The recollection had distracted him. He refocused, to find her much closer-too close. His blood beat just a little harder through his veins; his attention locked on her, captured, captive. Unwilling to break free, even less willing to let go.
Halting a mere inch away, she raised a hand, closed her fingers in his lapel, then tipped her face up to his.
Her eyes caught, trapped, his. For an instant silence stretched, then she murmured, voice siren-low, lips gently curved, “Your reading of my attraction to you as being danger-induced desire…” Her gaze lowered to his lips. Her tongue came out, the tip sweeping her lower lip, then she lifted her gaze to his eyes. “Did it occur to you that you might be wrong?”
Wrong? It took a moment for his mind, distracted by other things, to make sense of what she was suggesting. Trying to see where she was heading, and why, he started to frown.
Emily mentally threw her hands in the air and gave up trying to find the words-the right words to explain just how inaccurate his reading of her motives had been. Was. She’d always believed actions spoke much louder than words. Sliding her hand from his chest over his shoulder to his nape, she stretched up as she drew his head down, and kissed him.
Pressed her lips to his, not in persuasion but in confident expectation. They’d just spent the evening playing husband and wife-effortlessly, seamlessly, convincingly. Surely, he must now see there was only one way that could be, only one reason she had performed the charade so consummately.
She kissed him, moved her lips on his, and let all she knew, all she believed, all she felt well and pour through her. To lead her, free her, and free him.
Lure him.
She parted her lips and welcomed him in, thrilled when he came, when his hands tightened about her waist and he took-took over the kiss, sank into her mouth, and gave her all she asked for. All she wanted.
Him.
In the unfettered dark, in the silence of the night.
The kiss spun out, deepening, broadening, their senses reaching, spreading, searching.
Wanting.
She tipped her head back on a gasp. Her cloak slid from her shoulders as she wound her arms about his neck. As his hands closed about her breasts. Possessively. Passionately.
He kneaded and she moaned, then struggled to mute the sounds he drew from her as he bent his head and set his lips to her throat as his hands worked their magic and she melted.
He shifted, moved, steered her back, guided her until her back met the wall beside the door. He pinned her there and let his hands roam, and she grew hotter, needier, more wanton.
She reveled in the sensations, then he murmured something dark, tugged her suddenly loosened bodice down, exposing one breast, then he bent his head and set his mouth to her flesh and she cried out.
Breathlessly.
Achingly desperately.
The evocative sound shivered through the night. It sank like so many daggers into his psyche, each tipped with need and longing.
Gareth longed. Through all the heat, the welling urgency, above all else he longed to have her. But that have was no longer a simple verb. A possessive one, yes, but it encompassed so much more.
There was so much more he wanted of her. With her.
For her, and for him.
With her supple body in his arms, her soft skin beneath his lips, the taste of her wreathing through his mind, he could think of nothing more, knew nothing beyond that want, that need, that longing.
The soft mounds of her breasts, firm and swollen under his hands, the aureolas tight and puckered, drew him. He bent his head and feasted. Devoured.
She clung, the soft sounds that fell from her lips urging him on, stirring him deeply, ever more provocatively, on a primal level only she had ever breached.
His mouth on her breast, he reached down, caught one of her knees and raised her leg, crooked it around his thigh. Lifting his head, he found her lips, covered them with his as he traced her leg upward, then through the layers of her skirts cupped her bottom.
She gasped as he gripped, then eased his hold and traced. The kiss turned greedy, hungry, then incendiary as he caressed, then kneaded.
The potent mix of hunger, desire, and passion, of escalating need, wouldn’t be denied. She clung and pressed it all upon him, until it filled him as it did her.
Releasing her bottom, he reached around and back, and found her ankle. Slid his hand upward from there, skating beneath her skirts and petticoats, skimming her stockinged calf, slipping higher still to pause and trace the frilly lace garter circling her thigh above her knee, then he reached higher.
Found and traced the outer planes of her thigh, gripped her bottom again, but this time skin to skin. Felt her tighten her arms about his neck, rise in his hold, then settle more firmly in his hand. Tipping her hips toward him, wordlessly offering.
He inwardly swore, but it was far too late to rein in his raging need.
His questing fingers slid over the locked muscle of her thigh, and slid inward. Exploring, seeking. Searching.
Finding.
Her slick swollen flesh slid like silk against his fingertips. He stroked, caressed, circled her tight entrance. Pressed lightly in.
She kissed him ferociously, then arched in his arms, helplessly begging.
He slid one finger in, slowly, reached deep, then stroked, equally slowly, equally deeply.
And she burned.
She turned all but incandescent in his arms, her body surrendered, his to pleasure as he would-
Metal clanked.
He jerked back from the kiss. Turned his head and looked.
Sensed her do the same.
The noise had come from deeper in the house. The kitchen courtyard perhaps. Stationed as he was, Mullins wouldn’t have heard it.
Gareth all but swayed as he looked back at Emily. His breathing sounded ragged and rough in his ears. She was openly panting. His heart pounded under the influence of multiple imperatives. As he met her eyes, he saw that other tension that had relinquished its hold on them both over the last minutes return.
Infusing them both.
She blinked, then mouthed, “Who?”
He shook his head. Carefully, he withdrew his hand from between her thighs, from beneath her skirts. Grasping her knee, he eased her leg down, held her until she nodded that she could stand on her own.
He leaned closer. “Stay here. Don’t move.”
Drawing back, he reinforced the order with a glare.
She glared back, her expression grim. But her lips remained set in a thin line, and she stayed where she was as he slowly turned, then, soft footed, crept into the corridor leading further into the house.
Of course, she was behind him when he paused by the closed kitchen door.
Rustlings, bumps, the scrape of wood on tile, and the occasional clank came from beyond the ill-fitting door.
Then he heard the snuffling.
Tension draining, he reached out and pushed the door inward.
It swung wide, revealing the intruder.
The goat looked up, and baaed.
It took them half an hour to get the goat retethered and put the kichen to rights. And by then their heated moment had definitely cooled.
Emily was only too ready to light the flame again, but after trailing her back into the front salon, rather than follow her up the stairs-and possibly to her bed-Gareth paused by the front door.
Realizing he was no longer behind her, she turned. Looked at him across the dark expanse of the unlit room.
And suddenly wasn’t sure.
Suddenly realized that although she wanted him, despite all they’d shared, she had no real reason to think he wanted her.
He desired her. If she kissed him and offered, he would take-as her sisters had described it, he was like any man in that.
But did he really want her in the same way she wanted him?
What if he didn’t?
The thought left her feeling suddenly exposed. Suddenly vulnerable in a way she’d never been before.
And as the silence lengthened, as he made no move to walk forward and join her, but just looked at her through the dark…she had to wonder if she’d got it all horribly wrong.