“Yes, it shouldn’t be allowed.”
“Stop agreeing with me! Can’t you think for yourself?”
The silence that followed was fraught with tension. Other people’s sweet concern… echoes of his own self-pity… what good was any of that to him? Anger bubbled inside him. He shut his eyes for a moment before collecting himself with an effort.
“Excuse me, Countess. I didn’t really mean that.”
“I know and it’s all right, I’m not made of glass.”
It was one of her good points that she didn’t launch herself into any argument that came along. If she did their closeness would have ended long ago. Now their relationship was tender, cautious. They were like two thirteen year olds edging slowly towards one other. Small steps, cautious steps, the whole time.
Simonsen said sadly, “I don’t know how many times I’ve said those words in the past four days. Excuse me, excuse me, excuse me-soon I’ll be apologising to every other person I talk to. It must be unbearable for the rest of you.”
“You mustn’t worry about that, Konrad. Concentrate on yourself. Now I’m going to call and say you’ve been delayed.”
He let her do that, it was reasonable and sensible. When she was done, he reverted to the subject of the uninvited guests who had intruded on his review.
“Who is it by the way who is coming from the Foreign Ministry?”
“Some bigwig… as far as I know a director. I don’t know his name, or more exactly-I can’t remember it. But the rumours are that the national chief of police’s office is up in arms about it. They see his presence as ill-timed political involvement, but someone must have overruled them.”
“That’s also a little strange. What’s the motivation? Is it that story about the chancellor again? I don’t believe it, it just can’t be true.”
“The Germans, the Americans, the Greenlanders-all guesses, no one knows exactly.”
“Could you take a look at this, Countess? I would really like to know what’s going on in my own investigation.”
“Sure, I can do that.”
He broke into the first smile of the day then said almost cheerfully, “I asked you about that yesterday too, didn’t I?”
“A good order can’t be given too often.”
Their laughter eased the atmosphere. He sat down heavily in his chair.
“You know perfectly well what the conclusion will be.”
“All of us have read the case files for the Stevns homicide, and no one is in any doubt about how hideous it must have been for those of you who were there-especially for you.”
“Yes, hideous.”
“Mistakes happen. We’re humans, not gods.”
“A dog! She couldn’t even make herself call me a cur… ”
“I don’t know what you mean, and now you’re scaring me. Arne or I can take over if you can’t manage it.”
“No, I’ll try on my own. That’s probably best.”
“Maybe.”
“The truth is that I’m afraid of what will happen if I give up and throw in the towel.”
“This isn’t a boxing match, Simon, and you have to be careful. Some things you simply can’t grapple with all on your own. You have to get help, professional help.”
“I know that. Tell me, what are you doing this afternoon?”
“That depends on what you assign me to do.”
“Do you want to take a drive with me? To visit a woman whose husband committed suicide in 1998.”
The Countess did not reply, and he did not hurry her. After a while she said, “You want to tell her that you were wrong?”
“That I was wrong?”
“That you and a lot of others were wrong?”
“She believed in her husband the whole way through, never doubted his innocence for a moment, and she called me a dog. Just think, that was the strongest expression she would allow to cross her lips even though I’d destroyed her life, or more precisely the final remnants of her life, after her daughter had been assaulted and strangled.”
“Do you think it’s a good idea to visit her?”
“I’ve thought about it a lot, and yes, I really think it is. Besides it’s the least I can do, after making her husband a judicial victim.”
“He was never convicted.”
“He would have been, the evidence was overwhelming.”
“But he wasn’t.”
“Suicide was hardly a better option.”
“I’ll go and see her with you. Do you have an appointment?”
“Yes, we’re supposed to be in Haslev at four o’clock.”
“If things don’t go as you expect, I'll drag you away, regardless of whether you whine or howl. Now you know. Believe me, I’ll get you out of there if I have to.”
He shrugged slightly and asked, “Will you do one more thing for me? I have an appointment in Høje Taastrup later today with… a woman. Can I ask you to call and cancel it? Then I’ll just have time to go and freshen up a little.”
She nodded sympathetically. He wrote a telephone number on a slip of paper and gave it to her.
“Thanks, let’s go down in five minutes.”
He left, and the Countess phoned. She knew exactly who she was calling. Simonsen’s propensity for occasionally discussing his cases with a psychic from Høje Taastrup was the Homicide Division’s worst-kept secret, although in front of the boss all the officers had the good manners to act like they knew nothing. The Countess had no particular feelings about clairvoyance herself, so the form the call took frightened her.
Hold on to Steen Hansen, Baroness, don’t let him go, no matter what. Stick to him like a burr, nothing must shake you off. This is a matter of life and death. No matter what… no matter what, Baroness, there is nothing more important than that.
She had been given no explanation, nor any context for these remarks-only the insistent request. Like a call for help, twice, three times, five times, she did not remember how many, only that dry, rasping voice even after she’d promised to do as she was asked. And then the form of address-Baroness-was close, unpleasantly close. She stared meditatively into space for a while and decided two things. First, that she would say nothing to Simonsen about the call, he had enough to deal with; and second, she would go and freshen up a little too.
There was so much they hadn’t had time to talk about that once the opportunity finally presented itself, en route to the lecture hall, Simonsen abruptly came clean. He said carefully, “I’m afraid of starting to cry when I talk about her. A blubbering homicide chief-that would really be weird.”
“What if you take the first half of the review and then leave the rest to Arne? You need to rest, I can see that.”
“Okay, that’s what we’ll do.”
The answer was so surprising coming from him that she had to clear her throat to hold back all the arguments she’d held in reserve.
They passed one of the cleaning staff. With a colourful feather duster attached to a long bamboo pole she was capturing spider’s webs from the ceiling. As if by mutual agreement they fell silent as they went past. The woman smiled at them fleetingly while with sparing movements she continued her work. When they were out of earshot, the Countess continued.
“And then you should consider coming home with me and staying for a week. I think that will be good for you.”
The proposal was surprising. They had not yet reached this point. Or so they thought. But Simonsen did not even hesitate. “I’d like that,” he said.
Sometimes life was no more complicated than you made it. She held him back with a gentle touch on his arm. Normally they never kissed at work and seldom even in private. Now it happened: chastely, at a proper distance, with pursed lips, like characters in a vaudeville act.
CHAPTER 4
The first combined review of the investigation was held in one of the large lecture halls at Police Headquarters. This was not due to the number of participants but to the availability there of an enormous screen that could display two images at once, extremely useful for photographic comparison. And parallel images of two different female murder victims made up the weight of this morning’s message. How the Homicide Division would re-open the old case would have to await discussion in a closed forum, though today’s meeting was originally intended to clarify the procedure. But that had been before the Foreign Ministry announced its interest in attending, and since then the office of the national chief of police as well. The rest of the attendees were Homicide Division people, of whom Pauline Berg and Arne Pedersen were among Konrad Simonsen’s closest associates. In addition the department’s student employee and resident computer genius Malte Borup controlled the images from an operator booth set at second-storey level behind the rows of seats. He was also in charge of the technical aspects of the presentation.