"What is it?" Elias asked, regarding him acutely.
"More memories. When you said that."
After an interval of silence Elias said, "I wish you would read the Bible sometime."
"It had something to do with the Bible," Herb said. "My mission."
"Maybe you're a messenger," Elias said. "Maybe you have a message to deliver to the world. From God."
"Stop kidding me."
Elias said, "I'm not kidding. Not now." And apparently that was so; his dark face had turned grim.
"What's wrong?" Herb said.
"Sometimes I think this planet is under a spell," Elias said. "We are asleep or in a trance, and something causes us to see what it wants us to see and remember and think what it wants us to remember and think. Which means we're whatever it wants us to be. Which in turn means that we have no genuine existence. We're at the mercy of some kind of whim."
"Strange," Herb Asher said.
His business partner said, "Yes. Very strange."
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At the end of the work day, as Herb Asher and his partner were preparing to close up the store a young woman wearing a suede leather jacket, jeans, moccasins and a red silk scarf tied over her hair came in. "Hi," she said to Herb, her hands thrust into the pockets of her jacket. "How are you?"
"Zina," he said, pleased. And a voice inside his head said, How did she find you? This is three thousand miles away from Hollywood. Through an index of locations computer, probably. Still ... he sensed something not right. But it did not pertain to his nature to turn down a visit by a pretty girl.
"Do you have time for a cup of coffee?" she asked.
"Sure," he said. 170
Shortly, they sat facing each other across a table in a nearby restaurant.
Zina, stirring cream and sugar into her coffee, said, "I want to talk to you about Manny."
"Why does he resemble my wife?" he said.
"Does he? I didn't notice. Manny feels very badly that he prevented you from meeting Linda Fox."
"I'm not sure he did."
"She was coming right at you."
"She was walking our way, but that doesn't prove I would have met her."
"He wants you to meet her. Herb, he feels terrible guilt; he couldn't sleep all night."
Puzzled, he said, "What does he propose?"
"That you write her a fan letter. Explaining the situation. He's convinced she'd answer.
"It's not likely."
Zina said quietly, "You'd be doing Manny a favor. Even if she doesn't answer.
"I'd just as soon meet you, ' he said. And his words were weighed out carefully; weighed out and measured.
"Oh?" She glanced up. What black eyes she had!
"Both of you," he said. "You and your little brother."
"Manny has suffered brain damage. His mother was injured in a sky accident while she was pregnant with him. He spent several months in a synthowomb, but they didn't get him in the synthowomb in time. So..." She tapped her fingers against the table. "He is impaired. He's been attending a special school. Because of the neurological damage he comes up with really nuts ideas. As an example-" She hesitated. "Well, what the hell. He says he's God."
"My partner should meet him, then," Herb Asher said.
"Oh no," she said, vigorously shaking her head. "I don't want him to meet Elias."
"How did you know about Elias?" he said, and again the peculiar warning sensation drifted through him.
"I stopped at your apartment first and talked to Rybys. We
spent several hours together; she mentioned the store and Elias. How else could I have found your store? It's not listed under your name."
"Elias is into religion," he said.
"That's what she told me; that's why I don't want Manny to meet him. They'd just jack each other up higher and higher into theological moonshine."
He answered, "I find Elias very levelheaded."
"Yes, and in many ways Manny is levelheaded. But you get two religious people together and they just sort of- You know. Endless talk about Jesus and the world coming to an end. The Battle of Armageddon. The conflagration." She shivered. "It gives me the creeps. Hellfire and damnation."
"Elias is into that, all right," Herb said. It almost seemed to him that she knew. Probably Rybys had told her; that was it.
"Herb," Zina said, "will you do Manny the favor he wants? Will you write the Fox-" Her expression changed.
'The Fox,' " he said. "I wonder if that'll catch on. It's a natural."
Continuing, Zina said, "Will you write Linda Fox and say you'd like to meet her? Ask her where she'll be appearing; they set up those club dates well in advance. Tell her you own an audio store. She's not well known; it isn't like some nationally famous star who gets bales of fan mail. Manny is sure she'll answer."
"Of course I will," he said.
She smiled. And her dark eyes danced.
"No problem," he said. "I'll go back to the store and type it there. We can mail it off together."
From her mail-pouch purse, Zina brought out an envelope. "Manny wrote out the letter for you. This is what he wants you to say. Change it if you want, but-don't change it too much. Manny worked real hard on it."
"Okay." He accepted the envelope from her. Rising, he said, "Let's go back to the shop."
As he sat at his office typewriter transcribing Manny's letter to the Fox-as Zina had called her-Zina paced about the closed- up shop, smoking vigorously.
"Is there something I don't know?" he said. He sensed more to this; she seemed unusually tense.
"Manny and I have a bet going," Zina said. "It has to do with -well, basically, it has to do with whether Linda Fox will answer or not. The bet is a little more complicated, but that's the thrust of it. Does that bother you?"
"No," he said. "Which of you put down your money which way?"
She did not answer.
"Let it go," he said. He wondered why she had not re- sponded, and why she was so tense about it. What do they think will come of this? he asked himself. "Don't say anything to my wife," he said, then, thinking some thoughts of his own.
He had, then, an intense intuition: that something rested on this, something important, with dimensions that he could not fathom.
"Am I being set up?" he said.
"In what way?"
"I don't know." He had finished typing; he pressed the key for print and the machine-a smart typewriter-instantly printed out his letter and dropped it in the receiving bin.
"My signature goes on it," he said.
"Yes. It's from you."
He signed the letter, typed out an envelope, from the address on Manny's copy ... and wondered, abruptly, how Zina and Manny had gotten hold of Linda Fox's home address. There it was, on the boy's carefully written holographic letter. Not the Golden Hind but a residence. In Sherman Oaks.
Odd, he thought. Wouldn't her address be unlisted?
Maybe not. She wasn't well known, as had been repeatedly pointed out to him.
"I don't think she'll answer," he said.
"Well, then some silver pennies will change hands."
Instantly he said, "Fairy land."
"What?" she said, startled.
"A children's book. Silver Pennies. An old classic. In it there's the statement, 'You need a silver penny to get into fairy land.' "He had owned the book as a child.
She laughed. Nervously, or so it seemed to him.
"Zina," he said, "I feel that something is wrong."
"Nothing is wrong as far as I know." She deftly took the envelope from him. "I'll mail it," she said.
"Thank you," he said. "Will I see you again?"
"Of course you will." Leaning toward him she pursed her lips and kissed him on the mouth.
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He looked around him and saw bamboo. But color moved through it, like St. Elmo's fire. The color, a shiny, glistening red, seemed alive. It collected here and there, and where it gathered it formed words, or rather something like words. As if the world had become language.
What am I doing here? he wondered wildly. What happened'? A minute ago I wasn't here!
The red, glistening fire, like visible electricity, spelled out a message to him, distributed through the bamboo and children's swings and dry, stubby grass.