“What you need to do, my lady, if you’ll forgive me for speaking out of turn, is get outside and enjoy the sunshine. I know what the physician told you, but he doesn’t know you as well as I. Shall I call Ellie to help you change into a promenade dress?”
“Yes, I shan’t delay until tomorrow. Also, my dogs will be thinking I’ve abandoned them, I haven’t seen them for weeks.”
The brisk walk she took with her pets frolicking around her ankles, Ellie at her side, restored her equanimity and blew away the cobwebs. On her return she met Alexander in the entrance hall.
“Isobel? I had not thought to see you down today but I am delighted you’re here. I’ve the most amazing news -Reynolds is to be married.”
The estate manager was a relatively young man. Why was this news so astounding? Was he a misogynist only just discovering women were to his taste? “I’m pleased for him, but why are you so excited?”
He grinned ruefully. “I’ve known this man since he was a boy; he grew up on the estate and followed his father into the position of factor. Like me he was married young but his wife ran off with a soldier. He has been moping about unable to declare his love to a local girl as he was already married. He had word yesterday that he’s now a widower.”
“It seems wrong to be celebrating his wife’s demise even if she did desert him for another. How long is it since the first Mrs Reynolds ran away?”
“It must be more than ten years; I can scarcely remember the girl. The bans are to be read this week and the marriage to take place at the end of the month. He has asked me to stand up for him and I’ve agreed.”
“Lucinda is to be baptised then. I should like the church flower-filled for our celebration; if it’s done a day in advance Mr Reynolds and his new wife can share them with us.”
His eyes dropped to her milk engorged breasts. “I think our baby must be crying for her lunch, my darling, so I shan’t detain you longer.”
She ran lightly up the staircase revelling in the fact she could move freely after being incarcerated for so long. How did Alexander know it was time to return to the nursery? She could feel the milk but had not known this was apparent to anyone else. She paused and glanced down at her bosom. Good gracious! She was leaking and her lovely muslin gown had two extremely damp patches.
Much as she loved feeding her child she could hardly appear in public as she was. If she was obliged to remain in her apartments until the baby was weaned she would be fit for Bedlam. Today would be the last day. She would ask Dr Jamieson, when he came tomorrow what she should do to discourage her milk from flowing so copiously.
Over dinner that night Alexander told her he was going to London the next day to see his lawyers. “I suppose Bentley will wish to come back with you. He must be delighted our baby is a girl.”
“Exactly so; I shall discourage him from returning until his accommodation is complete. Sam Watkins is proving to be extremely useful to me; he has been overseeing the improvements and is making a splendid job of it.”
“I’ve no longer any need for a man of business and was concerned he would have to return to being a groom.”
“He would be wasted. I’ve already spoken to him and offered him the position of under-estate manager. This means Reynolds can now visit all my other properties knowing there’s someone reliable to take care of things in his absence.”
“I can’t believe how happy I am, my love. Have you noticed everyone else around us is smiling too?”
He reached out and stroked her hand. “Happiness is infectious, darling, but I think the absence of Maynard and Foster has a lot to do with the good humour of our staff.”
Despite being held captive in her apartments during the day Isobel always came down to dinner. They had taken to sitting outside on the terrace after their meal. She much preferred to be there than in the formal drawing room. He joined her on the padded bench and slipped his arm around her shoulders, encouraging her to lean against him.
“I shan’t be away more than a few days. I can send for my lawyers to attend me here if you would prefer I didn’t go.”
She had not yet told him her decision to stop feeding Lucinda and decided to let it be a surprise for him when he returned. Whatever the physician told her, she was more than ready to welcome him back in her bed. “Alexander, have you written to your friend to ask how he and his wife avoid yearly pregnancies?”
“No I shall do so whilst I’m in town.” His smile sent waves of desire racing around her body. There was no doubt he was as eager as she to resume the intimacies of marriage.
“Then I shall be happy for you to go. Remember, I am well used to spending time at Newcomb on my own and things are very different from the way they were last year.”
They parted outside his bed chamber. As usual he kissed her lightly on the lips and bid her goodnight. She was disappointed he had not shown more passion. After all in a few days they would be sharing a bed once more. She was worrying about nothing— the smile he’d given her earlier was sign enough that he still desired her.
Dr Jamieson explained the best way to stop her milk was to bind her breasts tightly and to avoid being in the vicinity of the baby when she cried for her feed. He assured her that as she had only been feeding for a few weeks her milk would soon dry up. Apparently, only after six weeks did it became fully established. He also said she could resume riding if she wished and he had no need to call again unless there were problems with the infant or herself.
Sultan, the gelding she’d purchased whilst living in Norfolk, might well have forgotten her by now. Although she had visited him in the stables she had not ridden since they’d returned to Newcomb. Leaving Lucinda entirely in the care of Nanny Cooper was going to be difficult, but if she was to stop nursing this was the only way.
Dressed in a smart, royal blue habit she hurried down to the stables. Both dogs were as keen as she was to go out. Her mount was saddled and waiting, the groom holding his head was Jethro who’d come back with the staff from Grosvenor Square.
“I don’t wish to go too far this morning, Jethro, it’s been many months since I’ve ridden.”
“A brisk canter around the park will suit Sultan, your grace. He’s not as fit as he could be. He’s been a mite crabby with the stable lads.”
Isobel rammed her foot into the single stirrup iron and gathered up the reins. Perhaps she would ride the pretty dapple grey mare instead. She could feel the gelding’s muscles bunching beneath her, his neck arched and he mouthed the bit impatiently.
Should she dismount and ask for the other horse to the saddled? Before she could decide Ebony spied one of the stable cats and chased it across the yard scattering the fowl that were pecking for stray morsels of corn. Sultan reared, snatched the bit between his teeth and took off at a gallop. It took all her skill to remain in the saddle. There was no way she could stop such a powerful animal. She must sit tight and pray he exhausted himself before they came to grief.
The business with his lawyers was completed within a morning and this left Alexander ample time to visit Lady Fulbright. She was of childbearing age and yet did not get pregnant. Therefore, unless she was barren she must have a method of avoiding unwanted conception.
He sent a footman round to her townhouse in Albemarle Street asking if he might visit her as he had a favour to ask. He hoped she had forgiven him for his rebuff all those months ago. Whilst he waited for her reply he gathered up the morning’s mail and took it into the study to read.