He paused and looked at me significantly. Yes, I realized; by ceasing to defend the Weavers, I had given up all reason to object.
“Nowadays,” he continued with an air of triumph, “you simply notice the gradual extinction of the desire, and never know why. Or more likely, you never know what desire it is that you are missing in the first place. That is why the galuboy is so elusive. Likewise the Christian: you lose your faith: it’s an old story—who would remark on it, especially now?”
“And what does your Netcast do to help this?”
“Take out the disk,” he said.
I reached up, slid it out of my head, and held it cradled in my hand.
“Woven into the Netcast, in such a way that it cannot be filtered out without destroying the whole, is a countervirus that binds to the triplets more strongly than their true partners, resulting in a harmless variant.”
“Won’t the Weavers just scrub it?”
“When they can,” he said. “But it will not be easy. The telepresence from the whale must have infected nearly half the world already. From such a base, the countervirus will spread more quickly than even the Weavers can burn it out. Furthermore, the countervirus has been years in the designing; it has a better instinct for self-preservation than most human beings. Still, the Weavers would win out, eventually—if people did not care whether or not they were infected.”
“Why would they care? You think that sending out some horror show will make everyone your ally?”
“No,” he said. “No, the countervirus will do that itself. Watch the rumors for the next few weeks very carefully, Maya Tatyanichna. The first thing you will hear is that the countervirus exists. The second thing you will hear is that being infected with it feels very good.”
“Good God. You’re trying to make us a nation of wireheads.”
“Not at all,” he said. “That is only what you will hear. It will be called a drug, and a highly coveted one. But it leaves the brain’s chemistry quite unaffected; in fact it does not feel good at all. It merely creates the compulsion to tell people that it feels good. The Weavers would have Adam cough up the apple; it is only fair that I be allowed to whisper in his ear that the apple is sweet.”
“Mind control,” I said.
“Yes,” he said, nodding. “Nor is that all of it. In those who know enough to be of use, the virus creates a desire to defend it—to alter it in response to changes in the Weavers’ strategy. You might say it makes them its soldiers.”
“Do you have any idea what you’re saying? It’s another Army.”
“Put the disk in,” he said, “and ask me that again. But don’t let it record what I have told you of the countervirus.”
I fumbled the moistdisk back into my head, and repeated: “Isn’t what you’re doing like the Army?”
“It is at the second remove from the Army,” he said. “In order to destroy the Army, the Weavers became like it; in order to destroy the Weavers, I have become like them, which makes me the Army’s grandchild. Have you not realized, from the story that I told you? To kill Derzhavin, I became like Derzhavin; to escape the Army, I took a soldier of my own. They say that you always become the thing you hate, but that is not quite true. An impotent hate need not become its object. But, like the Stone Age savage going to the hunt, you must transform yourself into the image of the thing you would destroy.”
“That’s a hell of an excuse,” I said.
“I excuse nothing; I admit my guilt most freely.” The blue light from the whale’s tank rippled gently across his face. “Remember when I told you that all of my former associates had been discovered by the Post police? It is not thanks to luck, or skill, or better hardware, that I only am escaped alone to tell thee. I survived because I betrayed them. I wired them for telepresence, under the guise of routine repairs, and then created trails that led the Weavers or the Post police right to them. I have sent good people into excommunication; I have seen them fitted with suppressor chips and mindlocks; I have caused their deaths. I have even wired animals and sent them into every form of slaughter—all in order to recover a few instants of memory from the black boxes I fitted them with. I think I hold my principles more dear than most, Maya Tatyanichna, and yet there is not one of them that I have not betrayed. Because sterility must not prevail.”
“So you sacrificed the people to the principle,” I said. “It sounds like a Guardian’s rationalization. Change a couple of words, and it might have come right out of Calin’s diaries.”
“So you do begin to understand.” He nodded slowly and leaned back in his chair. “A Guardian’s rationalization is exactly what it is. Isn’t that what was wrong with my good friend Derzhavin? His were not useless experiments. I suppose they may have saved lives. And everyone who has a socket owes it to him, or to others like him; the socket was invented by years of experimentation on people like me—and on animals, also like me,” he said, smiling without humor. “That is what it means to be a Guardian: to think that individual rights are a dangerous folly, and compassion merely sentiment. The greater good is everything—and a greater good not to be measured empirically, but defined ideologically.
“Isn’t that what I have done? I have sacrificed others to my own conception of what the world should be—a conception that, if it does anything at all, will bring nothing but unhappiness to most of Russia for decades to come. And why? Because I would not permit a Utopia built on the backs of the one percent, of the few remaining dissidents, even those who no longer know what they are—of the galuboy, or the gallow-girl either. And now you begin to suspect, Maya Tatyanichna, why you are here.”
I suspected a number of things, and I didn’t like any of them. Carefully keeping my eyes from the door, I began to gauge my chances of escape. The elevator was the only way up that I knew of, so if Voskresenye cut off the power, I’d be trapped. He’d have plenty of time to cut it, too, while I was running down the broken slidewalk. I might have to try to knock him out first—and I had no idea how strong his exoskeleton might be. Or did he control the elevator directly? If he were unconscious, would it fail to operate? Unless I found out, I could do nothing.
Or so I decided, because in my heart I didn’t believe I needed to do anything. I did not think Voskresenye, whale or no, could really have defeated Keishi. I believed in her. I thought that she would soon be there to rescue me, and that all I had to do was encourage the old man’s ramblings. I need only play for time.
“You disappoint me, Andreyeva,” Voskresenye said, when I had been silent a while. “Have you lost all your reporter’s instincts? Aren’t you going to catch me in my own contradictions?”
“Why don’t you tell me what you think they are?”
“I should think it would be obvious. I have done what I have done in order to end the sacrifice of the few to a principle; and in support of this principle, I have sacrificed the few. Again, like those who made the Unanimous Army. Why was the Army created? To defeat the Guardians. And why defeat them? Because they built their empire on conquest and exploitation. Then how shall we defeat them? Why, by building a machine that could conquer and exploit, not just the odd ethnic minority here and there, but every human it encountered. It is a kind of homeopathy, you see, but not in homeopathic doses.”
“What exactly is the—”
“Or if that explanation is too cunning to be understood,” he went on, seeming barely aware of my presence, “I commend to you my illustrious predecessor, Judas Iscariot. Don’t people still know that story, even now? Judas betrays Christ, his friend and Lord, and we are supposed to believe it is all for a few silver coins, which, as it happens, he covets so much as to immediately throw them away. Now I ask you as a camera, is that a plausible motivation? If a man like Judas said to you, ‘I did it for the money,’ would you believe him?”