“You really think I’m going in there, and doing this?”
Cully turned his head to look at the dashboard, then back to Fanning. He spoke in a quiet voice.
“You’re not up to it.”
“Up to what? Up to insane?”
Cully shrugged.
“How are you going to get it right if you haven’t been there?”
“This has nothing to do with it.”
“Are you sure about that?”
“Yes I’m sure.”
“I don’t know,” said Cully. “I don’t know about that. I see a bloke who’s always on the lookout, who notices things. A bloke with a notebook. Someone who has an eye for detail. I mean look at you, taking notes all the time.”
“Maybe I’ve gone about this all the wrong way,” said Fanning. “Have you as a consultant when I want to get it right on the set. But not to get me involved, actually committing crimes here.”
“Interesting,” Cully said. He took his hand off the gearstick and slowly rubbed his chin. “Very interesting.”
“You’re surprised?”
“Well I’d have thought, I’d have assumed like, that because you got started with Murphy and his, quote, research, that you’d be the fella for this. Not having a hairy, like. That you’d have a bit of bottle. Like you’d have a go at things.”
“This is a different thing, totally different.”
“Too real maybe?”
“That’s not it.”
“How can you make up stuff, believable stuff, if you’ve never stepped across that line?”
“Oh come on. There’s a whole ton of stuff wrapped up in that remark.”
“Like what? And why?”
“It’d take forever, no. Like what’s experience, or authentic. Appropriation of voice — tons of stuff. A mess. I don’t want to get into it.”
“Me neither. But isn’t that what makes a story good? Like people reading it, or watching it will know it’s the real thing?”
“There’s real, and there’s real stupid.”
Cully tapped on the gearshift slowly.
“I thought you were just trying to show me a few things,” Fanning continued. “A few examples. Places. Stories.”
“Oh I don’t do that,” said Cully. “Just facts. That’s it.”
“If I knew more about how you get to where you are, and what you do, that’d be really helpful.”
“There’s nothing worth talking about.”
“How can that be? You just take it for granted, that’s all. Not to me, though.”
“It’s the past. Who cares about the past, I say.”
“But you know the big people here. The families? I saw you at that thing, that fight, the dogs. They seem to know you. Murphy sure does. Loans you his car, yes sir, no sir.”
“Let me say something to you now,” said Cully.
Fanning focused on keeping his breath steady and quiet. He had already felt out the door release.
“This is no big deal,” Cully began. “This business here. Think about it. What could be easier? This bloke in the shop doesn’t know or care who you are. He’s got his guarantees, his insurance. And you won’t even be yourself for this. Slap on the stuff I brought, and go to the shop, follow him out and that’s it. He hands you some skin magazines in a plastic bag, and that’s that.”
Fanning watched an older couple come out of the shop and light up cigarettes, then they began a slow amble down the footpath toward the pub.
“If I don’t do it,” Fanning said, “then that’s it for the research? I have to find someone else I suppose, start all over again?”
Cully stopped tapping on the gearstick.
“Not necessarily,” he said.
“You mean I can say forget it, this thing here, and we just carry on?”
“Not that,” said Cully. “My advice to you would be to leave the entire matter and go find other things to do. Other stories or something.”
The quiet tone jarred with the message.
“You know something,” Fanning said. “I just realized earlier on. I never made any arrangement here, like what kind of fee you expect for this.”
Cully nodded.
“Right,” he said.
“Like what’s your role in this.”
“Role? Like my part?”
“No. I mean why you took over from Murph. We never talked about that.”
“We can get to that later.”
“I don’t know anything about you. A name? Cully, Cullen?”
Cigarette smoke billowed and hung in the damp air.
“Where else could we go?” Fanning said after a moment.
“Back the way we came,” said Cully and reached for the ignition.
“That’s it then?”
“That’s it.”
“Can’t we skip this thing and just go on whatever?”
“That’s not on,” said Cully. “Now if you’d rather walk home from here, just tell me.”
Cully backed the car into the forecourt of a small garage, and turned the BMW back toward Churchtown. Fanning couldn’t detect any anger in him at all.
“Better all around,” Cully murmured. “You do your thing. Nice setup you seem to have there. The whole family thing. Education, all that. Stick with that. That would be my inclination. A lot of people would like to have what you have. You’ve no bother coming up with ideas now.”
“This one I’m working on is pretty good. It’s worth sticking with.”
“It’s a free country, but people need to realize that people don’t like getting their toes stepped on.”
“Have I done that?”
Cully made a noncommittal gesture.
“Look,” he said. “Someone must have told you at some point in your life that it’s not good to piss off people?”
“Tell me who I’m pissing off.”
“There’s stories, and then there’s the real world. They don’t mix.”
“But fiction shows reality better than facts, so-called.”
“You really believe that?”
“As a matter of fact I do. It informs everything I do.”
“And others too,” said Cully. The quickness took Fanning aback a little. Deceptive, he’d have to add in his notes.
“I mean, everyone likes a good story,” Cully went on. “But if I’m hearing you right, this thing of yours be leaving a trail for other people.”
“Others, like…?”
“You’ve got it figured out, I’d say. Bloke like you, your talents?”
Every traffic light was red, it seemed. Cully was humming a tune very low while he waited. In the deserted bus shelter across from where they sat, the ad for gum rolled up to reveal one for Top Ten Talent, the lame new reality show.
His thoughts cleared.
“Pull in here.”
“Crap night for a walk. And a long walk too.”
“No. Turn around, I mean.”
“Come on. It’s a bit late for that one.”
“Really,” said Fanning. “I’m not joking. Really.”
Chapter 31
Garda Mossie Duggan’s accent seemed ideal for his technique. That Monaghan drone reminded Minogue of bogs and lakes, and the long roads that always seemed to end in some secret place amongst the low hills or the drumlins of Duggan’s native county.
Minogue had left Garda Wall with Matthews, and he was now sitting in on the Twomey interview. Yes, Detective Garda Duggan from Ballybay, County Monaghan, was a plotter. It was all under the radar, slyly effective, with a momentum that kept the talk going. Minogue began to conclude it was all about pacing, and that some kind of mild hypnosis was going on. Duggan would occasionally pounce on something Twomey had said, and he’d go into fast-forward, peppering Twomey with questions in a kindly, interested voice as though bubbling with a shared enthusiasm.
The effect was to make Twomey blurt out answers. It often ended with Twomey sitting back, arms crossed, refusing to say more. At those times Duggan backed off completely. Bashfully — almost apologetically — he gave off an air of regret, or embarrassment, at having apparently derailed things. But almost always it was Twomey who would put an end to the brittle quiet by trying to qualify, to explicate what he’d said in that rapid-fire flurry and back. Like boxing, Minogue reflected, if he’d understood Malone’s explanation.