Alain looked down at his hands, trying to apply what he knew to what had happened. Foresight? Of something due to happen soon? Yes, very soon. Not a vision or something heard, but a physical sensation felt. I felt someone else’s pain. How is that possible? Others do not exist. Their pain is not real. How can I feel it even through foresight?
If only I knew more of foresight.
What he had experienced had felt real enough for that moment, though. I did share feelings once, with Master Mechanic Mari, when I knew that she too did not want to appear too young or too weak. That was very different, and yet… He tried to recall what he had just experienced, to recreate the moment of darkness and pain, in hopes of gaining more understanding. Instead, Alain felt something like a thread, thin and insubstantial. The thread wasn’t real, either, but it ran from him, going out into the night, toward the looming, silent bulk of the Ringhmon Hall of City Government. He studied the thread that wasn’t there, and somehow knew that it did not go somewhere, but to someone. He was linked to a shadow in some mysterious way.
As he examined the thread that wasn’t there, Alain realized that in an indefinable way it felt like the Mechanic.
This was worse than he had thought.
Was the thread the means by which she had kept his thoughts on her, and caused him to act in ways contrary to his training? But he could feel no power running through the thread. It simply was. Without power there could be no spells.
A strange road this offers, indeed. No elder ever spoke of such a thing as a thread between a Mage and another. Mages can feel each other’s presence at a distance. Not like this, not in any way like this, but perhaps the things are related. Alain hesitated, torn between his training, his curiosity, and that strange thread leading into the night. Up until this moment he could observe, seeing where the road led, putting off any decision. Now he saw two roads, one leading back to the Mage Hall and away from the thread, and the other following the thread. Would the thread break with increasing distance? How to judge the strength of something that was not there?
One road to safety, to the certainty of the wisdom his elders taught, and the other road into the dark, in every sense of the word.
The Mechanic was surely in trouble.
That did not matter at all. She did not matter at all.
If she died, would the thread break?
Alain felt a strange sensation as he thought about that. He had felt her pain. If she died, would he feel…?
His eyes stung in a strange way. Alain lowered his head and raised the cowl of his robes to shadow his face. He blinked several times, unable to understand why his eyes were watering. It had started when he thought of feeling the Mechanic die—
There it went again. The two things were somehow related.
Memory. Little girl Asha looking at little boy Alain on the first night after they had been brought to be acolytes. Her face streaked with…tears.
Crying. They had learned not to cry, to deny anything that might bring betraying tears and the punishments that came with them. They had striven to forget everything about tears.
The Mechanic had made him remember this, too.
He did not want her to die.
I could not save my parents. I could not save the commons with the caravan, the master or the commander of the guards or any of the others. I can save the Mechanic. I can try. Perhaps when I do so her spell on me will be lifted, the thread will break, and I can seek wisdom anew. If her uncanny influence has not already crippled my ability to work spells.
He should ask advice on this. Ask older and wiser Mages what the thread might mean, whether the Mechanic’s effects on him could be reversed. But it would take a long time to return to the Mage Guild Hall, ask of the elders, and return. What if the Mechanic died in that time?
What if the elders would not let him return? What if they were watching when he felt the Mechanic die?
I must act. I must do what I think should be done. My elders already believe me to be a fool, too young to be a Mage, too young to follow wisdom. Alain stood up, looking into the darkness where the thread ran invisibly. Perhaps they are right. The only way I will know, the only way I will learn, is by following this new road. I am young, but I know this.
She may be only a shadow, but I will not leave her to the dark. I will not feel her die if I can prevent that, even though I do not understand why I am so resolved.
Something very large seemed to be trying to beat its way out of Mari’s head. She clenched her eyes tightly against the pain, slowly becoming aware that she was lying on something rough. Forcing herself to open her eyes, Mari waited until they could focus on her surroundings, gradually making out stone walls decorated only by strong metal rings set into them at various heights, and a ceiling made of heavy wooden beams. Weak light which flickered like that from an oil lamp filtered into the room through a small grating in a hefty wooden door which was reinforced by metal bands and bore an impressively large lock mechanism.
Wincing at the pounding in her head, Mari used one elbow to lever herself carefully to a sitting position. She had been lying on a wooden cot covered only by a thin mattress made of coarse fabric that had apparently been stuffed with straw a long time ago and never refreshed. She was still wearing everything she had before, including her Mechanics jacket and her empty shoulder holster under it, but her tool kit was nowhere to be seen. Reaching up, Mari gingerly felt the back of her head, her fingers encountering a lump surrounded by hair matted with what she assumed was blood.
A fresh wave of agony in her head made Mari decide to lie down again, staring at the heavy door across from her. She didn’t see any sense in trying the door, since it was surely locked. As far as she could tell, that door marked the only entrance or exit from the room.
She rubbed one hand across the front of her Mechanics jacket. I thought this jacket was the sort of armor no sane common would dare try to challenge. That’s what the Guild always told me. “The Guild is your family. We’ll always protect you.” But here I am. At least I’m not dead. Why not?
Think it through, Professor S’san always said. They still need me. If that Model Six breaks again they want me handy to fix it. What makes them think I’d help?
Mari thought of the torture methods she had heard about, things that rulers inflicted on commons, things she had never expected to worry about being done to her. Maybe she would be able to hold out. Hold out until they killed her, anyway. I’m still supposed to be planning everything I’ll do in my life, not trying to imagine how soon it’ll come to an ugly end.
Would Stimon bring the resources of the Mechanics Guild to bear on her behalf? If he did, she would be free before morning. But would he? What if Polder and his allies swore that Mari had left? A too-young Master Mechanic, wandering alone through a strange city after dark—and never mind that Stimon had set that up—he would accept that her disappearance was her fault.
No one here would want to rock the boat for Mari. Ringhmon was clearly spending a lot of money on Mechanic devices, everything from rifles to what must be a huge contract for that secret Model Six. How much profit would the Guild Hall here in Ringhmon, and the Guild as a whole, sacrifice in the name of questioning a perfectly reasonable story told by the oh-so-respectable rulers of Ringhmon?
Why hadn’t any other Mechanics already noticed how Ringhmon was using that Model Six? If they had, why hadn’t Mari been told? Why hadn’t something been done? Commons couldn’t do the work of Mechanics, but still it was forbidden for them to try.