At a stall selling cheap but sturdy clothes for workmen I bought a thick scarf and a woollen waistcoat to wear under my doublet. All this talk of the freezing weather in the Low Countries had been causing me some concern. When we had first come to England from Portugal, I had found the winters very hard to bear. I was used to them now, but dreaded anything even colder. I had left Joan mending my thick stockings by the kitchen fire this morning, but I decided to buy an extra pair.
Finally I walked down to Eastcheap, to Jake Winterly’s shop. Bess greeted me excitedly and called to the men to come through from the workroom behind the shop.
‘I’m here just as a customer.’ I was embarrassed by all this welcome. ‘I would like a smaller satchel or a wallet to fit inside this.’ I held out the large satchel in which I regularly carried my physician’s supplies. ‘Something that would fit in the bottom. I’m afraid I can’t wait for it to be made, as I’m going away from London tomorrow.’
They looked amongst their stock and found a wallet about six inches wide and the same deep, but it was about two inches too long to fit across the bottom of my satchel.
‘It was made for an artist, to hold his brushes,’ Jake said, ‘but when it came time to pay, he had not the coin, having lost his patron to the smallpox. It has been sitting on a shelf ever since. I can soon cut it down for you.’ He examined the stitching, then turned to his wife. ‘Bess, fetch Dr Alvarez a beer and I’ll have it done while you wait.’
He measured my satchel carefully, then carried the wallet into the workroom, while Bess ran off to the nearest ale house for a flagon of beer.
As William turned away to follow Jake, I said, ‘You see that I am wearing your belt. Many have admired it and asked who made it. You are doing well, here with your sister and her husband?’
His face lit up and I noticed that it had filled out and grown rosy with health. ‘Very well, Doctor. I was a fool ever to go for a soldier, but I have learned my lesson.’
Bess was soon back with a flagon of beer and insisted on taking me upstairs to sit in the family’s quarters, which were cramped but ferociously clean and neat. There she pressed on me a meat pasty which I suspected was meant for their own supper, though I refused to eat more than half of it. By the time I had satisfied her that I could eat and drink no more, Jake arrived with the cut-down wallet. He had made careful work of it and fitted it into the bottom of my satchel where it effectively created a separate compartment. This time I insisted on paying for the wallet and the additional work, and went off satisfied that I now had exactly what I had pictured in my mind.
At home I removed everything from my satchel, even turning it upside down and shaking it, so that dust and crumbs scattered on the floor, to Joan’s annoyance. I then packed into the wallet the most essential of my medical supplies: several small pots of wound salve, a tincture of febrifuge herbs, another to stimulate the heart in case of shock or palpitations, a phial of poppy syrup, a needle and thread for stitching wounds, a scalpel and forceps, tweezers, and a small roll of cloth for bandages. I stuffed some handfuls of uncarded wool around the breakable items, for who could tell how rough the treatment both I and my belongings might receive?
Once the wallet was fitted into the bottom of my satchel, it looked like the base of the satchel itself. I did not intend to hide it from any customs searchers – though as Walsingham’s agents it was unlikely we would be searched. No, I simply did not want to draw attention to my real profession. At the same time, I would have felt uneasy to set out on a long journey without at least these few medicines.
Into the rest of the satchel I packed my clerkly supplies, together with flint and tinder in a small tin box, a change of shirt and hose, and a night shift. I would take a knapsack with a few more clothes, but if necessary I could survive with what was contained in my satchel. The neatness and compactness of my arrangements gave me a curious satisfaction, almost as if I were a warrior equipping myself for battle, a notion that had me smiling at my own absurdity.
The next morning I left at dawn to walk across the city to Seething Lane. Joan had made me up a packet of food, which I had fitted into the top of my satchel, together with my thick new scarf. As if to mock my preparations, the sun was bright behind thin clouds and the weather rather warmer than usual for November. I felt somewhat too hot in my heavy clothes, though I knew I would be glad of them on the ride to Dover.
Berden followed me up the stairs to Phelippes’s office, where he was already installed behind his desk. Sometimes I wondered whether he ever slept. There was no sign of Walsingham.
Seeing me glance around, Phelippes said, ‘Sir Francis is not well this morning and cannot leave his bed. He has sent a message to wish you both well.’
When we had been here two days before, I had noticed that Sir Francis’s skin had that waxy tint it took on when he was ill. It was never spoken of in detail, but I knew that it was some trouble with his internal organs which had afflicted him for years. I suspected some form of kidney or urinary complaint, but was too discreet ever to mention it.
Arthur Gregory came in from his small side office and handed Berden a stick of sealing wax.
‘Nicholas has his own seal for reports,’ he said, ‘as you know, Kit. And I have made one for you. We have had no chance to discuss a device, so I have given you a set of apothecary scales enclosed within the open arms of a set of mathematician’s compasses. I hope you approve.’
He handed me an engraved seal stone of agate, set in a simple silver ring. It had been threaded on to a slim silver chain, so that I could wear it round my neck instead of on my hand, if I so chose. Safer that way, I thought, and slipped the chain over my head, allowing the ring to drop down inside my shirt.
‘It is beautiful, Arthur. I never expected anything so fine!’ Indeed I had not expected a seal at all. This exquisite ring was beyond anything I could have hoped for. He must have stayed up all night making it.
He smiled shyly. ‘Here is some sealing wax for you as well.’
I tucked it under the flap of my satchel. It was understood without being spoken that some reports would be sent by official channels and properly sealed. Others, where greater secrecy was needed, would come anonymously, in code and unstamped by a seal. I added a sheaf of paper to my clerkly supplies and Berden picked up a small sketch based on the map we had studied before. I had no need of one, for I have a good visual memory for such things. Indeed, before I became too occupied between the hospital and Sir Francis’s service, Thomas Harriot and I had been studying together the Theatre of Memory devised by Giordano Bruno, wherein one may use the imagined image of a playhouse and place in it objects, names or stages in an argument. With this fixed in one’s mind, it is possible to stroll about this mental playhouse and pick up, as it were, the objects or ideas placed there. I was still a novice at the skill, but I was learning.
‘Here are your passports,’ Phelippes said. ‘And instructions for the ship’s captain at Dover. Letters of introduction to the Earl. The despatches are in two duplicate sets.’
He handed us each a bundle of letters, tied with tape.
‘I’ll wish you God speed and hope to receive your first reports in a week or ten days.’
We thanked him and I followed Berden down the stairs and round into the stable yard. Our horses were waiting for us, ready saddled. Hector greeted me with a whicker as I strapped my knapsack and satchel into my saddlebags, along with a horse blanket. Berden’s mount was a sleek chestnut, with powerful haunches, though I thought he looked a little too slim in the leg. Once mounted we rode quickly out of the stable yard and down towards the Customs House and the legal quays, where several ships were being unloaded. Soon the rough winter seas in the Channel would reduce trade to a trickle, only the most hardy of sea captains being willing to trust their ships to the mercy of the weather. It struck me that it might not be so easy in three or four weeks’ time to find a ship to bring us home.