Perhaps it was just the wind between the buildings?
She went out onto the veranda again-and just when she
thought she could distinguish the voices clearly through the glass, they suddenly fell silent.
Everything was dark and still between the large buildings of the manor.
The next moment a bright light swept through the rooms-the headlights of a car.
She heard the faint sound of an engine approaching and realized that Joakim Westin had arrived back at Eel Point.
Tilda took a final glance back into the house to make sure everything looked as it should. She thought about the sounds she had heard and had a vague feeling of having done something forbidden-despite the fact that waiting for the owner inside the warm house had seemed like the obvious thing to do. Then she pulled on her boots and went out into the darkness again.
As she stepped outside, the car with its trailer was just swinging around to stop in the turning area.
The driver switched off the engine and got out. Joakim Westin. A tall, slim man aged about thirty-five, dressed in jeans and a winter jacket. Tilda could barely make out his face in the darkness, but she thought he was looking at her with a grim expression. His movements as he left the car were rapid and tense.
He closed the car door and came over to her.
“Hi,” he said. He nodded, but without extending his hand.
“Hi.” She nodded too. “Tilda Davidsson, local police… We spoke earlier.”
She wished she had been wearing her police uniform, not civilian clothes. It would have felt more appropriate on this dark night.
“Is there only you here?” said Westin.
“Yes. My colleagues have left,” said Tilda. “And the ambulance.”
There was silence. Westin just stood there, somehow indecisive, and she couldn’t think of a single decent question to ask.
“Livia,” said Westin eventually, gazing up at the lit windows of the house. “Is she… is she not here?”
“She’s being taken care of,” said Tilda. “They’ve taken her to Kalmar.”
“What happened?” asked Westin, looking at her. “Where did it happen?”
“By the shore… next to the lighthouses.”
“Did she go out to the lighthouses?”
“No, or rather… we don’t know yet.”
Westin’s eyes were flicking between Tilda and the house.
“And Katrine and Gabriel? Are they still at the neighbors’?”
Tilda nodded. “They’ve fallen asleep, I rang and checked a while ago.”
“Is that the place over there?” said Westin, looking toward the lights in the southwest. “The farm?”
“Yes.”
“I’m going over there.”
“I can drive you,” said Tilda. “We can-”
“No thank you. I need to walk.”
He walked past her, clambered over a stone wall, and strode off into the darkness.
The bereaved should never be left alone, Tilda had learned during her training, and she quickly set off after him. It was hardly appropriate to try to lighten the situation with questions about his journey from Stockholm or other small talk, so she just walked in silence across the field toward the lights in the distance.
They should have brought a flashlight or lantern; it was pitch black out here. But Westin seemed able to find his way.
Tilda thought he had forgotten she was behind him, but suddenly he turned his head and said quietly, “Careful… there’s barbed wire here.”
He led them around the fence and closer to the road. Tilda could hear the faint rushing of the sea to the east. It sounded almost like whispering, and it made her remember the sounds back at the house. The quiet voices through the walls.
“Does anyone else live in the manor house?” she asked.
“No,” said Westin tersely.
He didn’t ask what she meant, and Tilda didn’t say any more.
After a few hundred yards they came up onto a gravel track that led them straight to the farm. They walked past some kind of silo and a row of parked tractors. Tilda could smell manure, and she heard the sound of faint lowing from a dark barn on the other side of the farmyard.
They arrived at the Carlsson family house. A black cat walked down the steps and slunk off around the corner, and Westin asked quietly, “Who found her… was it Katrine?”
“No,” said Tilda. “I think it was one of the staff from the preschool.”
Joakim Westin turned his head and gave her a long look, as if he didn’t understand what she was talking about.
Tilda realized later that she should have stopped on the steps and talked more to him then. Instead she took two more steps up to the door and tapped gently on one of the panes of glass.
After a minute or so a blonde woman dressed in a skirt and sweater came and opened the door. It was Maria Carlsson.
“Come in,” she said. “I’ll go and wake them up.”
“You can let Gabriel sleep,” said Joakim.
Maria Carlsson nodded and turned away, and they both followed her slowly through the hallway. They stopped just inside the door of the large room, which was a combination of a dining room and TV room. Candles had been lit in the windows, and quiet flute music was playing on the stereo.
There was a kind of ceremonial, funereal atmosphere in the air, thought Tilda, as if someone had died here in the house, not over by the lighthouses on Eel Point.
Maria Carlsson disappeared into a dark room. It took a minute or two, then the little girl came out into the light.
She was wearing pants and a sweater, clutching a cuddly toy firmly under her arm, and her expression was sleepy and
uninterested as she looked at them. But when she realized who was standing at the other side of the room, she quickly brightened up and began to smile.
“Daddy!” she shouted, scampering across the floor.
The daughter didn’t know anything, Tilda realized. Nobody had told her yet that her mother had drowned.
Even more remarkable was the fact that her father, Joakim Westin, was standing stiffly by the door, making no attempt to move toward his daughter.
Tilda looked at him and saw that he no longer looked tense, but frightened and confused-almost terrified.
Joakim Westin’s voice was filled with panic.
“But this is Livia,” he said, looking at Tilda. “But what about Katrine? My wife, where’s… where’s Katrine?”
November
6
Joakim was sitting waiting on a wooden bench outside a low building at the district hospital in Kalmar. The weather was cold and sunny. Beside him sat a young hospital chaplain dressed in a blue winter jacket, a Bible in his hand. Neither of the men spoke.
Inside the building there was a room where Katrine was waiting. Beside the entrance was a sign with the words Chapel of Rest.
Joakim was refusing to go in.
“I’d really like you to see her,” the junior doctor had said when she met Joakim. “If you can cope with that.”
Joakim shook his head.
“I can tell you what you’ll see in there,” said the junior doctor. “It’s very dignified and respectful, with low lighting and candles. The deceased will be lying on a bier, with a sheet covering-”
“-a sheet covering the body, leaving the face visible,” said Joakim. “I know.”
He knew, he had seen Ethel in a room like this the previous year. But he couldn’t look at Katrine lying there like that. He lowered his eyes and silently shook his head.
Eventually the junior doctor nodded.
“Wait here, then. It will take a little while.”
She went into the building, and Joakim sat down in the pale November sunshine and waited, gazing up at the blue sky. The hospital chaplain next to him was moving uneasily in his thick jacket, as if the silence were unpleasant.
“Were you married long?” he said eventually.
“Seven years,” said Joakim. “And three months.”