“Kendal,” called Rollo.
“Baron!” came the answer; and I don’t think I ever felt so happy in my life as I did at that moment.
We found them in a hollow-William white and scared, Kendal defiant.
They had contrived to build a tent of some sort with a sheet spread out over the bracken.
“What’s this!” cried Rollo.
“You’ve led us a pretty dance.”
“We’re camping,” said Kendal.
“You might have mentioned the fact. Your mother has been frantically wondering where you were. She thought you were lost.”
“I don’t get lost,” said Kendal, not looking at me.
Rollo had dismounted and pulled back the sheet.
“What’s this? A feast or something?”
“We took it from the kitchens in the castle. There was a lot of food there.”
“I see,” said Rollo.
“Well, now you’d better come back quickly because there are a lot of people searching the countryside for you.”
“Are you angry?” asked Kendal.
“Very,” said the Baron. He seized Kendal and put him on his horse.
“Am I going to ride back with you?” asked Kendal.
“You don’t deserve to. I ought to make you walk.”
“I’m not going to leave the castle,” announced Kendal.
“What?” cried Rollo.
“I’m going to stay with you. This is my home and you are my father.
You said you were. “
Rollo had turned to me and I was aware of his triumph. The boy was his. I knew that he was very happy in that moment.
William was standing up looking expectantly about him. Rollo lifted him up and set him on my horse in front of me.
“Now we’ll get these scamps home,” said Rollo.
As we approached the castle several of the servants saw us approaching and a shout of joy went up because the boys were safe.
I dismounted and helped William down.
“It wasn’t William’s fault,” said Kendal sullenly, as he was put on the ground made him come. “
“We know that,” said Rollo, sternly proud.
Jeanne and Clare came running up.
“Oh … you’ve found them!” panted Jeanne.
“Thank God!” cried Clare.
“Are they all right?”
“There’s nothing wrong with them,” I told her.
“Have you some hot food for them?” asked Rollo.
“Though they don’t deserve it.”
“I’m hungry,” said Kendal.
“So am I,” added William.
“Come along into the Loge,” said Jeanne.
“You shall have something in next to no time. Whatever did you do this for?”
Kendal looked steadily at Rollo.
“We were going to camp in the woods until my mother had gone,” he said.
“You won’t let them send me away, will you?”
There was a short silence and then Kendal ran to Rollo and seized him round the legs.
“This is where I live!” he cried.
Rollo picked him up.
“Don’t fret,” he said.
“I’m not going to leave you.”
“Then that’s all right,” replied Kendal.
He wriggled to be let down and Rollo put him on the ground. Rollo was looking at me and I was aware of the triumphant gleam in his eyes.
Both the children had a bowl of soup and when they had eaten William went back to the castle with Rollo.
He did not reprove William at all. His reproaches had been levelled at Kendal, but they were not really reproaches. Kendal had made everything very clear. He had run away and prevailed on William to go with him to show us that he was not going to leave the castle willingly.
Just for a moment I wondered whether Rollo had suggested the whole thing. Kendal had answered so promptly to the whistle. They might have planned it between them.
Oh no, surely not. Kendal was too young to take part in such schemes.
But with Rollo one could never be sure how far he would go.
Kendal was tired out and after he was in bed I sat talking with Clare.
“What a determined child he is!” she said.
“To run away just like that to show you that he resents being taken away from here.
What use did he think that would be? “
“His intention was to camp in the woods until we had gone, and then to emerge and go back to the castle.”
“Good heavens! What a scheme!”
“He is very young.”
“That man has woven a spell about him,” said Clare quietly.
“It is because he has admitted to him that he is his father. Kendal has always wanted a father.”
“Children do,” said Clare, and lapsed into silence.
That day will stand out forever in my memory.
It began ordinarily enough. I went to the castle to work on the manuscripts; Kendal had already gone with Jeanne for his lessons. In the afternoon I busied myself with getting a few things together with my imminent departure in mind.
I was thinking of Kendal. He had said nothing more about our leaving, but I knew by the set of his mouth and his attitude towards me that there would be more trouble to come.
Perhaps, I thought, we should stay. Perhaps I could make some excuse to Clare. I could tell her that I wanted to finish the manuscripts and we would follow her later. I knew that If I did that I should capitulate, for I could not hold out much longer against Rollo.
I remembered the way he had looked when he had said:
“Kendal, don’t fret. I am not going to leave you.”
He had meant that. He must have plans. In my heart I wanted those plans to succeed. I wanted him to carry me off somewhere . as he had on that other occasion and to say:
“You are staying with me forever.”
And yet I went on, as though in a dream, making preparations to leave.
The afternoon wore on. Jeanne was in the kitchen preparing to cook. Kendal had come in and was in the kitchen with Jeanne.
Clare was in her room, probably resting, for she had been out all the afternoon.
We sat down at table at the usual time and while we were eating we had a caller. It was the housekeeper from the castle.
There was mingling anxiety and excitement in her face.
“Oh, Madame,” she cried.
“I wondered if Madame Collison had seen Madame la Baronne.” She was looking at Clare as she spoke.
“Seen her?” I said, puzzled.
“She is not at the castle. It is unusual for her to stay out without saying. I wondered if she were here … or if you had any idea where she had gone and when she would return.”
“No,” said Clare.
“I saw her yesterday. She did not tell me she was going anywhere special today.”
“She may be back now. I am sorry to have troubled you. It is just that it is so rare … and I thought either you, Madame, or Madame Collison might have had some idea.”
“I expect she has taken a ride,” I said.
“Yes, Madame, but it is rather long since she went.”
“She will probably have returned by the time you get back.”
“Yes, Madame, and I am sorry to have troubled you. But …”
“It was good of you to be so concerned,” said Clare softly.
She left us. Clare looked a little worried, but neither of us said anything because Kendal was present. When the meal was over I went up to Clare’s room.
“Are you worried about the Princesse?” I asked.
She was thoughtful for a moment.
“I’m not sure … She has been a little strange lately. It was since the Baron asked her for a divorce.”
“How was she different?”
“I don’t know. Defiant, perhaps. I fancied she was hiding something. She has never been very good at keeping things to herself.
Perhaps it was upsetting for her to be asked for a divorce. That would be all against her principles. He must have known that she would never give him a divorce. There would have to be a dispensation, in view of everything . “