The phone was ringing in the scullery. Merrily dropped the lighter, went to the sink and splashed water on her face. Towelled it roughly and went through to the phone.
‘Ledwardine Vicarage.’
‘Adam Eastgate, Merrily, at the Duchy. Listen, have you heard the radio news this morning?’
‘Kind of.’
‘I’ve been trying to get some sense out of the police.’
‘Erm … I was over there last night. Not long after they found him. I’m so sorry, Adam.’
The big black phone was full of a charged-up silence.
‘The police’ve just been here,’ Merrily said. ‘I’m afraid …’
‘Jesus, Merrily, I could never in a million years have imagined—’
‘No. Me neither. I’m not sure if you know this, but Felix’s girlfriend Fuchsia is also dead. Found on … on the railway. Not yet officially identified, but I don’t think there’s any doubt.’
‘Christ almighty. So, how … how did Felix die?’
‘He had head injuries. Adam, I’m sorry. I didn’t see any of this coming, either. And I ought to have.’
‘Come on, that’s easily said, Merrily. We could all say that. Hell, I knew him better than any builder we ever used, he was a canny fella, I liked him a lot, but … Jesus, this is not real. This is complete madness.’
‘Yes.’
In her head, Merrily was in the car again on Garway Hill, on the phone to Bliss, irritably deciding not to check out the Master House. Sod this, going home.
‘I’ll have to get word to the Man,’ Adam Eastgate said. ‘He always admired Felix’s work.’
She heard him breathing steadily. Pictured him standing by the window in the Duchy’s barn, looking out towards the Welsh border hills and Garway and wondering how this might rebound. Heard him clearing his throat.
‘Merrily, I’ve got to ask. Does this connect, in your … your view of things, to the Master House?’
‘Be stupid of me to say it doesn’t. But not, I’d guess, in any way that would interest the police.’
‘So it won’t come out at the inquest or anything, about …’
‘Inquests tend to stick to the cold facts.’
‘Right.’ Eastgate paused. ‘Well, I don’t know what to say. Have to … get another builder.’
‘Yes.’
‘I don’t know how to react to this. Was she crazy? I mean, that’s the issue, isn’t it?’
‘I don’t know. At first I thought it was something like that, but now I’ve been to the house, and … I don’t know. There’s a lot of history.’
‘What do you suggest?’
‘Me?’
‘The Bishop referred it to you, Merrily.’
‘Yes.’
Remembering how she’d reacted, telling Lol, I don’t want to go and stay in Garway for a week.
‘You think it’s over, Merrily? You think it begins and ends with this disturbed woman?’
‘No,’ Merrily said. ‘Not really.’
23
Corruption of Muhammad
WHEN SHE WENT out by the back door, it had turned into the kind of October day that made global warming seem like a scare-story, cold air seizing her arms through the thin sweatshirt; she didn’t care.
She walked through into the churchyard, the way Lol had left at dawn, the sun now pulsing feebly in a loaded sky. Self-disgust oozing rancid fluid into her gut.
We have to think about what we mean by listening. Because, when you think about it, we hardly ever really do it.
She hadn’t. She hadn’t really listened to Fuchsia.
Smug, sanctimonious, hypocritical bitch.
‘He don’t look happy, do he?’ Gomer Parry said. ‘The ole sun.’
He was sitting, gnomelike, on the headstone of Minnie’s grave, his head on one side, as if he was listening for faint sounds from below the soil. When Minnie died, they’d both had new batteries in their watches and he’d buried them together in a small box under her coffin.
The watch after death.
‘You OK, Gomer?’
‘En’t too bad, vicar.’ He stood up. ‘Ole Min’ll be sayin’ I’m makin’ the place look untidy again.’ He peered at her. ‘’Ow’re you?’
‘Had better days.’
‘Felix Barlow, is it?’
‘How did you hear?’
‘Danny rung me. Hour or so ago.’
‘What are they saying?’
‘Usual. Never mess with a mad hippie, kind o’ thing.’
‘And Danny?’
‘Reckons there’s likely things we don’t know and en’t never gonner find out. ’Bout Barlow and that woman.’
‘He’d known her since she was born. Literally.’
‘Knowed her ma. When her moved in, some folks put it round he was the girl’s ole man.’ Gomer shook his head. ‘Feller starts doin’ well for hisself, always some bugger ready to pull him down the gutter. Don’t take it to heart, vicar, I reckon you done your best.’
Merrily stared at him. Didn’t recall telling Gomer anything about her dealings with Felix Barlow and Fuchsia.
‘The ole church, vicar.’ Gomer dipped a hand into his top pocket, pulled out his ciggy tin. ‘St Cosmo’s?’
‘Cosmas,’ Merrily said. ‘And St Damien.’
‘Ar, them’s the boys.’
‘Bloody hell, Gomer, it’s a disused church … remote.’
‘Exac’ly. You wasn’t exactly dressed for not gettin’ noticed, place like that. You like a nun, her like a bride. Word gets round.’
Like a bride. Fuchsia in the white dress. The candle and the bigger light from the window over the altar. The light in Fuchsia’s wide-apart owl eyes. No light now, no eyes, no head.
‘Go back in the warm, eh, vicar?’ Gomer said. ‘You’re shivering.’
‘I’m OK. I just …’ She stared at the dull sun. There was something else. ‘Gomer, you did a drainage job in Garway – for a Mrs Morningwood?’
Gomer stiffened, shut the ciggy tin with a snap.
‘Muriel?’
‘Sorry, I don’t know her first name.’
‘It’s Muriel,’ Gomer said.
‘Just that we met her, Jane and me, the other day.’
‘Oh ar?’
‘And when she heard we were from Ledwardine, she mentioned you.’
Gomer said nothing. He looked wary. Merrily blinked.
‘This is, erm … where you usually tell me something interesting. Some little anecdote.’
‘What’s to tell?’ Gomer sniffed. ‘Got her own smallholdin’. Keeps bees, chickens. Does this toe-twiddling treatment thing. And herbs.’
‘Yes, I knew some of that.’
‘And her’s popular with the farmers.’
‘In what way?’
‘Well … knows her way around, ennit? Lot o’ the ole farmers don’t. Don’t like computers, paperwork, London, Europe. Hell, don’t like Hereford much neither.’
‘No.’
‘Plus, add to the list the council and the Min of Ag, whatever they calls it now.’
‘She helps farmers deal with red tape?’
‘Knows how to talk to shiny-arsed buggers with clipboards, that’s the basic of it. Farmer’s got hisself a problem with some official, don’t know how to harticulate it, he calls Muriel. Officials’ll back down, write it off as a bad job, see, soon as deal with Muriel.’
‘And this is official, is it? I mean, does she do this kind of thing as … you know … some kind of agricultural consultant?’
Gomer laughed, started coughing and fitted a ciggy in his mouth, still laughing, still coughing.
‘I see,’ Merrily said.
‘Go and get warm, vicar. That’s the best thing.’
Robbie was complaining that his coffee would be ready. Couldn’t this wait? But Jane persisted; these guys were sometimes inclined to forget they were getting paid fairly decent money to feed young minds.