Northern wind. The sea dark, foam on the waves.
Still, a beautiful image. Eddie and Bengt. Ideas flying around them. Such invincibility.
What is Bengt saying?
The hacienda must be built?
Something else?
Cannot be heard of course. On the other hand: does it matter if you know it in hindsight? Because that comes to an end as well. Just a few days later the American girl is dead, and Björn, her real boyfriend, has hanged himself in the most distant outbuilding on the cousin’s property.
And Tobias then, who never goes anywhere but has now been to a training seminar in another city, comes back as if to another world.
And this is how the American girl’s death is going to be taken down in history: like a teenage love&jealousy drama with a violent end. Björn who argues with his girlfriend Eddie de Wire when he realizes that she has deceived him and he becomes furious and chases her through the woods and they end up at Bule Marsh where he pushes her from Lore Cliff into the deep water with the strong current. It happens quickly, in just a few seconds, how she falls, is sucked into the whirlpool. And Björn, when he understands what he has done, cannot live with it: love is pure, he loved her after all.
Eddie’s body disappears. Becomes stuck on the bottom, the dredging that year results in nothing—not strange in and of itself since the water at Bule Marsh is deep.
Floats up a few years later, after a long period of drought, at the end of another summer, 1975.
But you know that she fell, there are witnesses who have seen it—
But, as said, above all. This will become a story. He who killed for the sake of love. A story about young love and violent death that lives on in time, lives on in the District.
And will also, many years later, be at a place called the Winter Garden.
Where you can, for example, buy the American girl in a snow globe at the souvenir shop. Two figures in a watery landscape.
“It was a great love, Lille.” Ulla Bäckström with the snow globe, on the field in 2004… in the first snow, which is falling around her. Looks at Johanna, absorbs her with her beautiful eyes. “Ylla of death… I am obsessed with death.” Ulla-Ylla who is catching real snowflakes on her tongue.
And Ulla Bäckström as the American girl. How she stands on the Glitter Scene, her room in the woods, at the highest point in the wonderful house where she lives in Rosengården 2 and Johanna below, alone among the last trees of the Boundary Woods, in the darkness. Streaming lights, like searchlights. She IS the American girl, so real you can almost see the following: how she falls, crashes down to the ground—
“Don’t push your love too far, E—”
But Tobias, in the greenhouse, shrugs impatiently. As if he wanted to say something else now, with authority: once upon a time all of that was real.
And he—just like Solveig—is not interested in the Winter Garden. As if he also wanted to say: don’t bother with all of these stories, tales, productions, which come later.
Because once upon a time, as said, all of this was FRESH and real. And the loss that followed, life changing.
“I didn’t want it to happen that way.”
The baroness on her veranda, tired, stammering, waiting for the two sisters of the dead Eddie de Wire.
“Maybe I didn’t understand her.” Says the same thing over and over again in different ways when Tobias comes to her at the Glass House when he is back from his trip; on her veranda, and it is the last time.
“I should have understood, Tobias,” she says, “but—” She carries on like that, ruffled and confused and beside herself. “I was going to send her away, I thought I had sent her away—
“And that poor boy who was wandering around with her little bag… I took him under my wing. I meant well, but—”
Then, almost a week after that fateful morning, the following has also taken place. Bengt has been at the baroness’s. He was the one who found Björn in the outbuilding and has gone into shock, become mute, weeks will pass before anyone can get a sensible word out of him.
So the baroness went to the cousin’s house and offered to take Bengt to the Glass House for a while, after everything. So he will get some peace and quiet and be able to get away from everything but also to make things easier for the cousin’s mama who has been beside herself during this time—about Björn, inconsolable. But as luck would have it, things get better for her later, when Doris Flinkenberg is allowed to move into the cousin’s house.
And of course, the baroness has had such a bad conscience too. She does not hide it at all.
“I should have understood, Tobias. I didn’t mean everything I said. About Eddie, I mean.”
And she has gotten nice drawing materials for him. Been into the city and bought real painting supplies: an easel and paint, watercolors, oil paints, chalk, expensive felt pens. And is not the least bit quiet about the potential absurdity in that that is what she does, goes to the city and buys all of those things in the middle of all of the chaos. “I was so beside myself, Tobias. Didn’t know what to do.”
There in the Glass House, in one of the largest rooms with a view of just the sea—in other words in the opposite direction, so he would not have to look at the boathouse all the time—she decided Bengt will have peace and quiet, to paint, in all placidity, if he wants to.
Bengt has been there. One day, maybe half, before he disappeared without the baroness even noticing it, and, still, without saying anything at all. Is just gone. And later back at the cousin’s house where he furnishes a room for himself in the barn and lives there. Eventually bringing in a bed and a Russian stove, and insulating the walls.
But after that, for Bengt, when he gradually starts speaking again (but then it is later in the fall and the baroness has left), there is no talk about the Second Cape; his solitary wandering has also ended. The boy with the sketchpad. Does not exist.
“I didn’t WANT it to turn out like this… But, Tobias,” says the baroness, “it was when that boy left that I understood you can’t push things aside. You have to… face. Your responsibility, your shortcomings… I didn’t understand that girl.”
The baroness hysterical, babbling, telling Tobias an incoherent story about the last evening, night. A disturbance, a fight, and how she had phoned an acquaintance who came with a car to take the American girl away. And how they had driven away from the property, the last she had seen of the American girl. And Bengt who had come to her, upset, asking to see the American girl and not believing her when she said that she had sent her away.
Bengt, stood there bewildered, with the American girl’s bag—
“They were going to go away, Tobias. Had decided to run away. The two of them, Tobias. Or whatever she had hammered into him, Eddie. My God, that poor boy.”
And how she had seen him leave—so alone, so crestfallen, all of him. As if all the air had left him… that her having gone looking for him again later, afterward, was maybe her way of trying to make things right, asking for forgiveness.
Later, early in the morning, how Rita in her swimsuit had come running to the baroness in the Glass House from Bule Marsh. In need of help, wanting to tell her about something terrible at Bule Marsh—
And then she told the baroness, “Karin,” but in the middle of everything just stopped, as if she was pushing all of it away.
“Blood is thicker than water, Tobias. Maybe I’ve learned that now. But it was an expensive lesson, Tobias. And not worth it.