“No way,” Yellow says as she shakes her head. “There are hundreds, thousands of entries in there. Alpha isn’t making several million dollars off each of them. He’d be a billionaire or something. Alpha doesn’t have billions of dollars, I can tell you that much. Seven and a half thousand, maybe? Or seven hundred and fifty bucks?”
“Who’s JL?” I ask.
Yellow shrugs. “Code for one particular person, I’d imagine. And I’d really doubt that those are initials. Alpha’s smarter than that.”
She drops her napkin into her lap and reaches for the bread basket.
“You ate all the rolls?” she asks in horror.
I barely hear her. I’ve already flipped the notebook to the last few pages and am staring at the dates. The Boston Massacre mission is there. KA bought it for 50.0. Well, tried to buy it, at least. I failed that mission, as evidenced by the angry blue scratch mark through the number.
Fifty thousand dollars. Yellow’s right. It has to be thousands. Alpha would have made fifty grand off that.
The mission in DC with Senator McCarthy is there, too. OO bought it for only 3.0. Small potatoes. The Gardner mission’s there, too. That one went for a million dollars. Holy shit.
I flip to the very front of the notebook. Looks as if Alpha started selling the missions in the early 1990s. Which means . . .
I flip forward a few pages and feel the rolls I just pounded start to rise in my throat.
It’s there. It has an entry. Alpha knew about the JFK mission. It wasn’t unauthorized at all. Alpha might have set up my dad.
I stare at the entry. Alpha was set to make ten million off stopping the JFK assassination.
Instead there were two assassinations that day.
CHAPTER 22
“We’re going to Dallas,” I say as the waiter sets down two plates, a low bowl of soup, and a rectangular serving platter on the table. My mind is racing.
Yellow picks up her spoon and swirls it around in her reddish-brown soup. “Excuse me?”
I toss the notebook across the table at her. “Someone code named CE bought the Kennedy assassination for ten million dollars.”
Yellow swallows and sets down her spoon. Her face turns sour. “Look, I don’t know if that’s the best idea.”
“And why not? It’s the only idea we have, and I don’t see you throwing out any suggestions.”
“You’re saying we should go back to the mission where your dad died.” She says it like a statement, not a question.
“Yeah. So?” I shove my knife through my steak and saw back and forth. It’s well-done.
“So what do you want to do, stop your dad’s death? We can’t do that.”
I set down my fork a little more forcefully than I mean to. The couple at the next table looks at us. The man is wearing a white dress shirt with a high collar and a gray-striped frock coat. His wife has on a long, corseted gown with ruffles. She raises her hand to her face as if she’s shocked by the way I’m acting.
“What are you looking at?” I snap at her. Her face grows red, and she drops her gaze.
“Iris, stop it,” Yellow says through gritted teeth.
“No!”
She kicks me. Hard. Right in the shin. “Stop making a scene,” she mutters under her breath. “You are the most selfish person I’ve ever met; you know that?”
My eyes fly open. “I . . . what?”
“It’s always you you you. What’s best for Iris? That’s the only thing you think about. And then you lash out at people who don’t immediately see things your way.”
“You don’t know me at all, Yellow.”
“Really? I think I do. You haven’t stopped talking about yourself since you joined Annum Guard. You were born in Vermont. You thought your dad was a Navy SEAL. Your mom is bipolar. You had to leave your boyfriend behind. No one likes you. Boo freaking hoo. Iris Iris Iris. All the time.”
“That’s not true,” I whisper.
“Really? So tell me something about myself then. I mean, other than the fact that you finally figured out who my dad and brother are, which, for the record, it kind of hurts my feelings that you haven’t mentioned it since I told you.”
“I . . .” I open my mouth and then shut it. Because she’s right. I don’t know anything about Yellow.
“Do you have any idea how much I sacrificed to be here for you? I left the only life I’ve ever known. I abandoned my family. And let’s not forget about this.” She thrusts her arm across the table.
“I didn’t ask you to . . .”
“You didn’t have to.” She pulls back her arm. “I like doing the right thing. And believe it or not, I think you’re doing the right thing. I want to help, but you’re not making it very easy. And now you’re talking about going back in time and stopping your dad’s death. That’s not what I signed up for.”
I shake my head. But she’s right. God, she’s so right. I’ve been nothing but selfish since I joined the Guard. The only person I’ve thought about is me. How can I advance? How can I get the next level of clearance? You get what you give, and all I gave was negativity. It’s no wonder the others never really liked me. Well, besides Indigo.
Yellow’s brother.
“I’m sorry,” I tell her. “I . . .” Everything running through my head about being out of my element sounds like an excuse, and I don’t do excuses. “You’re right. You’re exactly right. I’ve been really unfair to you. I judged you the first second I saw you, and I haven’t let that go. I’m sorry.”
Yellow lets out a breath, and her shoulders relax. “Well, if I’m being perfectly honest, I totally judged you, too. And I resented your presence. Most of us didn’t like the idea of outsiders coming in and taking over the Guard. We probably weren’t as welcoming as we should have been. But everyone does think pretty highly of you. You’re smart. You’re resourceful. And you have some balls, woman. I mean, the Gardner. That was intense, and you didn’t even break a sweat.”
“No, I pretty much wanted to piss myself the entire time.”
Yellow’s face widens into a smile, and I reach across and grab the notebook. I flip it back open to the page of the Dallas mission.
“Look, all I want to do is to go back to Dallas and figure out who CE is. This thing is like a spiderweb. We tear at one corner of it, and the rest will collapse. We identify CE, and that’s all the proof we’ll need that Alpha is corrupt.”
“But why CE? And why Dallas?”
“We’re not going to get any bigger than CE and this mission. Ten million dollars.” I toss the notebook back to her. “Flip through there and try to find another. But considering all we have are dates, it’s kind of hard to figure out what the missions are. Dallas is pretty much the only lead we have right now. Stopping the JFK assassination? That’s huge. We uncover CE, we rip away half that spiderweb.”
Yellow flips through the pages. “But doesn’t that mean CE is going to have his tracks pretty well covered?”
“Probably.” I pick my fork back up. My well-done steak is kind of cold now, but I’m so hungry it doesn’t matter. “We’ll have to work extra hard.”
“And your dad?”
I swallow a bite. “We’ll see what happens.”
Yellow sets down the notebook and picks up her fork. She pushes her beans around on her plate. They pool in the blood-red juice seeping from her steak. I can tell she’s still hesitant about this plan.
“Okay,” she finally says. “We’ll go to Dallas. First thing in the morning.”
My stomach is in knots when I wake up the next morning. I ignore it and pack up the three files and the notebook, and we leave the Parker House. The streets are filthy, lined with animal waste and trampled food. Horse-drawn wagons clomp down the cobblestones. We pass a butcher stall right there on the street. A dead pig hangs from a wooden rail. I fiddle with my watch, and Yellow looks visibly nervous. Like maybe she doesn’t know if she’s strong enough to project again.