“Well,” Frank says, shifting on his seat. It is a hedge, and for a moment Rafferty feels satisfaction at his father’s discomfort. “That’s what we have to talk about.”
“You live rather publicly,” Frank says. There is a damped disapproval in his tone.
Even at six-thirty on this Saturday evening, the restaurant is crowded with Thais in large groups, wet and noisily merry as though the warm rain, which has begun again, is a personal joke. When they entered, Frank had said something into the ear of the woman who greeted them, and she’d shown them to a small booth against the back wall, where they can see the entire room and hear each other without shouting. They had made the trip in two tuk-tuks-Frank, Ming Li, and Rafferty riding silently in the first and Leung solo in the second. Covering their backs, Rafferty figures.
“I’ve got no reason to sneak around,” Rafferty says.
Frank turns over a reasonable palm. “Just an observation, Poke. In Bangkok-hell, in Asia-information is money. No need to make it so accessible.”
“For me, money is money. Information is just information.” The booth is a tight fit. Rafferty is jammed next to Leung, who had come in a few minutes after them and then scanned the room, as objective as a metal detector, before joining them. Rafferty can smell Leung’s wet clothes, cigarettes, and a hair oil that owes a distant debt to bay rum. Pressing up against Rafferty’s hip is a hard object in Leung’s pocket that Rafferty assumes is a gun, which means that at least two of the three in Frank’s party are packing. Ming Li sits beside Frank, surveying Poke with a curiosity she had not displayed in the garage. Even dripping water she is beautiful.
“You never know what the local currency is,” Frank is saying. “The first time I saw the little girl I thought, whoops, the boy’s a twist, where did I go wrong? But you were so public with her. The real twists don’t like daylight. And then, of course, I saw the woman. What’s her name again?”
Rafferty does not reply.
“Rose, right? Amazingly beautiful, isn’t she? Very reassuring, knowing you’ve got taste like that.”
“I assume there’s more to this miraculous reappearance than a sudden need to express approval of my life.”
Frank lifts a cup of coffee and puts it down untouched. Poke is startled to see the age spots on the back of his hand. “At your age, Poke, you shouldn’t still be harping on all that. I know it’s fashionable in America for adults to blame their parents for everything they did or didn’t do, but the general feeling here is, get over it. One more example of the wisdom of the East.”
“Gee, I don’t know.” Rafferty turns his eyes to Ming Li. “Give me some of the wisdom of the East. You’re half qualified. Let’s suppose one day-two days after Christmas, as it turns out-old Frank here just took a walk. Went out to buy a pound of rice and some dried shrimp and never came back. Left you and your mother flat, hopped a plane across the Pacific. Didn’t even bother to say, ‘Hey, good-bye, see you later, take care of your mom, kid.’ ”
“My mother can take care of herself,” Ming Li says. “If she couldn’t, she’d be dead.”
“Oh, that’s right, I forgot. He left her, too, didn’t he? Sort of a leitmotif, isn’t it? Like background music. ‘Frank’s Theme.’”
Something flickers in Ming Li’s eyes. “He came back.”
“And you’re. . what? Nineteen, twenty?”
“Twenty-two,” she says. “Frank looks young for his age, and so do I. You, too, actually.” Her long fingers are curled around a cup of tea.
“You work fast,” Rafferty says to Frank.
“It would have been faster, but China’s a big place,” Frank says. “I had to find my wife first.”
The babble of conversation in the restaurant stumbles up against one of those mysterious group pauses, and Poke says, into the silence, “Your wife was in fucking Lancaster, California.”
“My first wife,” Frank says placidly.
The words seem to shrink the booth and squeeze them all closer to one another, and Rafferty pushes himself back against the padding to find some distance, keeping his face empty. “Ah. Gosh, I guess we’re finally having that father-son chat.”
“I met her when she was twelve years old.” Frank ignores Poke’s tone. “She was washing sheets in a brothel in Shanghai.”
“I don’t really want to know,” Rafferty says, thinking, Twelve?
“And I don’t really give a good goddamn whether you want to know. I’m telling you because I have to.” He has leaned forward sharply, his hands curved stiffly around the perimeter of his saucer, and the coffee slops onto his left hand as the cup slides forward. If it burns, he ignores it. “You need to understand what’s going on, because it involves you now.”
“And you need to understand something, too. If you’ve done anything that’s going to fuck with my life here, especially at this point, I’m going to grind you to paste.” He wills his spine to relax and adds, “Dad.”
Frank wipes the liquid from the back of his hand and lifts the coffee to sip at it, raising one finger-wait-as though Rafferty has politely expressed interest. “She’d been there-in the brothel, I mean-since she was ten. Just tidying up and stuff, not working yet. Sold by her family, of course, but I suppose you know all about that, considering what you write about. I had business with the guys who ran the place-I had given myself a crash course in accounting, and I did their books-and she took care of me when I was there, brought me tea. A couple of times, she massaged my feet. A really sweet, exquisitely beautiful kid.”
Rafferty tries, and fails, to match this description to the woman he had met in Shanghai.
“She learned my name,” Frank says, “although she couldn’t pronounce it for shit. But it meant something to me to hear her say it.” He catches his upper lip between his teeth and then blows out, so hard it ripples the surface of his coffee. “Anyway, the time came for her to make her debut. So to speak. At the age of twelve.” Leung is turned away from Rafferty, watching the room. Ming Li listens impassively, as though they are talking about someone she does not know. She runs the tip of her right index finger over the blunt-cut nails of her left hand as though thinking about pulling out an emery board.
“So I bought her,” Frank says. “I bought her for her first week, before some asshole could jerk off into her and then forget her. She’d never forget it, of course. It would have been the beginning of her life as a whore.” He dips his head as though in apology. “One of those moments when someone else’s life changes forever, and I was just standing there with my hands in my pockets. So I bought her for a week. I gave her a place to sleep. I fed her. I got her some nice clothes. I left her alone at night, obviously. She was a child. It was a typically stupid Westerner’s gesture, Don Quixote to the rescue, putting a Band-Aid on an amputation. Great, she had a week before the machine took its first bite out of her, and she’d be different forever.”
“It was a good thing to do,” Ming Li says.
He lifts a hand and rests it briefly on her shoulder. Ming Li leans against it and produces her fractional smile. “But it was pointless. I thought about it every night she was in my house. Kept me awake all night long. You know, I’d seen hundreds of whores in Asia-everybody from the top-level courtesans to the saltwater sisters who accommodated sailors against the walls of the alleys around the harbor. And of course lots of kids-twelve, thirteen, fourteen years old. Shanghai was the commercial sex capital of the world then. I was surrounded by prostitutes, and not just in my professional capacity. But I hadn’t seen one at that moment, the moment when her real life ended, when she became something else. So I made a commitment. When it was time to take her back, I didn’t. I stole her.”