Erik had finished his chocolate and begged for more. Ann tore off a piece of paper towel and wiped his hands and mouth.
“I’ll give you a little more, but that’s all,” she said and felt a pang of guilt. It was Erik who was her life, the one she loved and longed for. What did a silly letter mean?
For a moment she considered throwing it out, but it was such a painful thought that she immediately dismissed it.
She tore open the envelope. Inside was a full-size sheet of paper. The text consisted of only a few lines:
Dear Ann,
I hope you are well. I just wanted to tell you that Viola has broken her hip and is at the Akademiska Hospital. It happened in the hen house. She is in the orthopedic wing, 70E. I’m working mostly.
She would be grateful to have a visitor.
Regards, Edvard
Ann read it again. So typical of Edvard. Short sentences, a jumble of hen houses and hospitals. No personal information other than that he was working. As if that was new. Nothing about how he was or what he was thinking.
She read it a third time. Perhaps Viola was in bad shape? She was over ninety years old, after all. That must be it, Ann thought, otherwise he would not have written. He thinks she is going to die and knows I would not forgive him if he had not told me. Perhaps Viola asked him to write? Perhaps the idea had been hers alone?
After Edvard left his family many years ago he had lived in Viola’s house in Gräsö. It was an old archipelago homestead from the 1800s, and Edvard rented the whole upstairs. He had eventually acclimatized to the island, found a job with a builder, and regarded himself as a permanent Gräsö inhabitant. For Viola it was both a security and a comfort to have Edvard as a tenant. She lacked family, and after he had lived there for a couple of years she decided that it was Edvard who would be her heir.
At first Viola had seen Ann as a threat, someone who would perhaps convince Edvard to move away. But in time the old woman had accepted her, seemingly against her will and gruffly, as was her manner. She had perhaps hoped that Edvard and Ann would become a couple on Gräsö.
Viola herself had had an unhappy love affair in her youth-Victor, an old childhood friend of the same age. At some point Viola had let slip that she once, seventy years ago, had hoped that they would marry. But nothing came of it. Victor went to sea, was away from the island for a few years, came back and took over his parents’ farm. They still saw each other. Victor came by almost every day. Ann saw them as the world’s most devoted noncohabiting couple.
Perhaps it was there, in the old peoples’ unconsummated life together, the material source for why Viola had let Ann come close. She saw that however intimate Ann and Edvard were, they didn’t manage to make it.
Ann didn’t know anything about what it meant to break a hip, but imagined that for an old person it could mark the beginning of the end. Perhaps Viola sensed this and wished to see Ann one last time?
Candy and juice had perked Erik up and he crawled down from the chair. Ann watched him as he disappeared into his room. He was largely independent now and she thanked the gods for it.
Of course she had to visit the old woman. She wanted to go to the hospital immediately, but she couldn’t take Erik. Ann also didn’t want Viola to meet him, since he was the reason why Ann and Edvard had broken up.
She decided she would go there tomorrow directly after the morning meeting at work. She would spend the evening with her speculations. She read the letter one more time and wished she could have seen Edvard when he wrote it.
Twelve
Lorenzo Wader ordered a Staropramen, then took the beer to the room beyond the bar, lit a cigarillo, and leaned back in an armchair. The little man would arrive in ten minutes.
Lorenzo did not trust him, why should he? A little rat spreading gossip. But he was a useful rat. Lorenzo smiled to himself and gave a couple of the other hotel guests a nod as they walked past on their way into the bar. They had exchanged a few words the day before and the men had told him they were attending a seismology conference with participants from around the world. Lorenzo had pacified their curiosity by telling them that he was a businessman who was looking for new markets and contacts, which was true. He wanted to expand.
At the agreed-upon time the rat slunk in through the entrance, gave the receptionist a worried look, caught sight of Lorenzo Wader, and steered a course toward him.
Lorenzo put down his cigarillo and stood up.
“On time,” he said simply and stretched out his hand.
They sat down. Olaf González shot a glance at the beer but gave no indication of an intention to order one for himself.
“Well,” Lorenzo said, “what’s new?”
“Armas is on his way to Spain,” González said.
The high pitch of his voice was accentuated by the slight Norwegian accent.
“He is going by car.”
It was clear that he had more to say, but Lorenzo did not help him along. Instead he sat quietly, sucking on the revived cigarillo, and reached for his beer.
“I have been fired,” Olaf González said, and this was followed by the whole story of how unfairly he had been treated.
Lorenzo Wader understood that his story also contained a veiled critique of himself, or at least an expectation of his support.
“I’m sorry to hear that,” Lorenzo said, “but I am sure it will turn out for the best.” He wanted to keep the rat in a good mood, without promising too much.
“I gave him the package and the next day he came down to Dakar. He was furious. I thought he was going to kill me.”
“But you only lost your job,” Lorenzo said. “Why? Do you have any dirty laundry?”
“What do you mean ‘dirty laundry’?”
“Does Armas know anything about you that is not so flattering?” Lorenzo explained.
González stared at him. How stupid you are, Lorenzo thought.
“How did you know?”
Lorenzo sighed.
“Would you like a beer?”
The waiter looked insulted, unexpectedly shook his head, and Lorenzo perceived a small movement.
“Stay seated,” he said and González sank back into the chair. “You have done a good job,” he went on, “and the bullet hit its mark, that is the important thing. This is the good news, much more important than the unfortunate fact that you lost your shitty job at a shitty restaurant. This is how you must see it. It is called perspective.”
Lorenzo studied the man on the other side of the table. He knew too little about González, but on the other hand he knew the type and trusted his first impression. González was for sale, and right now he was in a spot. Lorenzo knew that his prospects of getting another job in this town were limited. This was to Lorenzo’s advantage, even though he would have preferred to keep him positioned at Dakar.
He could finish him off, but González was still useful. He knew the town and the restaurant business.
“What do you want with Armas anyway?” González asked.
Lorenzo winced at this word choice, but he answered with a smile.
“Nothing bad,” he said.
“I don’t believe you,” González said with unexpected vehemence.
“Why spend so much time on him if this isn’t something big? I’m not that stupid.”
“I never said you were. Why did I contact you? I am so tired of shady types and barflies with an inflated sense of their own importance. I wanted to have an experienced contact here. Someone who could introduce me around town.”
Not a single word revealed Lorenzo Wader’s real purpose, that of establishing himself in Uppsala. One of Lorenzo’s runners had gotten in touch with González a few weeks ago and had asked him to give Armas a package. The payment for his troubles had been two thousand kronor, enough to indicate that this was not your usual mail delivery.