My name is Greturk. The alien that Toller was propelling forwards looked up at him and his silent words were charged with fear and loathing. You deliberately ended a life! You behaved like a Vadavak! Have you no feelings?
“Yes—I have a powerful feeling that I want to get out of this place.”
That is not what I meant.
“I know! You were talking about the reflux.” Toller pushed the alien harder to emphasize his words. “You had better understand that I would quite happily break a thousand Dussarran necks to obtain my goal—so prepare yourself for a few more refluxes if we are attacked again.”
The chances of a new attack grew less, however, as the group reached the double door and were ushered through it by urgent hands. Livid alien faces danced around Toller, advancing and receding in the confusion, as he escaped from the confines of the corridor into a night which was shot through with artificial light. In part the light came from the facades of rectangular buildings, but there seemed to be free-floating blocks of radiance and a profusion of varicolored rays among which drifted vivid lines of intense red and yellow.
Toller had no time to fathom the exotic scene, because an egg-shaped vehicle—a larger version of the one which had earlier transported Steenameert and him to the dome—was waiting only a few paces away. He had the impression that its lower surface was not quite touching the ground. Its circular entrance revealed a dim-lit interior from which other Dussarrans beckoned. Toller halted by the entrance and helped cram his own people plus some of their alien rescuers into the vehicle. At the innermost end of the corridor more aliens were appearing, their mobility almost fully restored, and were running towards him like flapping black birds striving to take to the air.
Toller had no fear of pursuers who could be laid low by the death of only one of their number, but he was hounded by a conviction that Zunnunun was too resourceful to remain off balance for long, that other enemy forces were being ranged against him at that very moment. He threw himself into the oval vehicle, adding to the press of bodies inside, and the entrance flowed out of existence behind him. There came a giddy shifting of weight which signaled that the vehicle was moving and silently becoming airborne. It came to him that he had not seen a pilot or anything like a station from which a pilot could operate, and the eerie thought occurred that the Dussarran craft could control its own movements.
He was straining to see about him, trying to verify the idea, when he realized that Vantara was quite close by in the airless compression of alien and human forms. Her face was pale, distraught and immobile—rather like a tragic mask of the real woman—and, although her eyes were turned in his direction, he was not sure that she was looking at him. Feeling oddly self-conscious, he tried to produce a reassuring smile.
“Take heart, Vantara,” he said in a directed whisper, “I vow to you that no matter what befalls us I will be at your side.”
There followed an odd and timeless moment in which her gaze hunted over his face, and then—to Toller it was like a perfect sunrise—she answered his smile. “Toller, my dear Toller! I’m sorry if I have not been—”
Do not speak! Greturk, the alien at Toller’s side, cut in with an urgent telepathic warning. Do not think about what is happening—otherwise we will be easily followed. Try to forget who and what you are. Try to believe that you are nothing more than bubbles of air rising in a huge cauldron of boiling water… going this way and that way… swirling and spiraling in unpredictable paths…
Toller nodded and closed his eyes. He was a bubble rising in a huge cauldron… going this way and that… following a dangerous and unpredictable path…
Toller had become so deeply absorbed in the mental discipline, the negation of coherent thought, that he was scarcely aware of the vehicle coming to a halt. At one moment he was jammed upright, barely able to move because of the pressure of human and alien bodies; and at the next he was staggering slightly in a comparatively generous amount of floor space and Dussarrans were vanishing through the circular exit which had appeared in the vehicle’s side. He was receiving no structured telepathic communications, but his head was filled with a pulsing urgency. The very air seemed tremulous, agitated by a pervasive sense of panic.
You must disembark quickly. The silent message came from Greturk, the only alien to have remained inside the egg-shaped craft. There is very little time to spare.
“What is going on here?” Jerene put in before Toller could voice the same question.
Greturk’s black lips twitched. We are in the midst of a civil conflict—a war you might call it—the first in many thousands of years.
“A civil war!” Toller said. “In that case why are you so concerned about a few outsiders like us?”
This will come as a surprise—but you and the rest of your kind are at the center of the controversy which divides Dussarran society.
Toller blinked down at the alien. “I don’t understand.”
I know that the Decisioner responsible for the Xa project has explained to you the basic reasons for our presence in this part of the galaxy. How much of that information have you retained?
4There was something about Ropes,” Toller replied, frowning. “An explosion which will destroy dozens of galaxies…”
Steenameert cleared his throat and moved closer. “We were told that the crystal sea… the Xa … is a machine which will hurl your home world into a distant galaxy, where you will be safe from the explosion.”
I am quite impressed, Greturk answered, glancing from Toller to Steenameert while at the same time gesturing towards the vehicle’s exit. It is unusual for a species at your early stage of development to be able to accommodate concepts which are so far from primitive myth-based visions of…
“We have no relish for being styled as Primitives,” Toller growled. “Divivvidiv learned that to his cost.”
Perhaps that is why he withheld a piece of information which he knew would provoke an extreme reaction from you.
“Out with it!” Toller scowled into the alien’s livid face. “Out with it at once, or I may be…”
There is no need to bluster against me, Toller Maraquine, Greturk replied. I was opposed to the Xa project from the day of its inception. I am not culpable in any way, and therefore have no compunction about informing you that on the instant in which Dussarra is projected into the target galaxy your home world… and its neighbor… will cease to exist.
Chapter 18
In common with the rest of his companions, Toller was so stunned by Greturk’s words that—in spite of the alien’s diminutive stature—he meekly allowed himself to be pushed and prodded out of the vehicle. The darkness outside was as copiously shot through with glowing color as before, and in addition there were curved, tapering columns at the focus of which hovered a sheet of green luminance. Paying little heed to his surroundings, Toller brought Greturk to a halt by grasping his shoulders, and the rest of the humans crowded around him.