken Jack with them, because he and Samuel are friends. Monsters always like getting together, so Mama took Jack out of school for a week.”

“Samuel? What Samuel? The one who murdered your aunt?” Farid inquired.

“Yes, that’s him.” Rana hesitated for a moment. “What kind of family is happy to have that spoiled murderer for a son-in-law I can’t imagine. He’s been thrown out of all the schools he ever went to, but his father’s connections got him a job as a sales rep with some kind of pharmaceuticals company.”

Rana took him home with her, and while he sat in her parents’ drawing room drinking cold lemonade she went to change her clothes. When she came back she looked completely different. She was wearing a summer dress instead of the ugly school uniform, and now her hair lay loose on her shoulders, thick and blue-black. Rana perched her sunglasses flirtatiously on her nose.

He gave a wolf-whistle, laughing. “You could be straight out of a movie.”

She sat down on his lap and flung her arms around him. “Well, now I want to kiss you and go back into the movie. It’s called A Thousand and One Nights of Dreams Come True. Or were you away longer than that?”

“Yes, longer,” he said, kissing her nose and then her lips. He took her sunglasses off again. She kept perfectly still. Her cheeks flushed pink.

The colour of love, he thought, and kissed her mouth.

“Let’s go to Aunt Mariam’s. I have to water her flowers every day, I can even stay there overnight if I want. I don’t feel comfortable here. It all smells of my family, it’s not good enough for you. I feel as if the furniture, the radio, the bookshelves and the books were all watching us. Come on,” she said, kissing him on the forehead and jumping up.

150. Three Days of Dreams Come True

When Rana’s parents came back they were surprised to find their daughter so happy, but they were still too elated after the big engagement party to entertain any real suspicions. Only Jack, out of sheer spite, came dangerously close to the truth with his dig at her. “She always gets pink cheeks when she’s been meeting that rat of a Mushtak,” he said.

“Oh, come on, the old goat’s son is a novice at a monastery in the north now,” his mother pointed out.

Rana didn’t have to strain her ears to overhear their conversation in the kitchen. Jack was bellowing, and her mother too was shouting to make herself heard, because the kerosene stoves used for cooking in Damascus made a terrible noise. Rana went into the bathroom. Her cheeks were red.

Three days with her beloved Farid. She had felt his breath on her skin from morning to night. His voice had found its way deep into her heart. His hands on her body were so gentle.

He had gone through so much, and his love was so great, making him cry out for her so often! She had told him about her own nights, when she couldn’t sleep and there was no one she could talk to about her feelings.

They spent all day in her aunt’s apartment, cooking and eating properly with knives and forks, but sitting at the big table naked. They kept going back to lie down on the bed, playing under the covers like two small children. When Farid embraced Rana she lost herself in him.

“For a girl who’s off school sick,” said Farid, gasping for air, “you’re remarkably fit and well!” And they went on tussling with each other.

“I’ve had plenty of time to think about our love,” said Rana, lying across the bed with her head on Farid’s stomach. “I’m myself only when I’m either with you or completely alone. Others complain of loneliness if they’re on their own for five minutes together. I like being alone, and I long for you and your love, I’m addicted to it.” Rana paused for a moment, turned over on her front, worked her way up to Farid’s face and kissed him until she felt dizzy.

“I thought of you every day,” Farid told her. “I was desperate, because I didn’t think I’d ever get out of there again. But now I’d do anything to stay close to you.” He paused briefly. “And I never want to set foot in that horrible village Mala again.”

“Let me hold your hand,” said Rana, because a memory had come into her mind, and it frightened her. About a year ago the elder brother of a friend of Jack’s began calling to see them rather often, always making out it was just coincidence. Her mother pretended to be dim, and often left Rana alone with this man. He was courteous, so she was all the more shocked when he told her one day that he’d like to sleep with her. She replied that she was only just fifteen and she wanted to study. “Studying just makes women ugly,” he said. “It would be a pity to lose your femininity.”