Eighteen
The darkness unsettled her. She tripped on roots that stuck up, a branch whipped her in the face and she stumbled. Since she had called Hugo and told him that Patrik was all right, a fear had taken root in her that he was injured or that he had injured someone else. But surely Patrik wouldn’t fight with a knife? It was an impossible thought, that her Patrik would deliberately stab someone.
She ran straight there-or what she thought the best way was, since her fear had confused her. She felt as if she was too late.
When she finally arrived at the community gardening area, the last ounce of courage left her and she started to cry. Suddenly she thought of Jörgen, Patrik and Hugo’s father, and about how unfair life was.
A shadow dislodged itself from the dark. Patrik came toward her. How big he has become, she thought.
“Hi Mom,” he said, and she started to cry again.
“It’s okay,” he said.
“What is happening? I have to know! Why do you do this? Now when everything…”
“Everything is fine, Mom. It’s only that the police have their own ideas about stuff.”
Patrik told her what had happened the last two days and Eva was amazed at how calm he was, how clearly and methodically he proceeded from event to event.
When he finished his story she was struck by how unreal everything was, that they were standing in a community garden in the middle of the night, with the smell of earth and with the occasional mosquito buzzing around their heads, talking about violence and a world she couldn’t imagine.
Is this my Patrik, she thought. Is this our life? Our neighborhood?
“Shouldn’t you tell this to the police?”“What the hell do you think?”
Eva bounced at the hardness in his voice.
“But if you-”
“They won’t believe me, you know that. And Zero will go crazy, and so will his brother.”
“But drugs, it seems so-Have you done it?”
Patrik shook his head.
“I don’t want to lose control,” he said.
Eva believed him instinctively. It would be so unlike Patrik. He wanted to have control, as he said. He hated the unexpected.
“Let’s go home,” she said, suddenly steady and grateful that he was fine.
To her surprise, Patrik did not protest. He just stood up without a word and started to walk. She watched his silhouette.
That is my boy, she thought again and again. That is my boy.
When they got home Hugo and Johnny were sitting at the computer playing games. Patrik walked straight to his room and closed the door behind him.
“Thanks for staying,” Eva said.
“We’ve been having a good time,” Johnny said. “Isn’t that right, Hugo?”
The boy nodded while he concentrated on the game.
“Would you like anything before going home?”
Johnny shook his head. Despite the late hour he did not feel tired. In fact, he felt the opposite. The trip to Eva’s had livened him up. His own apartment held no attraction for him, but he realized he should get up and leave them in peace.
“We’ve had a good time,” he repeated. “Did you find out what had happened?”
“Not really,” Eva said. “We’ll see tomorrow. I think Patrik has to spend some time alone and think it out.”
“Are you going to the police?”
“I’ll probably call them tomorrow. We’ll see.”
Eva sat down on Hugo’s bed.
“You should get some rest,” Johnny said.
Johnny drove home with mixed feelings. Other peoples’ problems were nothing he needed and now he had fallen into one. He didn’t want to be pulled in and Eva had not made any further attempt to do so. He was grateful for that. He would not have had the energy to stay all night and comfort her.
At the same time he felt uplifted. He had done something for another human being who clearly trusted him. Eva had hugged him before he left. He laughed out loud in the car.
On the last stretch before home he thought about her. How brave of her to raise two teenagers on her own in this world.
Nineteen
Konrad Rosenberg was one of five sons of the infamous Karl-Åke Rosenberg, the drilling and blasting expert, of whom more or less believable stories still circulated on construction sites. Karl-Åke had set off his last load of explosives in Forsmark in 1979 and died shortly thereafter, more or less on the spot, from a heart attack, so shot through with dust and drill residue that he was indistinguishable from the rock. It was said that the body had to be cleaned with a high-pressure hose.
With every son that Elisa Rosenberg bore, it was as if there was not quite enough material. The firstborn, Bertil, was a giant like his father, but thereafter the sons were more and more feeble. Konrad was the youngest, one hundred and fifty-seven centimeters tall, equipped with a sunken chest and shoulders that stuck out like hangers. In elementary school the other kids played the harp on his ribs and his shoe size was only thirty-eight.
What he lacked in physique and ability, he made up for in a never-wavering optimism and a self-confidence that unfortunately often led him astray.
At the age of seventeen he embarked on a drug addiction, and one year later he was charged by the Uppsala courts with burglary and the assault of a civil servant. He was found guilty of the burglary but the second accusation was dismissed by the court. It was regarded as unlikely that Konrad had the capacity to offer any significant resistance.
That was the first in a long series of sentences. Most of them concerned drugs and crimes related to his drug habit, primarily fraud. He was a scoundrel, well known to the police and people in the blocks around the central station.
During his last prison term Konrad had participated in an ambitious program to kick his drug habit, and when he was released he had against all expectations kicked his drug dependence and was provided with a small apartment in Tunabackar, on the same street where he had grown up.
Konrad Rosenberg was forty-six years old when he was granted early retirement. He used to sit on Torbjörn Square, down a beer or two, and converse with other lushes or other retirees who were happy to have someone to talk to. Many of them had been acquainted with Konrad’s father and loved to tell the usual stories about legendary explosions.
Sometimes he used the shuttle service to go downtown, shoplift in a couple of stores, selling the goods quickly below market value and returning home with a green bag of alcohol.
Life was simple for Konrad. He was still optimistically cheerful and was generally regarded as a little slow but harmless, since he had never committed any violent crimes.
One day, things looked up for Konrad Rosenberg. He appeared, in new clothes, at a bank branch on Torbjörn Square, where he opened an account and deposited fifty-six thousand kronor. The clerk, who recognized him from the park benches, could not conceal his surprise.
“It is an inheritance,” Konrad explained somberly.
“My condolences,” the clerk said.
“It is all right,” Konrad said. “It’s just a distant aunt who popped off.”
After that, smaller amounts flowed into the account, a couple of thousand from time to time, on a few occasions a five-digit amount. A couple of years after the initial deposit, the sum had grown fivefold.
The bank clerk reminded Konrad of the possibility of a more favorable retirement savings account option that, once he had received an explanatory overview, Konrad politely declined.
“The devil only knows how long one has to live. One could kick the bucket at any moment.”
One day he parked a Mercedes on the street, circled the car a few times, opened and locked the doors with a remote control system, unlocked the door, sat down in the car, only to step out again immediately, lock it, walk some distance away and turn around and regard this miracle, before he finally ducked in through the front doors of the building.