'What does it mean?' she asked.
'God, mum. The hungry God.'
Ali had thought to know these people, but they were something else. They called her Mother and she had treated them as children, but they were not. She edged away from Kokie.
Ancestor worship was everything. Like ancient Romans or modern-day Shinto, the Khoikhoi deferred to their dead in spiritual matters. Even black evangelical Christians believed in ghosts, threw bones for divining the future, sacrificed animals, drank potions, wore amulets, and practiced gei-xa – magic. The Xhosa tribe pinned its genesis on a mythical race called xhosa – angry men. The Pedi worshiped Kgobe. The Lobedu had their Mujaji, a rain queen. For the Zulu, the world hinged upon an omnipotent being whose name translated as Older-than-Old. And Kokie had just spoken the name in that protolanguage. The mother tongue.
'Is Jimmy dead or not?'
'That depends, mum. He be good, they let him live down there. Long time.'
'You killed Jimmy,' Ali said. 'For me?'
'Not kilt. Cut him some.'
'You did what?'
'Not we,' said Kokie.
'Older-than-Old?' Ali added the Click name.
'Oh ya'as. Trimmed that man. Then give to us the parts.'
Ali didn't ask what Kokie meant. She'd heard too much as it was.
Kokie cocked her head and a delicate expression of pleasure appeared within her frozen smile. For an instant Ali saw standing before her the gawky teenaged girl she had grown to love, one with a special secret to tell. She told it. 'Mother,' Kokie said, 'I watched. Watched it all.'
Ali wanted to run. Innocent or not, the child was a fiend.
'Good-bye, Mother.'
Get me away, she thought. As calmly as she could, tears stinging her eyes, Ali turned to walk from Kokie.
Immediately Ali was boxed in.
They were a wall of huge men. Blind with tears, Ali started to fight them, punching and gouging with her elbows. Someone very strong pinned her arms tight.
'Here, now,' a man's voice demanded, 'what's this crap?'
Ali looked up into the face of a white man with sunburned cheeks and a tan army bush cap. 'Ali von Schade?' he said. In the background the Casspir sat idling, a brute machine with radio antennae waving in the air and a machine gun leveled. She quit struggling, amazed by their suddenness.
Abruptly the clearing filled with the carrier's wake of red dust, a momentary tempest. Ali swung around, but the lepers had already scattered into the thorn bush. Except for the soldiers, she was alone in the maelstrom.
'You're very lucky, Sister,' the soldier said. 'The kaffirs are washing their spears again.'
'What?' she said.
'An uprising. Some kaffir sect thing. They hit your neighbor last night, and the next farm over, too. We came from them. All dead.'
'This your bag?' another soldier asked. 'Get in. We're in great danger out here.'
In shock, Ali let them push and steer her into the sweltering armored bed of the vehicle. Soldiers crowded in and made their rifles safe and the doors closed shut. Their body odor was different from that of her lepers. Fear, that was the chemical. They were afraid in a way the lepers were not. Afraid like hunted animals.
The carrier rumbled off and Ali rocked hard against a big shoulder.
'Souvenir?' someone asked. He was pointing at her bead necklace.
'It was a gift,' said Ali. She had forgotten it until now.
'Gift!' barked another soldier. 'That's sweet.'
Ali touched the necklace defensively. She ran her fingertips across the tiny beads framing the piece of dark leather. The small animal hairs in the leather prickled her touch.
'You don't know, do you?' said a man.
'What?'
'That skin.'
'Yes.'
'Male, don't you think, Roy?' Roy answered, 'It would be.'
'Ouch,' said a man.
'Ouch,' another repeated, but in a falsetto. Ali lost patience. 'Quit smirking.'
That drew more laughs. Their humor was rough and violent, no surprise.
A face reached in from the shadows. A bar of light from the gunport showed his eyes. Maybe he was a good Catholic boy. One way or another, he was not amused.
'That's privates, Sister. Human.'
Ali's fingertips stopped moving across the hairs. Then it was her turn to shock them.
They expected her to scream and rip the charm away. Instead, she sat back. Ali laid her head against the steel, closed her eyes, and let the charm against evil rock back and forth above her heart.
There were giants in the earth in those days... mighty men which were of old, men of renown.
– GENESIS 6:4
3
BRANCH
Camp Molly: Oskova, Bosnia-Herzegovina
NATO Implementation Forces (IFOR)/
1st Air Cavalry/US Army
0210 hours
1996
Rain.
Roads and bridges had washed away, rivers lay choked. Operations maps had to be reinvented. Convoys sat paralyzed. Landslides were carrying dormant mines onto lanes laboriously cleared. Land travel was at a standstill.
Like Noah beached upon his mountaintop, Camp Molly perched high above a confederacy of mud, its sinners stilled, the world at bay. Bosnia, cursed Branch. Poor Bosnia.
The major hurried through the stricken camp on a boardwalk laid frontier-style to keep boots above the mire. We guard against eternal darkness, guided by our righteousness. It was the great mystery in Branch's life, how twenty-two years after escaping from St. John's to fly helicopters, he could still believe in salvation.
Spotlights sluiced through messy concertina wire, past tank traps and claymores and more razor wire. The company's brute armor parked chin-out with cannon and machine guns leveled at distant hilltops. Shadows turned multiple-rocket-launcher tubes into baroque cathedral organ pipes. Branch's helicopters glittered like precious dragonflies stilled by early winter.
Branch could feel the camp around him, its borders, its guardians. He knew the sentinels were suffering the foul night in body armor that was proof against bullets but not against rain. He wondered if Crusaders passing on their way to Jerusalem had hated chain mail as much as these Rangers hated Kevlar. Every fortress a monastery, their vigilance affirmed to him. Every monastery a fortress.
Surrounded by enemies, there were officially no enemies for them. With civilization at large trickling down shitholes like Mogadishu and Kigali and Port-au-Prince, the
'new' Army was under strict orders: Thou shalt have no enemy. No casualties. No turf. You occupied high ground only long enough to let the politicos rattle sabers and get reelected, and then you moved on to the next bad place. The landscape changed; the hatreds did not.