Still, Britishers called their island “the most civilized country in Europe.” From what we’d heard about France and Spain and Germany, especially Germany, they were probably right.
I talked it over with Marygay, and we decided to cut short our tour and go back to the States. We could finish the tour after we’d become acclimated to the twenty-first century. It was just too much foreignness to take in one dose.
The dirigible line refunded most of our money and we took a conventional suborbital flight back home. The high altitude made my leg throb, though it was nearly healed. They’d made great strides in the treatment of gunshot wounds, in the past twenty years. Lots of practice.
We split up at Ellis. Her description of commune life appealed to me more than the city; I made arrangements to join her after a week or so, and went back to Washington.
10
I rang the bell and a strange woman answered the door, opening it a couple of centimeters and peering through.
“Pardon me,” I said, “isn’t this Mrs. Mandella’s residence?”
“Oh, you must be William!” She closed the door and unfastened the chains and opened it wide. “Beth, look who’s here!”
My mother came into the living room from the kitchen, drying her hands on a towel. “Willy … what are you doing back so soon?”
“Well, it’s — it’s a long story.”
“Sit down, sit down,” the other woman said. “Let me get you a drink, don’t start till I get back.”
“Wait,” my mother said. “I haven’t even introduced you two. William, this is Rhonda Wilder. Rhonda, William.”
“I’ve been so looking forward to meeting you,” she said. “Beth has told me all about you — one cold beer, right?”
“Right.” She was likable enough, a trim middle-aged woman. I wondered why I hadn’t met her before. I asked my mother whether she was a neighbor.
“Uh … really more than that, William. She’s been my roommate for a couple of years. That’s why I had an extra room when you came home — a single person isn’t allowed two bedrooms.”
“But why—”
“I didn’t tell you because I didn’t want you to feel that you were putting her out of her room while you stayed here. And you weren’t, actually; she has—”
“That’s right.” Rhonda came in with the beer. “I’ve got relatives in Pennsylvania, out in the country. I can stay with them any time.”
“Thanks.” I took the beer. “Actually, I won’t be here long. I’m kind of en route to South Dakota. I could find another place to flop.”
“Oh, no,” Rhonda said “I can take the couch.” I was too oldfashioned male-chauv to allow that; we discussed it for a minute and I wound up with the couch.
I filled Rhonda in on who Marygay was and told them about our disturbing experiences in England, how we came back to get our bearings. I had expected my mother to be horrified that I had killed a man, but she accepted it without comment. Rhonda clucked a little bit about our being out in a city after midnight, especially without a bodyguard.
We talked on these and other topics until late at night, when Mother called her bodyguard and went off to work.
Something had been nagging at me all night, the way Mother and Rhonda acted toward each other. I decided to bring it out into the open, once Mother was gone.
“Rhonda—” I settled down in the chair across from her.
I didn’t know exactly how to put it. “What … uh, what exactly is your relationship with my mother?”
She took a long drink. “Good friends.” She stared at me with a mixture of defiance and resignation. “Very good friends. Sometimes lovers.”
I felt very hollow and lost. My mother?
“Listen,” she continued. “You had better stop trying to live in the nineties. This may not be the best of all possible worlds, but you’re stuck with it.”
She crossed and took my hand, almost kneeling in front of me. Her voice was softer. “William … look, I’m only two years older than you are — that is, I was born two years before — what I mean is, I can understand how you feel. But, your mother understands too. It, our … relationship, wouldn’t be a secret to anybody else. It’s perfectly normal. A lot has changed, these twenty years. You’ve got to change too.”
I didn’t say anything.
She stood up and said firmly, “You think, because your mother is sixty, she’s outgrown her need for love? She needs it more than you do. Even now. Especially now.”
Accusation in her eyes. “Especially now with you coming back from the dead past. Reminding her of how old she is. How old I am, twenty years younger.” Her voice quavered and cracked, and she ran to her room.
I wrote Mother a note saying that Marygay had called; an emergency had come up and I had to go immediately to South Dakota. I called a bodyguard and left.
A whining, ozone-leaking, battered old bus let me out at the intersection of a bad road and a worse one. It had taken me an hour to go the 2000 kilometers to Sioux Falls, two hours to get a chopper to Geddes, 150 kilometers away, and three hours waiting and jouncing on the dilapidated bus to go the last 12 kilometers to Freehold, an organization of communes where the Potters had their acreage. I wondered if the progression was going to continue and I would be four hours walking down this dirt road to the farm.
It was a half-hour before I even came to a building. My bag was getting intolerably heavy and the bulky pistol was chafing my hip. I walked up a stone path to the door of a simple plastic dome and pulled a string that caused a bell to tinkle inside. A peephole darkened.
“Who is it?” Voice muffled by thick wood.
“Stranger asking directions.”
“Ask.” I couldn’t tell whether it was a woman or a child.
“I’m looking for the Potters’ farm.”
“Just a second.” Footsteps went away and came back. “Down the road one point nine klicks. Lots of potatoes and green beans on your right. You’ll probably smell the chickens.”
“Thanks.”
“If you want a drink we got a pump out back. Can’t let you in without my husband’s at home.”
“I understand. Thank you.” The water was metallic tasting but wonderfully cool.
I wouldn’t know a potato or green bean plant if it stood up and took a bite out of my ankle, but I knew how to walk a half-meter step. So I resolved to count to 3800 and take a deep breath. I supposed I could tell the difference between the smell of chicken manure and the absence thereof.
At 3650 there was a rutted path leading to a complex of plastic domes and rectangular buildings apparently made of sod. There was a pen enclosing a small population explosion of chickens. They had a smell but it wasn’t strong.
Halfway down the path, a door opened and Marygay came running out, wearing one tiny wisp of cloth. After a slippery but gratifying greeting, she asked what I was doing here so early.
“Oh, my mother had friends staying with her. I didn’t want to put them out. Suppose I should have called.”
“Indeed you should have … save you a long dusty walk-but we’ve got plenty of room, don’t worry about that. ”
She took me inside to meet her parents, who greeted me warmly and made me feel definitely overdressed. Their faces showed their age but their bodies had no sag and few wrinkles.
Since dinner was an occasion, they let the chickens live and instead opened a can of beef, steaming it along with a cabbage and some potatoes. To my plain tastes it was equal to most of the gourmet fare we’d had on the dirigible and in London.
Over coffee and goat cheese (they apologized for not having wine; the commune would have a new vintage out in a couple of weeks), I asked what kind of work I could do.