The Fade

Rynn was the last of his debt. I was only Bonded for the tenure of my lifetime. Had things been different, our son would have been born free. But that wasn't how it worked out in the end.

'Beautiful,' came a silken voice by my left shoulder.

'Disgusting,' said another on my right.

I turned with a smile. Liss and Casta, the twins. As opposite as day and night. They had both changed the colour of their skin since I had last seen them. Now Liss was as pale as her brother Ledo, ghostly and wan; but Casta was a deep grey-black, like coal.

'We missed you,' Liss said, and kissed me on the lips.

'I missed you too,' I replied, turning to receive Casta's kiss. 'Both of you.'

Liss was all in white, thin layers of gauzy fabrics drifting around her, shredded at the hems. She had contrived to look tattered, despite having spent a small fortune on the outfit. Casta wore black and red, and her hair was like magma.

'Now tell us about your vacation!' Liss cried.

'Rynn tells us nothing,' added her sister.

'We could make him, but where's the fun?'

My vacation. Ah yes. I'd barely got there before I'd been called away to Mal Eista to chase down and kill a man called Gorak Jespyn. The tricky fuck had been a nightmare to catch. I never did find out what he'd done to Clan Caracassa to deserve his fate.

Liss had linked arms with me and was tugging me away from the sculpture. She was already off on another subject. 'Have you eaten yet?'

'We didn't make it to breakfast,' Casta said.

'I'm hungry!'

'You're always hungry.'

'Well, now I'm more hungry. Did you eat?' This last was addressed to me.

I was laughing. I always enjoyed the twins' verbal onslaughts.

'What are you laughing at?' Liss asked, laughing too. 'She's laughing at us, Casta!'

'She's cruel,' Casta said, with a wry twitch of her lips. 'I always said that.'

'Is it true? Are you cruel?'

'No,' I replied, still laughing. 'No, I'm just glad to see you both.'

'There!' Liss said triumphantly to her sister. 'She's not cruel, she's happy.'

Casta slipped her arm through mine, so that each twin had one. 'I still say she's cruel.'

'Oh, I'm cruel,' I agreed. 'Cruel enough to demand your company for the next few hours.'

'That is cruel,' Casta said.

'And so impertinent!' Liss chimed in. 'When we're so important and she's just an… an errand girl!'

'Errand girl!' I cried in mock-outrage.

'Teasing, my love,' Liss said, kissing me on the cheek. 'Your will is our purpose. Let's go.' We took a crayl-drawn rickshaw through the Tangles. The twins had a new favourite club called The Black Circlet, a broad, round building encircled by mycora roots. It stood above the main throughway of the Tangles, looking down on the traffic. On its far side, towards the cavern wall, was a lush garden of precious rocks and vines and waterfalls.

The club was frighteningly exclusive, but the twins were known all over Veya. We were ushered in and seated without having to say a word.

A robed handmaiden memorised our orders. I asked for a stimulant cocktail, as I'd snatched only a little sleep on my journey down from the subsurface: the lifts were uncomfortable and noisy, and I'd had too much on my mind. The twins, alerted, began to lay into me about how haggard I looked. I bore it all good-humouredly, and told them how vile they were, which they loved.

'Why don't you write to us while you're away? We could come and see you!' Liss demanded at one point. Casta watched me owlishly, interested enough to keep quiet for a moment.

'Why don't you write to me?' I countered.

'Ah, this and that,' Liss replied, as if that was an answer.

I felt momentarily saddened. It was true they bore a great affection for me, but I knew what they were like. They flitted from delight to delight, and out of sight was out of mind. My letters would go unanswered, not because they didn't care, but because they were utterly selfish. They would have been in paroxysms of happiness at hearing from me and then forget to write back.

'Well, you're here now,' Casta said, as our drinks arrived. 'That's all that matters.'

'I heard the news,' I commented, as the cocktail began to lift away the veils of tiredness from my mind and muscles.

'The news?' Casta and Liss said together.

'I hear you're to be a consort, Liss.'

Liss squealed and grabbed my hands across the table. 'Yes! Isn't it exciting? Casta hates him, of course. But she's just jealous.'

Casta said nothing. Liss seemed to have forgotten the unfortunate fate of Thulia Iolo, the last suitor that had dared to approach her. But then, she never really believed Casta had had a hand in that. She thought it was an accident. I suspected otherwise.

'So who is it?' I asked.

'Don't you know?'

'I have my suspicions.' I did know, but I also knew she wanted to tell me herself.

She laughed and squirmed, clapped her hands and giggled like a little girl.

'Oh, come on now,' Casta murmured.

'It's Jerima Dew,' Liss announced.

'Jerima Vem's son. Thought so,' I said. Clan Jerima: a powerful merchant family in Veya, into textiles and a little narcotics on the side. Strange choice for a match on my master's part. Clan Caracassa were members of the Turnward Claw Alliance, who were pushing for the continuation of the war against the Gurta. As a manufacturer of battlefield medicines, Ledo profited heftily from conflict. Clan Jerima were in the Folded Wing, who were agitating for peace. They were growing in power as people sickened of the war, but they were the natural opponents of the Turnward Claw Alliance. A Caracassa marriage into a Folded Wing Clan sent mixed signals to the allies of both parties.

I gave her my congratulations, but she became suddenly casual, examining her cracked fingernails. 'Anyway, Ledo thinks it's a good idea, so-'

I knew Liss too well to be wrongfooted by her mercurial temperament.

'What do you think?' I asked.

Liss shrugged and made an indefinite noise. 'But won't the ceremony be fun?' she enthused.

'The ceremony!' Casta hissed.

'She's just jealous,' Liss stage-whispered at me.

'You'd turn your back on your own sister!' Casta accused. I realised I'd made a mistake in mentioning the issue. Casta wasn't joking. The mood had turned suddenly ugly.

Liss appealed to me. 'She goes where she wants! She leaves me lonely for turn after turn sometimes. But when I do something without her she won't have it! She's-'

'Don't try and get Orna on your side!' Casta snapped. 'She's not interested in your whining.'

Liss shrank. 'She's so mean, so mean sometimes,' she said, apparently to herself. 'I don't know how I stand it.'

'Oh, don't.'

'Well, you are.'

'It's yourself I'm saving you from.'

'You're not saving anything, and you can't stop me!'

'She thinks I can't stop her,' Casta said to me.

'She thinks she knows what's best for me!' Liss cried.

'It's been like this ever since she agreed,' Casta said, tossing her hair and glaring away across the club.

'She just can't bear to see me happy,' Liss countered.

'She won't be happy,' Casta replied, addressing thin air.

'Well, I won't be lonely any more when she's away,' Liss said, and then burst into tears. Casta, all ill feeling forgotten, immediately hugged her twin and kissed her repeatedly until her tears dried.