Satisfaction. Satiation. Consummation.
He knew that was where they were headed, that it was already impossible to change their course-that there was no real reason, at least none in his overheated brain, they should. She was a widow, and he was free. There was nothing to prevent them from indulging the passions that flared so hotly, so powerfully, between them.
But tonight he had another goal he hoped to achieve along the way. Passion was, in his experience, the only force strong enough to override her stubbornness. The only lever he could use to get her to tell him something that, for whatever incomprehensible reason backed by her feminine will, she refused to divulge.
So he gave her what she wanted, but held part of himself back. Enough to remain in control. Such as control was when they were together like this, wrestling in the flames.
That’s what it felt like, all greedy hands, heat and fire. Igniting at a touch, built by each passionate caress until it spread like wildfire beneath their skins. And they burned.
He waited until they both were-then waited some more.
Waited while he sat her on the edge of the big library desk, bared her breasts, then tasted his fill.
Until she was gasping; until, head back, she was clutching his head to her, reveling in his skill, in the increasingly hot caresses he pressed on her. He hadn’t been celibate for the last five years-not since he’d discovered she’d married. He’d learned a few things she didn’t know in that time, things he was very ready to share with her.
Things that would put her in the state most conducive to him getting some answers.
She was sitting on her gown, effectively encasing her legs and hips in stiff bombazine. He touched her through the fabric, caressed until she moaned, then with a scorching kiss-one that nearly cindered his plans-she made her wishes known.
In response he eased her off the desk, propped her against it, then drew her skirts up as he went to his knees before her. She blinked down at him, her eyes heavy with desire and clouded with lust, arched a brow when he caught her gaze. He inwardly smiled, knowing she’d relish the sight of him on his knees before her. She’d relish the sight even more when he was done.
He lifted her heavy skirts up and back, exposing her long, long legs; running his hands up the long curves from her calves to her hips, he pushed the skirts high, then tucked the fabric behind her so it was trapped by her hips against the desk’s edge-out of his way.
So that the only veil between him and the curls at the apex of her thighs was her filmy silk chemise. He ran his hands up beneath it, and she shuddered.
He looked up and saw she’d closed her eyes; a line of concentration furrowed her brow. He let his hands explore her jasmine-scented skin, the swells and hollows he’d first claimed so long ago; he hadn’t taken the time-had had no time-to reacquaint himself with them last night.
Tonight he took his time, until she grew restless. Until her hand tightened in his hair and she settled against the desk, parting her thighs. He glanced up at her, caught a glittering glimpse of gold and green from beneath her lashes. He smiled, and accepted her invitation, watching her face as, with the backs of his fingers, he lightly stroked the crisp curls at the apex of her thighs, then turned his hand and slid his fingers into the haven between, and caressed. She closed her eyes. He found her entrance and circled, time and time again, until her breasts were heaving, until her fingers tightened painfully in his hair. He slid one long finger into her, penetrated her to his full reach, then stroked slowly out. The tension holding her didn’t ease, but her grip on his hair did. He pressed in and stroked again, and eased closer.
Letitia shuddered. Pleasure spilled down her veins in a never-ending stream, one he continuously fed. The sight of him supplicant at her feet went some way to deadening her irritation with him-this, once again, wasn’t supposed to have happened.
But it had, and she wasn’t about to argue. Wasn’t about to deny herself the pleasure he and only he could give her.
Especially as he was so intent, and so assiduous, in doing so.
He knew how to pander to her senses; he clearly hadn’t forgotten. He knew just when to wait, when to take, when to demand. When to command.
Her hand in his hair helped keep her upright as the telltale tension, all fire and bright, glittering sensation, built and rose inexorably within her-fed, expertly orchestrated, by his caresses, explicit and increasingly intimate.
Then he grasped her thigh and parted her legs farther. She felt him shift. A shiver of expectation slid down her spine as she waited for him to rise, to lift her and impale her.
Fill her.
Instead she felt the rough rasp of his beard on her inner thigh, simultaneously felt his hair brush her belly, through her hand on his head realized he’d pressed his face closer.
Then she felt his tongue and realized why.
“Christian!”
She fought to lift her lids, managed to crack them open a sliver, enough to look down and see…
On a moan, she closed her eyes again. Let her head fall back, felt her fingers clench in his hair.
As he did diabolical things to her with his tongue. With his mouth and his teeth and that wicked tongue made love to her there.
Her senses stretched, expanding to take in the novel sensations, her body, her nerves, greedily rejoicing.
He knew what he was doing-knew how to wind the sensual rack he’d placed her on tighter and tighter until she thought she would shatter, only to ease off, let the tension slacken, draw her back from that glorious edge just enough to keep her from falling over.
And then he’d push her forward again. Stoke her fires, build the sweet tension until she was just about to-
His mouth left her. His breath washed over her swollen flesh as he breathed, “Did Randall ever treat you to this?”
She frowned. “Of course not.” Then she realized and amended, “He wasn’t…” In the end, she gestured. She couldn’t think well enough to lie.
His wicked tongue rasped slowly over where she was most tender and she gasped. “Accomplished?”
“Much of a lover. For God’s sake-”
“Is that what you held against him?”
“No.” She struggled to open her eyes, to drag air into her parched lungs so she could tell him what she thought of his methods of interrogation, but no doubt sensing her intent, he went to work with his mouth again, and she couldn’t find the strength.
Couldn’t fight her way free of the drugging sexuality, the sheer eroticism of his actions, especially once he brought his hands and clever fingers into play as well.
Then he drew back to suckle, oh so gently, on the delicate bud just beneath her curls, at the same time testing, teasing, the entrance to her sheath with two large blunt fingertips.
“But you did dislike Randall.” He made the statement quickly, while changing the angle of his attack.
She decided no answer was required.
Another minute of excruciatingly exquisite pleasure passed, then he lifted his head. “Why was that?”
He had her balanced on the cusp of the storm, on the bright sharp edge of the peak of oblivion. She had to tip over, had to have that one last touch-
She opened her eyes and looked down into his, breasts heaving as she dragged enough air in to say, “I didn’t dislike Randall. I hated him. With an absolute passion.”
A passion as strong as her love for Christian, but that she kept to herself.
She glared as well as she could. “Satisfied?”
His lips curved-intently. “For now.”
Between her thighs, he shifted his hand, thrust his fingers deep-and she shattered.
Finally, finally, finally.
Letting her head fall back, she gloried in the waves of intense pleasure that rolled through her, sharp, bright, primitively right. She didn’t question that last, simply acknowledged it.