“Where’d you go? Where are you?”
He kept his eyes closed, walking around in those echoing rooms inside his head. A little more poking around online had brought him a few scraps: a low-rez news photo of the Salander 3’s mission leaders, Anson Tyrell and his wife Ruth, setting out with big smiles for Proxima . . . and six years later, the day after the Salander 3 had come limping back to the docking terminals out at San Pedro, the notice of the cremation service for them. You didn’t need cop savvy to get suspicious about that one. There wasn’t a cover-up deep enough to keep corpses frozen between here and Prox from giving off the decayed smell of murder.
And now he was standing here, decades and what might as well have been a world away, with their grown-up orphan child in front of him.
“Listen, Deckard—I don’t have time for you to go fading out on me. There’s never time for that.”
Her voice, the same as Rachael’s but with a tighter and harder edge, stung him back into present time. He saw her still standing beside the black coffin. “So you’re the daughter of Anson Tyrell—is that it?”
“Very good. You’re up on your Tyrell genealogies. And since Eldon Tyrell was his only brother, and no other family besides me—that means I am Tyrell now.” Sarah’s gaze set level into his. “I inherited the world’s largest privately held corporation. The whole thing. Not bad.”
“But before that—while your uncle was still alive—he used you for . . . what’s it called?”
The specific word was stuck back in his memory and wouldn’t come out. “The template?”
“Templant. The term of art in the Tyrell labs is templant. As in replicant. And you’re right—that’s what my uncle used me for. The source model for your Rachael.” On her face, eyes narrowed, the partial smile was a knife wound even thinner. “And his.”
More spooky things, the creepy business of the dead—he could hear them in her voice.
“Were there others?”
“Besides her?” She looked down past her hand on the coffin’s glass lid, at the face of the sleeping, dying woman inside, then back up to him. She shook her head. “Just the one. Rachael wasn’t what you’d call a production-line number. More of a custom job, if you know what I mean. For my uncle Eldon.”
He knew. He’d suspected as much, way back then in the city, when he’d gone to the Tyrell corporate headquarters and talked to the man. There’d been that sick jitter in the pillared office suite’s atmosphere, a tension shimmer that cops, like dogs, could catch at the limit of their hearing. And Eldon Tyrell’s smile, possessive and sated, the corners of his mouth pulled upward as if by invisible fishhooks. Every silent thing about him had given away the game.
“I wouldn’t have thought that’d be something a person like you would go along with. Being a templant.”
“Really, Deckard.” She sounded almost pitying. “Not as if I had an option in the matter, is it? When my uncle was alive, you would’ve been right: I was Tyrell property. Meaning his. Besides, what would the alternative have been? Not being a templant—and then there wouldn’t have been any Rachael. There would’ve been just me. And him.”
He’d known all these things, or some of them at least, though Rachael hadn’t told him.
He’d known instead from her silence, from the way she would sometimes stiffen in his arms, turning her face away from his. Away from any man’s face.
“Maybe . . . maybe having a replicant of you made . . . maybe that was his way of showing that he did love you. After all.”
“Oh, he loved somebody all right.” Her voice and gaze acidic. “It just wasn’t me.”
The forest’s silence seeped through the walls, congealing around every object, living or dead. He decided he didn’t want to hear any more about this woman personal problems. He just wasn’t sure he’d have that choice.
“How’d you track us down?”
“It was easy. After you made your mistake.” She tapped a fingernail against the glass lid.
“You’d pretty well disappeared, until you had this transport module stolen. For a cop, that wasn’t a brilliant move. Did you really think your thief pals wouldn’t be working for the corporation as well? They sold your ass to us two minutes after delivery had been made.”
Bound to happen, but he hadn’t cared; just something else that there’d been no choice about. Either have the module stolen and brought to what had been their hiding place, or watch Rachael die, the remains of her four-year replicant life span dwindling the way snow melts on the ground.
“That why you came here?” He pointed to the black coffin. “Want your property back? How about doing me a favor and letting me keep it for a few more months. It’s not that much longer.”
“Keep it forever, for all I care. Bury her in it, if you want.” She glanced down for a moment at her own sleeping face. “That’s not why I wanted to find you.” Her voice was softer, the sharp edge retracted. “I was in Zurich when . . . everything happened. One of my uncle’s little minions flew out and told me that he was dead. I went back to Los Angeles and found out, the rest. There were tapes. And people who told me things. They told me about you. About you . . . and her.” She regarded him for a moment, then stepped forward and took his hand, drawing him back with her toward the coffin. “Come here.”
Close to her, he watched as she let the coat fall away from her shoulders, revealing her naked arms, a thin gold circle dangling at one wrist. A scent of skin-warmed orchid breathed itself into his nostrils; he could taste it at the back of his throat. Sarah knelt down before him, touching him for a moment at his hips to balance herself. With her knees against the floor’s rough planks, she reached behind her neck and undid her hair. With a shake of her head, it came loose, dark and soft against the paleness of her throat.
“You see?” This close, her voice could be a whisper. She raised herself a little bit, just enough so she could lean across the coffin’s glass lid, both hands against the smooth surface.
She brought her face down against one arm, turning to look up at him. “It’s perfect, isn’t it?”
He could see her face and Rachael’s at the same time, separated by only a few inches.
Sarah’s gaze pierced him, held him; beneath the glass, the sleeping, dying woman with the same face, eyes closed, lips slightly parted to release an hours-long breath. Both women’s hair was the same color, the same substance, across the coffin’s pillow or the unmarked glass. He looked down, the world around him collapsed to a space even smaller than the cabin.
“I wanted to know . . .” Sarah turned the side of her face against the glass, so she could look at her own image beneath. “It sounded so strange . . . that you could love something . . . that wasn’t real. What could that be like . . .” She raised her head, her gaze catching onto his again. “Not for you. For her.”
“I don’t know.” Deckard slowly shook his head. “She never told me.”
“Well . . . there’s a lot you don’t know.” Sarah stood up, reaching down to brush the floor’s dust from the edge of her skirt. She picked up her coat and folded it around herself.
The same chill as before touched her voice. “That’s really why I came here—to tell you that. There’s a lot you don’t know yet. But you’re going to find out.”
She walked past him, pulling open the cabin’s door and stepping out into the darkness without even glancing back over her shoulder at him.
From the small window, he watched her spinner rise into the night sky. It hung suspended for a moment, giving him a glimpse of Sarah at the controls, then swiveled around and disappeared under the pinpoint stars, heading south. Toward L.A.