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They  were  sure  his  name  –  Dwight  David  Crockett  –  was  an  invention  like  their own. Nothing could convince them he  wasn't  one  of  them,  a  dabbler  in  past  lives.  One evening around a campfire in northern Nepal, he'd  regaled  them  with  tales  of  Andrew Jackson,  pirates  on  the  Mississippi,  and  his  own  legendary  death  at  the  Alamo.  He'd meant it as a joke, but only Kora got it.

'You  should  know  perfectly   well,'  the   woman  went   on,   'there   was   no   written language in Tibet  before the late fifth century.'

'No written  language that we know  about,' Owen said.

'Next  you'll be saying this is Yeti  language.'

It  had been like this  for  days.  You'd  think  they'd  run  out  of  air.  But  the  higher  they went, the more they  argued.

'This  is  what  we  get  for  pandering  to  civilians,'  Kora  muttered  to  Ike.  Civilians  was her catch-alclass="underline" eco-tourists,  pantheist  charlatans,  trust  funders,  the  overeducated.  She was a street  girl at heart.

'They're  not so bad,' he said. 'They're  just looking for a way  into Oz, same as us.'

'Civilians.'

Ike  sighed.  At  times  like  this,  he  questioned  his  self-imposed  exile.  Living  apart from  the   world  was   not  easy.   There   was   a   price   to   be   paid   for   choosing   the less-traveled  road. Little  things,  bigger  ones.  He  was  no  longer  that  rosy-cheeked  lad

who had come with the Peace Corps. He still had the cheekbones and cowled brow  and careless mane. But a  dermatologist  on  one  of  his  treks  had  advised  him  to  stay  out  of the high-altitude sun before his face turned  to  boot  leather.  Ike  had  never  considered himself  God's  gift  to  women,  but  he  saw  no  reason  to  trash  what  looks  he  still  had. He'd  lost  two  of  his  back  molars  to  Nepal's  dearth  of  dentists,  and  another  tooth  to  a falling  rock  on  the  backside  of  Everest.  And  not  so  long  ago,  in  his  Johnnie  Walker Black  and  Camels  days,  he'd  taken  to  serious  self-abuse,  even  flirting  with  the  lethal west  face of Makalu. He'd quit the smoke and booze cold when some British  nurse  told him his voice sounded like a Rudyard  Kipling punchline. Makalu still needed slaying, of course. Though many mornings he even  wondered about that.

Exile  went  deeper  than  the  cosmetics  or  even  prime  health,  of  course.  Self-doubt came with the territory,  a wondering  about  what  might  have  been,  had  he  stayed  the course  back  in  Jackson.  Rig  work.  Stone  masonry.  Maybe  mountain  guiding  in  the Tetons,  or  outfitting  for  hunters.  No  telling.  He'd  spent  the  last  eight  years  in  Nepal and Tibet  watching himself slowly devolve  from the Golden  Boy  of  the  Himalayas  into one  more  forgotten  surrogate  of  the  American  empire.  He'd  grown  old  inside.  Even now there  were  days  when Ike  felt eighty. Next  week  was his thirty-first  birthday.

'Would you look at this?'  rose  a  cry.  'What  kind  of  mandala  is  that?  The  lines  are  all twisty.'

Ike  looked at  the  circle.  It  was  hanging  on  the  wall  like  a  luminous  moon.  Mandalas were  meditation  aids,  blueprints  for  divinity's  palaces.  Normally  they  consisted  of circles   within   circles   containing   squared   lines.   By   visualizing   it   just   so,   a   3-D architecture  was  supposed  to  appear  above  the  mandala's  flat  surface.   This   one, though, looked like scrambled snakes.

Ike  turned on his light. End of mystery,  he congratulated himself. Even he was stunned by  the sight.

'My God,' said Kora.

Where,  a  moment  before,  the  fluorescent  words  had  hung  in  magical  suspense,  a nude  corpse  stood  rigidly  propped  upon  a  stone  shelf  along  the  back  wall.  The  words weren't  written  on  stone.  They  were  written  on  him.  The  mandala  was  separate, painted on the wall to his right side.

A  set  of  rocks  formed  a  crude  stairway  up  to  his  stage,  and  various  passersby  had attached katas – long white prayer  scarves  – to cracks  in  the  stone  ceiling.  The  katas sucked back and forth in the draft like gently  disturbed ghosts.

The  man's grimace was slightly bucktoothed from mummification, and his eyes  were calcified to chalky blue marbles. Otherwise  the extreme  cold and high  altitude  had  left him  perfectly  preserved.  Under  the  harsh  beam  of  Ike's  headlamp,  the  lettering  was faint and red upon his emaciated limbs and belly and chest.

That  he was a traveler  was self-evident.  In these  regions, everyone  was  a  pilgrim  or a  nomad  or  a  salt  trader  or  a  refugee.  But,  judging  from  his  scars  and  unhealed wounds  and  a  metal  collar  around  his  neck  and  a  warped,  badly  mended  broken  left arm, this particular Marco Polo  had  endured  a  journey  beyond  imagination.  If  flesh  is memory, his body cried out a whole history of abuse and enslavement.

They  stood  beneath  the  shelf  and  goggled  at  the  suffering.  Three  of  the  women  – and  Owen  –  began  weeping.  Ike  alone  approached.  Probing  here  and  there  with  his light beam, he reached out to touch one shin with his ice ax:  hard as fossil wood.

Of all the obvious insults, the one that stood out most was his  partial  castration.  One of  the  man's  testicles  had  been  yanked  away,  not  cut,  not  even  bitten  –  the  edges  of the  tear  were  too  ragged  –  and  the  wound  had  been  cauterized  with  fire.  The  burn scars  radiated  out  from  his  groin  in  a  hairless  keloid  starburst.  Ike  couldn't  get  over the raw scorn of it. Man's tenderest  part, mutilated, then doctored with a torch.

'Look,' someone whimpered. 'What did they  do to his nose?'

Midcenter  on  the  battered  face  was  a  ring  unlike  anything  he'd  ever  seen  before.

This  was  no  silvery  Gen-X  body  piercing.  The  ring,  three  inches  across  and  crusted with  blood,  was  plugged  deep  in  his  septum,  almost  up  into  the  skull.  It  hung  to  his bottom  lip,  as  black  as  his  beard.  It  was,  thought  Ike,  utilitarian,  large  enough  to control cattle.

Then  he  got  a  little  closer  and  his  repulsion  altered.  The  ring  was  brutal.  Blood  and smoke and filth had coated  it  almost  black,  but  Ike  could  plainly  see  the  dull  gleam  of solid gold.

Ike  turned to his people  and  saw  nine  pairs  of  frightened  eyes  beseeching  him  from beneath hoods and visors. Everyone  had their lights on now. No one was arguing.

'Why?' wept  one of the women.

A  couple  of  the  Buddhists  had  reverted  to  Christianity  and  were  on  their  knees, crossing themselves.  Owen was rocking from side to side, murmuring Kaddish.

Kora came close. 'You beautiful bastard.' She giggled. Ike  started.  She  was  talking  to the corpse.

'What did you say?'

'We're  off  the  hook.  They're  not  going  to  hit  us  up  for  refunds  after  all.  We  don't have  to provide their holy mountain anymore. They've  got something better.'

'Let up, Kora. Give  them some credit. They're  not ghouls.'

'No? Look around, Ike.'