It was the look of a woman who’d been making love all afternoon. That wasn’t good. Be serious! She wrinkled her forehead and frowned.
Great. Now she looked as if she hadn’t had an orgasm in years.
This was nonsense. When had she ever cared what people thought about her?
Truthfully?
Okay, maybe she did care, but she wouldn’t lose any sleep over what anyone at the Women’s League thought, or the other townspeople for that matter. If she worried about every little thing, Ria would have been losing a lot of sleep in her lifetime.
A horn honked. That would be Carly. Since Ria’s car was still at Pet Purr-fect Grooming, she’d bummed a ride from her friend. They usually rode together anyway. Carly hated going alone.
Ria hurried down the stairs and opened the passenger door. “Hi, sorry I was running late.”
“No problem,” Carly said, but she kept looking at Ria, rather than putting the car in drive.
“Did I smear my mascara?”
“No, but you look different.” She worried her lower lip as she drove away. “Relaxed, happy…I’m not exactly sure.”
Ria lowered her window, letting the breeze rustle through her hair. “I spent the afternoon with Kristor.”
“Apparently, you enjoyed yourself.”
“We went to Miller Crossing. The place where we used to go all the time. We swam and lay in the sun.” For some reason she didn’t really want to talk about how they’d also had fantastic sex. It had never really stopped her before, but this time was different.
“You took him to our secret place?” Carly asked.
Ria sat a little straighter when she heard the hurt in Carly’s voice. With Carly being sick, then meeting Kristor, Ria realized she’d neglected her friend.
“Why don’t you come over for supper tomorrow night? I’ve missed hanging out with you.”
Carly relaxed, smiling at her. But just as quickly, her smile vanished. “Won’t Kristor mind?”
“Carly, you’ll always be my best friend. You do know that will never change.”
“You’re right. I guess I’m just hormonal.” She snagged a parking place in front of the library, and after she cut off the engine, they got out and went inside. It looked like everyone was already there. Most of the chairs were taken. They found a couple of empty ones at the back and slid into them.
“I was wondering if you two were going to show.” Mary Ann’s thick southern drawl rang across the room. “We were about to start without you, and you know what happened the last time you missed a meeting.”
“And I do not plan on getting volunteered for another thing that I don’t want to do, so yes, Carly and I are here.” Ria was smug, she didn’t care. No more skimpy cheerleading uniforms for her!
“Carly got lucky last time,” Mary Ann said.
“I was at death’s door. I really wouldn’t call that lucky,” Carly whispered.
“At least you didn’t have to put on the outfit that Mary Ann designed. Sheesh, I felt like a stripper.”
“Was it really that bad?”
“Worse than you can imagine,” Ria said.
“Eww, I wonder if she wore it for Bobby Ray first?”
“Probably.”
Mary Ann brought the gavel down on the desk, drawing their attention back to her. “I hereby call to order the Women’s League meeting. The first order of business will be ideas to raise money to buy the new x-ray machine for the hospital. Are there any suggestions?”
“We could do a cookbook,” Amy said.
Ria groaned and scooted down in her seat. Carly followed suit. She and Carly had chaired the last committee that did a cookbook and it was a hell of a lot of work. There was no way she had time this year. It was hard enough trying to figure out who she was.
The meeting droned on. Ria smiled in all the right places, and offered suggestions in others. She laughed at some of the things Carly said that were sarcastic, and they both got called on the carpet for giggling.
“I enjoyed tonight,” Carly said after the meeting. She was driving Ria to her shop so she could get her car.
“I had fun, too. Did you see Rayann?”
“Ohmygod, I couldn’t believe she actually wore a mini-skirt to the meeting. She’s got to be at least sixty-five.”
“Fifty-seven,” Ria said.
“Is that all? Good Lord, she must have had a hard life. Her face has so many wrinkles that if she had a facelift her eyeballs would be on her butt.”
“Look who she’s married to,” Ria reminded her.
Carly grimaced. “Oh, that’s right. I take back all I said about her. I heard Amos forgot where he lived one night because he’s slept around so much.” Carly pulled in next to Ria’s car, and shifted into park before turning in her seat. “Why the hell does she put up with him?”
Ria rubbed two fingers together. “The man has money. And don’t feel too sorry for her. Rayann isn’t quite what anyone could call true blue.”
“Then they deserve each other.”
A comfortable quiet settled inside the car that comes only when two longtime friends share something together.
“I had a good time tonight,” Ria broke the silence.
“Me, too.”
“See you tomorrow for supper?”
“Yes, tomorrow.”
Ria got out of the car and unlocked hers, sliding into the seat. Carly waved, then backed out as Ria started her car.
It had been fun tonight.
Then why did she feel just a pinch of guilt?
Maybe because the whole time, Ria had thought about Kristor, and wondered what he was doing.
You lied to her, Labrinon told Kristor.
I was forced to lie.
How could he tell Rianna that if she shifted into her animal guide, the guide would have control, and Rianna would have no say in what happened? She would never shift, and her animal guide would die.
He couldn’t let that happen. He knew Rianna well enough to know that she was a kind and gentle person. To kill anything would also kill her.
I did what I had to do. He increased the cycle’s speed, but still it was not enough. He needed to rid himself of the guilt he felt. By the gods, he had done what he thought was best.
Kristor pulled off the side of the road, hiding the cycle behind trees. He raised his face toward the night sky, as if to worship the stars. And maybe he was. Many of their gods had chosen to dwell with celestial beings. Maybe they would look down upon him with pity, and help him accomplish his mission successfully.
Tonight he would pay homage to the gods and soar the skies with Labrinon. Kristor took a deep breath, then exhaled as the shift began. The burning sensation had eased over time and the many shifts that had occurred but, still, changing was not always a simple matter.
He groaned, slumping to the ground. A thick fog wrapped around him. Nose became beak. Feet became talons that could slice the hide off a man. Kristor stretched his arms toward the sky. They became black-tipped wings that opened, lofting on the wind.
Kristor blinked and saw through new eyes. Hello, old friend.
Not so very old. I still have eyes as sharp as a young hawk’s. Now, let us glide through the air, feel the wind on our face, because for now, we own the sky.
Kristor saw through Labrinon’s eyes, and saw the ground below. They shared each sensation. He felt the wind on his face, smelled the heady scent of the pine trees, heard the cries of other birds. He had no cares, no worries.
Sometimes he wondered what it would be like to give up his human form and go through life living with his animal guide as the dominating force. There would be no wars, no more fighting, no cares.
You would not want that. Only living on the edge of life? You would die, and then I would be the only one left, Labrinon told him.
Are you saying you would miss me?
Do not let it go to your head.
Warmth flooded through Kristor. As I would miss you if you ever left me. We are one, even though we are separate. You are a part of me as much as I am a part of you. I doubt the other could survive if one were gone.