“A poor, vain life, for a man of thought and energy, has been mine, Agnes, during the last few years. The world has claims on me beyond that of mere landscape-gardening! In a cultivation of the beautiful alone no man of vigorous mind can or ought to rest satisfied. There is a goal beyond, and it is already dimly revealed, in the far distance, to my straining vision.”
“I greatly fear, Edward,” replied his wife, speaking in her gentle, yet impressive way, “that when the goal you now appear so eager to reach, is gained, you will see still another beyond.”
“It may be so, Agnes,” was answered, in a slightly depressed voice; “yet the impulse to bear onward to the goal now in view is not the less ardent for the suggestion. I can no more pause than the avalanche once in motion. I must onward in the race I have entered.”
“To gain what, Edward?”
“I shall gain large wealth.”
“Have we not all things here that heart can desire, my husband?”
“No, Agnes,” was replied with emphasis.
“What is lacking?”
“Contentment.”
“Edward!” There came a quick flush to the brow of Mrs. Markland.
“I cannot help the fact, Agnes,” said Mr. Markland. “For months I have suffered from a growing dissatisfaction with the fruitless life I am leading.”
“And yet with what a fond desire we looked forward to the time when we could call a spot like this our own! The world had for us no more tempting offer.”
“While struggling up from the valley, we cannot know how wide the landscape will spread beneath our enchanted vision. We fix our eyes on the point to be gained. That reached, we are, for a time, content with our elevation. But just enough of valley and mountain, stretching far off in the dim distance, is revealed, to quicken our desire for a more extended vision, and soon, with renewed strength, we lift our gaze upward, and the word ‘excelsior!’ comes almost unbidden to our lips. There is a higher and a highest place to be gained, and I feel, Agnes, that there will be no rest for my feet until I reach the highest.”
“Pray heaven your too eager feet stumble not!” almost sobbed Mrs. Markland, with something of a prophetic impulse.
The tone and manner of his wife, more than her words, disturbed Mr. Markland.
“Why should the fact of my re-entering business so trouble you?” he asked. “An active, useful life is man’s truest life, and the only one in which he can hope for contentment.”
Mrs. Markland did not answer, but partly turned her face away to conceal its expression.
“Are you not a little superstitious?” inquired her husband.
“I believe not,” was answered with forced calmness. “But I may be very selfish.”
“Selfish, Agnes! Why do you say that?”
“I cannot bear the thought of giving you up to the busy world again,” she answered, tenderly, leaning her head against him. “Nor will it be done without struggle and pain on my part. When we looked forward to the life we have been leading for the last few years, I felt that I could ask of the world nothing of external good beyond; I have yet asked nothing. Here I have found my earthly paradise. But if banishment must come, I will try to go forth patiently, even though I cannot shut the fountain of tears. There is another Eden.”
Mr. Markland was about replying, when his sister entered the room, and he remained silent.
CHAPTER XXVII.
THE conversation was resumed after they were again alone.
“Grace frets herself continually about Fanny,” said Mrs. Markland, as her sister-in-law, after remaining for a short time, arose and left the room.
“She is always troubling herself about something,” answered Mr. Markland, impatiently.
“Like many others, she generally looks at the shadowed side. But Fanny is so changed, that not to feel concern on her account would show a strange indifference.”
Mr. Markland sighed involuntarily, but made no answer. He, too, felt troubled whenever his thoughts turned to his daughter. Yet had he become so absorbed in the new business that demanded his attention, and in the brilliant results which dazzled him, that to think, to any satisfactory conclusion, on the subject of Fanny’s relation to Mr. Lyon, had been impossible; and this was the reason why he rather avoided than sought a conference with his wife. She now pressed the matter on his attention so closely, that he could not waive its consideration.
“Mr. Lyon’s purposes are not to be mistaken,” said Mrs. Markland.
“In what respect?” was evasively inquired.
“In respect to Fanny.”
“I think not,” was the brief response.
“Has he written you formally on the subject?”
“No.”
“His conduct, then, to speak in the mildest terms, is very singular.”
“His relation to Fanny has been an exceedingly embarrassing one,” said Mr. Markland. “There has been no opportunity for him to speak out freely.”
“That disability no longer exists.”
“True, and I shall expect from him an early and significant communication.”
“Let us look this matter directly in the face, Edward,” said Mrs. Markland, in a sober voice. “Suppose he ask for the hand of our daughter.”
“A thing not at all unlikely to happen,” answered her husband.
“What then?”
“I fear you are prejudiced against Mr. Lyon,” said Markland, a little coldly.
“I love my child!” was the simple, touching answer.
“Well?”
“I am a woman,” she further said, “and know the wants of a woman’s heart. I am a wife, and have been too tenderly loved and cared for, not to desire a like happy condition for my child.” And she leaned against her husband, and gazed into his face with a countenance full of thankful love.
“Mr. Lyon is a man of honour,” said Mr. Markland. “Has he a tender, loving heart? Can he appreciate a woman?”
“If Fanny loves him—”
“Oh, Edward! Edward!” returned his wife, interrupting him. “She is only a child, and yet incapable of genuine love. The bewildering passion this man has inspired in her heart is born of impulse, and the fires that feed it are consuming her. As for me—and I speak the words thoughtfully and sadly—I would rather stretch forth my hand to drop flowers on her coffin than deck her for such a bridal.”
“Why do you speak so strongly, Agnes? You know nothing against Mr. Lyon. He may be all you could desire in the husband of your child.”
“A mother’s instincts, believe me, Edward, are rarely at fault here.”
Mr. Markland was oppressed by the subject, and could not readily frame an answer that he felt would be satisfactory to his wife. After a pause, he said:
“There will be time enough to form a correct judgment.”
“But let us look the matter in the face now, Edward,” urged his wife. “Suppose, as I just suggested, he ask for the hand of our daughter,—a thing, as you admit, likely to happen. What answer shall we make? Are you prepared to give a decisive reply?”
“Not on the instant. I should wish time for consideration.”
“How long?”
“You press the subject very closely, Agnes.”
“I cannot help doing so. It is the one that involves most of good or evil in the time to come. All others are, for the present, dwarfed by it into insignificance. A human soul has been committed to our care, capable of the highest enjoyments or the deepest misery. An error on our part may prove fatal to that soul. Think of this, Edward! What are wealth, honour, eminence, in comparison with the destiny of a single human soul? If you should achieve the brilliant results that now dazzle your eyes, and in pursuit of which you are venturing so much, would there be any thing in all you gained to compensate for the destruction of our daughter’s happiness?”
“But why connect things that have no relation, Agnes? What has the enterprise I am now prosecuting to do with this matter of our daughter?”