“I have been wise.” Maggie held the curtain back. He could see the curve of her cheek, outlined by the light of the sky. “Almost all my life.”
Not so wise. You’re risking your neck every hour you stay in France. But he hadn’t come here so they could be wise together.
The bed was neatly made, piled with blue pillows. The ropes creaked, the straws of the mattress whispered, when he sat down on the blanket to pull his boots free. The rough of his hands snagged on satin when he pushed the pillows to the side of the bed. He could hear his father calling them “peasant paws.”
Maggie didn’t seem to mind.
I’ve kept my hands off you, Maggie de Fleurignac. I am just damned tired of it.
Whatever her father had done, Maggie wasn’t any part of the assassinations in England. His gut said that, and he trusted his gut. And a man couldn’t walk around being tentative and cautious all the time in case the woman he wanted turned out to be murderous.
She was talking to herself or to the air outside, sounding wistful and determined. “Part of me says I do not have so many days left. I would like, just this once, to do what Marguerite wants. What Maggie wants.” He could picture the smile on her. The right side of her mouth hid itself down in the corner when she made that kind of smile. “Do you know . . . I have never made love in an actual bed.”
It was like standing outside a house in the cold, seeing all the warmth in the world inside there. And the door opened to welcome him in.
He said, “Come here,” and she came to him.
WE will make love now, Marguerite thought.
She had brought him to Jeanne’s rooms and climbed the stairs and closed the door behind them, knowing they would do this.
He pulled his shirt over his head and loosed his arms from the sleeves and shook it out, casually, to toss over the bedstead. He was half naked before her, wholly masculine. She knew men like him from marble statues. From pictures of heroes in books.
Jean-Paul had been fifteen when she’d been with him. A boy, rather than a man. He had been smooth and beautiful as Endymion.
Guillaume LeBreton was the Minotaur. Man and beast. Human and wild. He had never deceived her about his nature. She had known he was powerful and dangerous from the first moment she saw him. It was her choice whether she would run away or come to him.
It seemed she would approach.
He drew her closer to him so that she stood between his thighs as he sat on the bed. His hands were heavy and warm, resting at her waist. She would lean into the strength and let him take her where he would. Already, she was breathing sharp and deep. Her skin tightened in odd places. At her breasts. Up and down her arms. It felt like being afraid, this excitement. But it was not. She desired him.
They had very little time together. She must not waste it.
She helped him undress her. Ties untangled. Clothing fell away to the floorboards. Her cap was tossed aside. Guillaume pulled down her braid and separated it into long strands with his fingers. She felt it all the way down her whole length. When he stroked her hair back from her face, the caress shuddered in the intimate core of her. Tingled at her breasts.
Then she was standing in her shift. Only her shift. She could not quite continue. It was too much. Too sudden. Her skin was too sensitive. It would sting like a shock when he touched her. She felt the imprint of his hand through the soft linen, gliding up her body, bringing the shift with it. Her breath edged raggedly, in and out. She did not try to hide what she was feeling.
This hour is mine. He is mine. Later I will—
He reached her breasts. Slipped soft linen across her, up and then down, stroking her with it. The folds caught, snagging her and tugging and stroking over her. He kissed gently at her nipples, through the fabric, back and forth from one to the other.
She gasped and arched toward him.
“Let’s get rid of this.” He lifted the shift up and over her head in one sudden unpeeling. Her hair fell back and swept down her skin and hid her. Then his hands discovered her breasts within the curtain of her hair. Shaped her breasts. His thumbs were eloquent on her nipples.
“You have pretty tits,” he said. “Just absolutely perfect tits.”
“And you are crude beyond measurement.”
“Just saying the truth.”
He was earthy and forthright and he did not choose to speak like a gentleman. He could, but he chooses not to.
I do not want a gentleman.
They shared one breath and then another, face-to-face. She was taller than he was, this way, when he sat upon the bed and she stood. He did not overwhelm her with his strength. Every moment was her choice. Her decision. His hands slid slowly up and down her body, rasping lightly because they were the hands of a warrior. Not soft. Not pampered. He pulled her body into fascination. Enthralled her.
When she held his upper arm, her fingers didn’t circle half the distance around.
I am not like my friends, who take many lovers and walk away unscathed. There will be a price for this. It will cost me dearly. “This is a mistake. But I do not care.”
“A mistake. We can regret it later,” he said.
“That is my intention.” She had not expected the hair of his chest to be soft to the touch. Had not thought she would feel such strength beneath his skin. He held amazement within him, everywhere she laid her hands.
She bent toward his mouth. He stretched upward to her, to meet her. It was as if she attached a string to a mountain and it came to her when she pulled. His lips were smooth and hot. The trembling she felt was all her own. The doubt and the nervousness, all hers. He had no doubts at all.
A small kiss. Not hesitant, but a slow beginning of something he would not hurry. More kisses. Intense. Absorbed. Each different. He urged her head toward him the tiniest notch. Took her mouth. It was feeling and feeling again and only feeling until he was the world, and she was gasping for breath.
She could become lost in this man, as one did in the winds of a storm.
She put her hand to his cheek, studying the textures of his face. He had shaved by candlelight this morning, at the stream that ran through the field they’d slept in. Already he wore scratchy strong bristles again. He must fight continually with them.
Then, exploring, she went to touch his scar. To know what it felt like.
He caught her hand. “Leave it be.” A whisper. He turned her palm over and kissed inside it. That was shivery. A wonderful distraction, as he meant it to be. “Pretend it’s not there.”
She had not dreamed the scar would matter to him. It did not matter to her. “I do not mind it.”
“I don’t either. But that’s not what we’re sharing today.”
He stood up from the bed. They were so close his skin touched her everywhere as he rose and rose to his full height and took her against him. She felt, rather than saw, that he was undoing the buttons of his trouser band. That he was slipping his clothes off.
His cock was erect and proud and triumphant against the skin of her belly, full and heavy and male.
I was not prepared for this . . . largeness. I should have paid more attention to rude stories and jokes that dealt with this.
He was warm in all of his body, but his cock was particularly warm. She imagined it inside her, as it would soon be. We will solve this problem of his largeness. His size cannot be . . . unmanageable. Someone would have said this to him. And I am ingenious. She molded herself close to him and turned her cheek to be flat on his chest. There would be no space between them. She shivered everywhere, but she was not cold.