“I know how you must feel, Dan, or at least a little bit of it anyway. Believe it or not, I was once in the same boat that Jo's in now.”
“You were?”
“That's right. It was my dad, too. I was only thirteen when he started horsing around with my tits and cunny, and a few months later he went all the way and fucked me.”
“Christ! You mean he took your cherry?”
Brenda nodded. “And you know something? I'm not a bit sorry that he did. At least he knew what he was doing, and I didn't go through half the grief that other girls did with fumbling kids. Oh, sure, I was scared when it happened, but afterward I realized that it wasn't bad at all.”
“Am I following you correctly?” Dan asked dubiously. “Are you saying I should screw the girls in order to break them in properly?”
“Well, you've certainly started in that direction, haven't you? As I said, I have no idea what you've done to Peggy, but Jo is certainly in a dilemma. I don't think it's because she didn't like it so much. She just doesn't know why you'd want to do those kind of things to her.” The brunette set her glass on the table next to her and looked across at him frankly. “Why don't you use your knowledge and go all the way, Dan? Wouldn't it be better than having some young boy frighten them out of their wits?”
“That's impossible,” he said, snorting with disgust. “I'd be even more of a sonofabitch than I already am. My God, we're talking about incest, not some childish game we could play.”
The woman sighed and lit another cigarette. “Of course, it's up to you, but I know from my experience and other girl's that your lovely daughters are going to discover sex one way or the other, and the way they're built, you're going to have problems if you don't keep it in the family.”
Dan crossed his legs and shook his head, unsure and mystified as he watched Brenda rise and begin dressing. He still couldn't believe there was any moral justification in performing sexual acts with his girls for the sole purpose of educating them, no matter what he had already done.
“You say you know other women mat had that type of experience with their fathers?”
“Quite a few, Dan,” she replied, zipping up her skirt while she stepped into her shoes. “It's not quite as unusual as you may think, though most girls won't admit it openly. There's still a social stigma to incest that keeps hanging on.”
“And you still maintain I should have sex acts with them to overcome their ignorance?”
“I truly do, Dan.” She picked up her purse and cigarette, then moved over in front of him, her dark eyes warm and sincere. “You're not still mad at me, are you? I was only trying to help out.”
“No, I guess not. It's going to take me a while to digest all this, though.”
Brenda bent over to plant a kiss on his lips. “It didn't hurt me, honey. If it hadn't been for my dad, I might never have known how fantastic sex can be. Look, I've got to run, now. Think about what I said. I'll call you after a while and see what's happened. If you don't do anything else, at least talk to them and see what they think.”
“We'll see.” He walked her to the door and held it open.
“'Bye, dear. And good luck.”
“Thanks. I'll need it.”
Dan watched her go down the walk, and saw why he hadn't noticed her car earlier. She was driving a different one, probably because of the sale she'd made to Carpenter. He shook his head at her seemingly irresponsible spending, walked over to finish his drink, then returned to Jo's room. The girl was still sitting on the bed naked, thumbing through a magazine that she put aside when he entered.
“I don't know what to make of all this, baby,” he said, sitting down next to her, “but I must admit I'm a little disappointed over what you did. Why on earth did you tell Brenda about us, then come in here with her?”
“You're disappointed in me?” the girl asked evenly, trying to suppress the sudden fury she felt. “What about what you did, and what you made me do? God, I'm so uptight I'm almost sick! All I wanted Brenda to do was talk to me! Jeez, Dad, I didn't think she'd go as far as she did! It surprised me, too!”
“Easy, now. Take it easy. Let's approach this like intelligent people. I'm very sorry for what happened, Jo. I mean that. I'd give anything if it hadn't. It was something I couldn't control.”
Jo turned sideways and looked at him beseechingly. “But why, Dad? Just tell me why, that's all. I don't get it. Nobody's ever told me about things like that. God, if I knew, I'd feel a lot better. Is it so hard to talk about? Is it too dirty to tell me?”
Expelling a deep breath, Dan rubbed his forehead. This was far beyond his realm, but he was trapped. After what he had put her through, Jo deserved to be told about it, no matter how badly he botched it up.
“Okay, Jo, here goes. Just be patient. First of all, there's nothing dirty about sex unless people make it that way. A man and woman usually use sex to show how much they love each other. What they do and how they do it is up to them.”
Dan went on to give her a detailed description of vaginal, oral and anal sex, spelling everything out in layman's terms since he knew she would be exposed to that kind of language sooner or later. Jo listened raptly, following every word while she tried to picture in her mind what he was telling her. When he was through and paused to light a cigarette, a tiny shudder rippled up her back. She got up to get him a souvenir ash tray, more self-conscious of her body than before, then resumed her place by his side.
“Then you did that to me in my, uhhh, anus because you still wanted me to be a virgin?”
“That's right.”
Jo gulped noisily. “But you… you did want to fuck me?”
“I'm afraid I did. You're a very beautiful girl, Jo, and a very desirable one. You excited me, just like you'll excite boys when you start going out on regular dates.”
“And when you get excited, your cock gets hard?”
“Yes. Not only me, but practically all males will do the same thing. It's a natural reaction.”
The girl looked down at the floor, unable to face her father when she asked the next question. “Do you still want to? Fuck me and do all those other things?”
Dan coughed nervously and shifted his feet. “I'm trying not to, honey, but it isn't easy. You have that effect on me. Every time I see you without any clothes on it bothers me.”
“Peggy, too?” Her voice was barely over a whisper.
“Uh huh. I'm not proud of it, but that's the way it is.” He stood up and began pacing, not even attempting to conceal the hard erection shoving his fly out. “I wanted to talk to both you girls at the same time, but you forced me into this.”
She watched him with soulful eyes as he strode back and forth, rubbing her smooth thighs and trying to stop a bad case of jitters. “Did you do the same thing to her?”
“Yes, almost exactly the same thing. Christ, baby, don't rub it in. I feel bad enough as it is.”
“I'm not trying to make you feel bad, Daddy. I just wanted to know. I love you an awful lot. A bunch more than I love mom. If you want to do that stuff to me, I won't mind. I'd be scared silly, but I'd let you. It must mean a lot to you, or you wouldn't want to.”
He stopped directly in front of her and tilted her chin up to look into her azure eyes. “Do you realize what you're saying, Jo? Do you know what it means if we get involved like that?”
“Yes,” she replied demurely. “To tell you the truth, I'd like to know what it feels like to, what did you call it, have a climax. It must be far out if people want to do it all the time.”
Dan knelt and placed his hands on her waist, drinking in her firm titties and fleecy twat before looking her in the face. “Jo, I can do that for you, but I can't fuck you. I want you to save yourself for the boy you marry. It's only right.”
“I understand.” She was trying to keep up a brave front, but her attack of nervousness was getting worse. “You mean you could do it with your tongue like you said, don't you?”