“I don’t think I want to know.”
“Don’t knock it until you’ve tried it. I can burn a steak with the best of them. Spaghetti, the occasional meatball. That kind of thing. You know, when the mood strikes.”
“How often does the mood strike?”
“Not very.”
“Well, I invited myself over, so I’ll cook tonight.”
“Fair enough.”
I grabbed a couple of Goose Islands from the fridge and sat up on the counter. Rachel pulled some onions, garlic, and olive oil out of her bag.
“Glad you like pasta, because that’s what’s on the menu.”
I gave her a thumbs-up. “Meatballs?”
“Sausage,” she said, and took a sip of beer. “And the best on-the-fly red sauce you ever tasted.”
“Red sauce. You sound like Tony Soprano.”
Rachel smiled. “Actually, I got this recipe from one of Vinny DeLuca’s bagmen.”
Vinny DeLuca was about a hundred years old and the head of Chicago’s Mob. He’d like someone like Rachel. She was tough, smart, and stood her ground. He’d like her a lot. Unless she got in his way. Then he’d kill her if he had to, stick her in a trunk, and put her in remote parking at O’Hare. Nothing personal.
“You know Vinny?” I said.
“No, but I headed up a federal probe we did a few years back.”
“Didn’t know you were a prosecutor.”
Rachel pulled a chef’s knife from the drawer. “You think I’ve been a judge my whole life?”
She cracked a couple of cloves of garlic with the flat of the knife and began to chop. I went into the living room and slipped on a CD of Charlie Parker. The Bird’s genius floated through the flat. When I got back to the kitchen, Rachel had heated up some olive oil in a pan and thrown in the garlic. I moved close. She was humming along to the music and tapping her foot. It was nice.
“So how did you get the recipe?”
She tumbled some onions into her saucepan. The sausage followed.
“This guy named Tommy Tata. Low-level guy we were looking at for wire fraud. For some reason he loved to talk to me.”
“I bet,” I said.
Rachel washed her hands and opened up a can of tomatoes.
“One day he slips me a piece of paper as we walk in for a hearing with the judge. I had been talking to Tommy about maybe working a deal. Take some years off for information on DeLuca.”
“And you thought this was the payoff.”
Rachel dumped whole tomatoes into a pot and began to crush them with a wooden spoon.
“Yeah, well, I open the note up at counsel table and what do I get?”
She pointed to the stove with the spoon.
“Tommy’s twenty-minute red sauce?” I said.
“You got it. Tata pulled down fifteen years and never said a word. I got the recipe. So let’s enjoy.”
I watched as Rachel worked on her sauce. A little salt and pepper. Oregano, basil, a finely grated carrot, and some low heat.
“That’s it,” she said. “Now we let the sauce simmer for a bit.”
I pulled another beer out of the fridge and opened it up. The judge and I walked back into the living room and sat down.
“Okay, Rachel.”
“Okay, Michael.”
“I must come to the unfortunate conclusion that you’re not here to jump my bones. At least not until I get you a little drunker.”
Rachel tipped her bottle my way and winked. “Don’t be so sure.”
“Really?” I felt a flutter at the back of my throat. Rachel picked her words with a careful sense of grace.
“Nicole used to talk about you. A lot. Then I saw you at the grave.”
“That’s not such a big deal.”
“Yes, actually, it is. When I ran into you again at the lake, I don’t know. Thought it might be kind of fun.”
“Might be more than fun.”
“You think?”
I moved closer and kissed her. Hadn’t planned on it, which was usually the best way. She closed her eyes and kept her arms at her side. Then she moved her cheek against mine and gave me a chill.
“We do need to talk, Michael.”
“Better be good.”
She pushed back against my chest. I let her go. She reached for her beer and took a sip.
“I don’t know that good is the word. A friend of mine took a call yesterday.”
“And this friend works where?” I said.
“He’s a special agent for the FBI.”
“I’m impressed.”
“Don’t be. One of his colleagues works a lot with City Hall.”
“Taking out the mayor’s trash?”
“You know how that works.”
I thought about Fred Jacobs and Hawkeye’s. “Seems a lot of folks help the mayor with his problems.”
Rachel folded her hands together and considered her perfectly sculptured nails. I got a bad feeling and waited.
“As of yesterday, you became one of those problems.”
“How so?”
“My friend claims the mayor’s office floated your name.”
“They float names, do they?”
“Sure. People to keep an eye on.”
“And what does the FBI do?”
“Sometimes they take a look. Run a background check. Pull up financials. Depends on the tip.”
“Nice to know Big Brother is alive and kicking. Tell me, how much did I make last year?”
“My guy says they took a pass. Didn’t feel it was worth their time.”
“I’m devastated.”
“Thought you would be. Anyway, there’s your comforting moment for the day. Now, would you like to tell me what you’ve done to get our good mayor so pissed off?”
“Paranoid is more like it.”
“Whatever. Want to talk about it?”
“Probably not.”
Rachel shrugged. “Your call. Just remember what the mayor can be like.”
“You’re not a fan?”
“Of the evil empire? Please. The man is genetically ruthless, morally bankrupt, and a dictator.”
“Ah, but a benevolent one.”
“Right. As long as you don’t threaten him. Something you, apparently, have managed to accomplish.”
I took a sip of beer. “You find that at all exciting?”
She moved a little closer. “It’ll do. For now.”
I laid my palm against hers. Then my fingers. One tip at a time. Our lips brushed together, then brushed again, and we both swayed a little. Even while seated, we swayed. On the couch. In the middle of my living room. Moving to a rhythm neither of us anticipated or necessarily understood. Still, it was nice. Like there was a lot to look forward to and no need to rush. I felt her put her bottle down on the table behind me. I thought I should pull the blinds down on my front windows. Then she moved again and I didn’t think about that anymore.
CHAPTER 19
F irst the sauce bubbled, then it burned. We didn’t care. We ate cereal afterward. On the rug, in my living room. She wore one of my shirts and drank coffee. I had tea. It seemed good. Like it fit together. At least for now.
“You think this will work between us?” she said.
“Work as what?”
“Good question.”
“How about we see where things go and enjoy it for whatever it’s worth?”
She wrapped both hands around her mug and blew on coffee that wasn’t hot to begin with. Then she spoke again. Slowly, softly.
“You know about me?” she said.
“What do I need to know?”
“Well, I was engaged a few months back. Kind of a quick thing. Actually, kind of a stupid thing.”
“Didn’t know that.”
She peered out at me from under her newly revealed past. “Now you do.”
“So I do. Didn’t work out, I take it?”
She held out her left hand, five digits devoid of any significant jewelry. “Not exactly.”
“You want to talk about it?”
“Not especially.”
“You okay now?”
“I hope so.”
“Look at me.”
She looked up.
“You look okay to me,” I said.
“Thanks.”
“I was going to call, you know.”
“I believe you.” She smiled, leaned over, and kissed me. “I just beat you to the punch.”