Especially not with the scent of jasmine everywhere around him.
The physical vortex they’d created had been wild enough-mind-bending, senses-scrambling, shattering enough. But the emotional whirlpool it had left behind was…at least for now, more than he could cope with.
He felt battered, raked raw.
Her hand in his hair, gently stroking as she always had before, had shaken him to the depths of his soul.
Regardless, he knew he had to regroup, at least enough to take his leave.
She’d been studying his profile. She definitely seemed more well-grounded than he. From the corner of his eye he saw her lips quirk-recognized the fleeting smile as one of smug, feminine satisfaction.
Before he could summon the will to react, it faded. Her expression grew closed, shuttered.
He turned to look at her as she looked away.
And pushed herself to a sitting position.
She started to rebutton her bodice. “No one has ever claimed a Vaux failed to honor an obligation.” She glanced at him, briefly met his eyes. “I don’t imagine any Allardyce would either.”
Bodice closed, she swung her legs beneath her and got to her feet. She shook out her skirts, then met his eyes again.
Her lips had thinned. “Consider what just occurred as a significant payment against our account.” She straightened, and looked haughtily down at him. “Now you have to prove yourself worthy of your hire.”
The look in her eyes told him very clearly that she’d correctly divined, and was totally unimpressed by, his ill-formed intention of using her payment to exact some convoluted revenge.
One fine brow slowly arched; he was fairly certain she could, even now, read the few thoughts his brain had managed to assemble. He’d forgotten just how well she knew him.
“I’ll find Justin.” His voice came out as a resigned growl.
That infernal brow of hers arched higher. “Good.” With a crisp nod, she half turned toward the door. “You can see yourself out.”
When he made no further comment-in his present state unnecessary speech was beyond him-she merely raised both brows, swung on her heel and swept out of the room.
Leaving him lying in disarray on her fabulous silk rug.
He waited until he heard the door click behind her, then he groaned and sat up. Upright wasn’t much of an improvement; he still felt…stunned, blindsided, reeling.
He knew what he’d intended-just a kiss, a taunting, teasing one that would have left her wanting and reminded her of what she’d turned her back on.
He knew what had happened-she’d seized his intention and turned it back on him, and with typical Vaux disregard for safety had unleashed a maelstrom that had plunged them both back into the past.
Back into each other, and not just physically.
He knew what had occurred, even now could recall each stunning instant with startling clarity-feel her taking him in, even feel her hands on his overheated skin, burning him, branding him.
What he didn’t know was why.
And even less did he know what it meant.
She-they-between them had taken a step back through time, as if the intervening years hadn’t mattered. As if all that had happened in those years didn’t truly exist, not on the same plane.
As if all that had occurred in those years hadn’t affected what lay between them.
He didn’t understand how that could be so. She’d walked away from her promise to wait for him and happily married another man. When he’d returned briefly to assume his title after his father’s death, he’d heard that her marriage to Randall was widely regarded as a love match-there being no other explanation for a lady of Letitia’s birth and family circumstances marrying so far beneath her.
Yet tonight, on the exquisite green and gold silk rug in her parlor, they’d plunged into the past-and it-every moment, every touch, every gasp-had been exactly as it had been before.
If anything, even more intense than before.
Even to that moment afterward when she’d gently tumbled his hair.
Everything had been the same-yet given what had happened between then and now, how could that be?
Mentally shaking his head, he got to his feet and righted his clothes.
Then he headed for the door, dousing the candles as he went. The front hall was in darkness. He opened the front door, set the latch to lock behind him, and stepped out into the balmy night.
Walking home through the darkness helped clear his head.
By the time he reached his front door, he’d clarified at least two points.
While he didn’t understand what had happened, he intended to find out.
And although he’d intended the price for his services to be nothing more than, at the most, a fleeting liaison, he’d changed his mind.
Now, he wanted a great deal more.
Chapter 4
Exactly what he now wanted of Letitia Randall née Vaux was a point Christian hadn’t yet decided. The following morning, he put that matter-defining his prize-aside, and concentrated instead on winning it.
He and Tristan met at the club. Over breakfast, they reviewed all they’d been able to glean over the past days concerning Justin Vaux.
“He’s twenty-six-no longer a wet-behind-the-ears whelp.” Pushing his empty plate away, Tristan sat back. “From all I could gather, he’s viewed by his friends as a curiously sober sort. ‘A reliable man,’ to quote one.”
“Aside from his temper, presumably,” Christian dryly replied.
Tristan inclined his head. “Oddly, however, while everyone acknowledged it-his temper’s existence-it didn’t seem to feature in, to influence or color in any real way, their experience of him.”
Christian snorted. “The Vaux are largely frauds.” When Tristan looked his query, he elaborated, “They do have tempers-histrionic and dramatic ones. Ones that rely on the tongue for expression.” He considered, then said, “One should perhaps remember that while the Vaux have never been warriors, they’ve always been valued by the most powerful in the land-for their tongues. They’ve been diplomats, envoys, all manner of messengers and ambassadors. Most of the males in the senior line have served in that capacity at one time or another.”
“Not the sort of delicate missions normally entrusted to those who can’t control their tempers.”
“Precisely. They can control themselves when they wish, at least to a manageable degree. However, the truth is they love-to the point of addiction-the drama and sheer energy they can let loose, and so if there is no pressure to rein their tempers in, they don’t. Won’t. Instead, they indulge themselves, to the general terror of all those around to hear.” His lips curved. “Mind you, I have it on excellent authority that the current generation are but a pale imitation of the ancestor who gained the family their nickname.”
Tristan snorted. “Probably just as well, although that hasn’t in this case stopped the ton from attributing a murderous impulse to the infamous Vaux temper.” He met Christian’s eyes. “Which brings me to our next point. Quite aside from any temper-induced fury, nonwarrior that he is, could Justin Vaux have killed his brother-in-law, especially in such a brutal manner?”
Christian held Tristan’s gaze for some moments before saying, “I can imagine him killing with a pistol-a single shot. Or with a sword thrust. What I find difficult to imagine is him committing the unnecessary violence. By all accounts there was very little left of Randall’s face.”
Tristan grimaced.
“And,” Christian went on, “while admittedly I haven’t met Justin since he was fourteen, even then he was a stickler in some respects, quite rigid in his adherence to our codes. Again, a Vaux trait. I can imagine him killing Randall-quickly and cleanly, even strangling him-but what I cannot imagine is him doing so and then fleeing. If Justin had killed Randall, brutally or not, he would have been the one to raise the alarm. Quite aside from it being unusual for a Vaux to decline to appear in a scene of high drama, they’re incredibly proud, something that goes bone-deep, alongside their stubbornness.”