"I was right here," she said. I very, very rarely go out."
"Did you have any visitors that night?"
"No. "Did you see any neighbors-in the lobby or the hallways?"
"No."
"Did you receive any phone calls?"
"No. Boone gave up; Delaney took over.
"How did you spend that evening, Miss Otherton?" he asked. "Read? Watch television?"
"I worked on my autobiography," she said. "Doctor Simon got me started.
He said it would help if I tried to recall everything and write it down."
"And did you then show what you had written to Ellerbee?"
"Yes. And we'd discuss it. He was so sympathetic, so understanding. Oh, what a beautiful man!"
"You saw him twice a week?"
"Usually. Sometimes more when 1-when I had to."
"How long had you been seeing Doctor Ellerbee?"
"Four years. Four years and three months."
"Did you feel he was helping you?"
"Oh, yes! My panic attacks are much less frequent now.
And I don't do those-those things as often. I don't know what's going to happen to me with Doctor Simon gone. His wife-his widow-is trying to find another therapist for me, but it won't be the same.", "What things?" Boone said sharply. "You said you don't do those things as often. What were you referring to?"
She raised her soft chin. "Sometimes when I go out, I hit people."
"Have they done anything to you?"
"No' "Just anyone?" Delaney said. "Someone on the street or in a restaurant?"
"Men with beards," she said in a husky voice, her head slowly bowing again.
"Only men with beards. When I was eleven years old, I was raped by my uncle."
"And he had a beard?"
She raised her head and stared at him defiantly. "No, but it happened in his office, and he had an old engraving of Ulysses Grant on the wall."
It's Looney Tunes time, Delaney thought, and was vaguely ashamed they had dragged that confession from this hapless woman.
"But your assaults on bearded men became less frequent after you started seeing Doctor Ellerbee?"
"Oh, yes! He was the one who made the connection between bearded men and the rape."
"When was the last time you made an attack on a stranger')"
"Oh… months ago."
"How many months?"
"One or two."
"It must have been very painful for you-when Doctor Ellerbee told you the reason for your hostility toward bearded men. "He didn't tell me. He never did that. He just let me discover it for myself."
"But that was painful?"
"Yes," she said in a whisper. "Very. I hated him then, for making me remember."
"Was this a recent discovery?"
"Months ago."
"How many months?"
"One or two," she said again.
"But earlier you called Doctor Simon a saint. So your hatred of him didn't last."
"No. I knew he was trying to help me.
Delaney glanced at the Sergeant. -Miss Otherton," Boone said, "did you know any of Doctor Simon's other patients?"
"No' I rarely saw them, and we never spoke-" Do you know Doctor Diane Ellerbee?"
"I met her twice and spoke to her once on the phone."
"What do you think of her?" Boone asked.
"She's all right, I guess. Awfully skinny. And cold. She doesn't have Doctor Simon's personality. He was a very warm man.
"Do you know of anyone who might have wanted to harm him? Anyone who threatened him?"
"No. Who would want to kill a doctor? He was trying to help everyone."
"Did you ever attack Doctor Simon?"
"Once," she said and sobbed. "I slapped him."
"Why did you do that?"
"I don't remember."
"How did he reactt "He slapped me back, not hard. Then we hugged each other, laughing, and it was all right."
She seemed willing enough to continue talking-eager in fact. But the sandalwood incense, her perfume, and the steamy heat were getting to them.
"Thank you, Miss Otherton," Delaney said, struggling out of the depths of the couch. "You've been very cooperative.
Please try to recall anything about Doctor Simon that might help us.
Perhaps a name he mentioned, or an incident. For instance, do you think his manner or personality changed in, say, the last six months or year?"
"Strange you should ask that," she said. "I thought he was becoming a little quieter, more thoughtful. Not depressed, you understand, but a little subdued. I asked him if anything was worrying him, and he said no."
"You've been very helpful," Boone said. "We may find it necessary to come back and ask you more questions. I hope you won't mind."
"I won't mind," she said forlornly. "I don't have many visitors."
"I'll leave my card," the Sergeant said, "in case you remember something you think might help us."
In the elevator, going down, Delaney said, "Odd. She says he was such a warm guy. That's not the feeling I got from that private office of his."
"I wonder what was bothering him," Boone said. "If anything was."
"The question is," Delaney said, "did she hate him enough to dust him?
She says she hated him after he made her recall the rape. Maybe he dredged up something else out of her past that really set her off."
"You think she's strong enough to bash in his skull?"
"When the adrenaline is flowing, a flyweight could do that, and she's a hefty woman."
"Yeah. That's why I'm going home and shave. I don't want to take any chances!"
That night, after dinner, Delaney told Monica about his day. She listened intently, fascinated.
"Those poor people," she mourned when he had finished.
"Yes. They're not exactly demented, but neither Isaac Kane nor Sylvia Mae has both oars in the water. And there are four more patients I want to meet."
"It depresses you, Edward?"
"It's not exactly a million laughs."
He had started a small fire in the grate and turned off the living room lamps. They sat on the couch, close together, staring into the flames.
Suddenly he put his arm about her shoulders.
"You okay?" she asked.
"Yes," he said. "But it's cold out there, and dark."
"It's going to be a mixed-up weekend," he warned Monica on Saturday morning. "I want to brace the other four patients before the new boys report in on Monday morning. And Jason called; he's coming by this afternoon."
"Don't forget to ask Boone and Jason about Thanksgiving dinner."
"I'll remember," he promised.
He went into the study to scribble a rough schedule, consulting the patients' addresses on Dr. Diane Ellerbee's list. He decided to hit Ronald J. Bellsey and L. Vincent Symington on Saturday and Joan Yesell and Harold Gerber on Sunday.
He and Boone would have to return to the brownstone to hear Jason's report, and it was possible some of the patients wouldn't be home. But if all went well, Delaney could spend Sunday evening bringing his files up to date in preparation for briefing the six new detectives.
By the time Boone arrived, Delaney had the weekend organized. Everything but the weather. It was a miserable day, with lowering clouds, sharp gusts of rain, and a mean wind that came out of the northwest, whipping coattails and snatching at hats.
Bellsey lived on East 28th Street. They drove south on Second Avenue, windshield wipers working in fits and starts, and the ancient heater fighting a losing battle against the windchill factor.
"I keep hoping someone will steal this heap," the Sergeant said.
"But I guess even the chop shops don't want it. One of these days I'll hit the lottery and get a decent set of wheels.
By the way, I talked to the dick who checked out Bellsey. The subject claims he was home on the night Ellerbee got snuffed.
His wife confirms. Not much of an alibi."
"Not much," Delaney agreed.
"Did you find out what Bellsey does for a living?"
"Yeah. He's manager of a big wholesale butcher on West Eighteenth Street. They handle high-class meats and poultry, and sell only to restaurants and hotels."
"That reminds me," Delaney said.
"Would you and Rebecca like to come over for Thanksgiving Day dinner?
We're having roast goose."