‘Perhaps guess is the wrong word,’ replied Fidelma patiently. ‘Did you have any thoughts as to this matter?’
The scribe sniffed at the rewording of the question.
‘It is my task to serve the Abbot and not to express my thoughts on the whys and wherefores of the orders he gives me.’
Eadulf suppressed a sound that was between a bark of laughter and a snort. Fidelma bit her own lip.
‘It will be a sorry world when no one can express an opinion,’ she sighed, ‘or if no one even has an opinion.’
The elderly scribe flushed, stung by the rebuke.
‘The Rule of the Blessed Benedict says that the first degree of humility is obedience without delay,’ he snapped. ‘It is the virtue of those who serve Christ and fear hell’s damnation that as soon as anything has been ordered by the superior, the Abbot, it is received as a divine command and there should be no delay in executing it, for the obedience given to the Abbot is given to God.’
Fidelma regarded him sadly.
‘So, if Abbot Maelcar had told you to go to a high cliff and jump off, you would have obeyed it as a divine command?’
Budic broke into a laugh as the scribe’s brows came together in a puzzled expression.
‘He would not have ordered it.’
‘But if he had? You say that you must obey every superior of the Faith, whatever orders they give you?’ pressed Fidelma.
‘Indeed, you are right, for that is the Rule of Benedict. But in such a matter it cannot be taken so literally,’ Brother Ebolbain replied stubbornly.
‘Where in the Rule does it say that?’ Fidelma responded sharply. ‘Are you saying that, in spite of the Rule, you can pick and choose which ones to obey? We have recently been at the Council in Autun where this Rule has been debated. There is nowhere in the Rule that says that you can choose what orders you will obey.’
‘You have clearly not read the Rule properly, Sister,’ protested the scribe. ‘There is such a Rule if the order is unreasonable.’
Fidelma eyes sparkled.
‘I know the Rule well, for it has been my task to examine it to see if it is contrary to the laws of my people,’ she told him. ‘You are the one who misunderstands, Brother. What the Rule actually says is, if a Brother is given a difficult or impossible task he must receive the order with meekness and obedience. If the task is beyond his strength, he may go to the superior and submit his reasons for his inability to carry it out. And if the superior still insists on the order, the Brother must obey, relying only on the help of God. There is no choice, my friend. No choice. Blind obedience is an evil. Caeci caecos ducentes! The blind lead the blind.’
Even Eadulf stirred uneasily as her voice grew angry. He knew that Fidelma did not tolerate those who never questioned and went blindly through life obeying rules.
Brother Ebolbain stood stiffly before her.
‘I have my beliefs,’ he said slowly. ‘My loyalty is to my Abbot.’
‘And since he is dead? Then to whom?’
‘Whoever is appointed his successor.’
She shook her head in frustration and dismissed him with a wave.
‘Well, my sister from Hibernia, you seem to have strong views.’ Riwanon was regarding her with amusement. ‘Also, it seems that you have an adherence to the old beliefs of your people.’
‘I dislike the idea that one should obey and not question, no matter how extreme the order. I especially dislike it in those who are presumably bestowed with intelligence. In them it is a sin worse than ignorance, for as we often preach, ignorance does not excuse one from responsibility. How can we do this if we teach them to obey without understanding?’
‘You are angry, my sister.’
‘Such things do anger me, Riwanon. Forgive me.’
‘There is nothing to forgive, for I am in accord with you.’ She paused a moment and then said: ‘I suppose we must despatch Brother Ebolbain back to the abbey to inform the community there of what has happened. Perhaps some of the mac’htiern’s attendants can transport the body of the Abbot back to the abbey for the interment?’
Brother Metellus began to speak and then stopped.
Fidelma turned to look at him enquiringly. ‘You have a thought, Brother Metellus?’
‘I just wondered if I should return with Brother Ebolbain. I am a member of the community. If a new Abbot is to be chosen by the brethren, I would not like the decision to be made precipitately or without an opportunity to express my opinion.’
‘Would they choose one so soon? Should not the obsequies for Abbot Maelcar be conducted first?’ queried Eadulf.
Brother Metellus pulled a cynical face.
‘Abbot Maelcar gathered around him some, like Brother Ebolbain, who might be panicked into a wrong choice.’
Riwanon now intervened.
‘Brother Metellus is correct that he should return to the abbey. To be honest, Brother Ebolbain does not seem a person who is able to present himself in a leadership role, and that is probably what is needed at this time. The community will be shocked and fearful. Brother Metellus here has the strength of character that is needed to guide them.’ It was a statement without guile or any hint of flattery. ‘I am sure that if a guide or interpreter are needed for you and Brother Eadulf, we can find someone to replace Brother Metellus in this role.’
Fidelma was, in fact, reluctant to see Brother Metellus leave, for his knowledge of the area was invaluable. But she found herself assenting. As most people seemed to speak a form of Latin as well as their own tongue, she was not worried on that account.
‘You are right, Riwanon. I am too selfish in this matter. Of course, I agree that Brother Metellus should go to the abbey.’
Brother Metellus smiled at her and Eadulf.
‘I will see you again soon. You will be waiting here for King Alain, no doubt. I may well return before his arrival.’
After he had left, Riwanon excused herself to accompany her female attendants in a walk in the grounds while Budic muttered something about attending to the horses and also left.
‘What now?’ Eadulf asked Fidelma.
‘I am going to have a further word with Iuna,’ she said and, as Eadulf made a movement to join her, she added: ‘You stay here. I think she might be more amenable to my questions without a witness. I want to challenge her about the subject of that argument with Abbot Maelcar.’
‘As you wish,’ Eadulf replied. ‘Though I cannot see her revealing anything more than she has already.’
‘You do not know how revealing someone can be when they do not wish to answer questions,’ Fidelma replied dryly, then turned and went through the door that led into the kitchens.
Eadulf lowered himself into one of the comfortable chairs by the fire with a deep sigh of relief. He turned matters over in his mind and came to the conclusion that, while he had been in worse situations, none had made him so uneasy. Was it being in an unfamiliar country whose language he did not speak, whose laws he did not know, which, combined with the mysteries with which they were faced, made things seem so malevolent and threatening? Sea-raiders…well, he certainly knew about them from the stories he had heard in Seaxmund’s Ham, where he had been brought up. The sea was nearby — the very shores across which raiders had come to plunder or to settle since time began, including his own people only a few centuries before.
He was saddened for Fidelma’s loss of her cousin and her friend Murchad, the captain of the Barnacle Goose. But such things happened. It was a part of life, and life was brutal. Attacks on merchants and their goods — that, too, he knew about. And the murder of abbots was not unknown: Eadulf had been with Fidelma enough times when they had to investigate the untimely deaths of prelates. So what was the cause of the dark threatening atmosphere that seemed to be oppressing him? He had just settled to his analysis when the door through which Fidelma had vanished a few moments before, burst open and she stood there, flushed and slightly breathless.