So is my dispensation as much in danger as Wencel asserts?
Ingrey decided to probe the question more obliquely. “Ijada is no more responsible for receiving the spirit of her leopard than I was my wolf's. Others imposed it upon her. Cannot she be granted a dispensation like mine? It makes no sense to save her from one capital charge only to lose her to another.”
“I have not mentioned the leopard to Lord Hetwar yet.”
Lewko's brows went up.
“He does not like complications,” Ingrey said weakly.
“What are you playing at, Lord Ingrey?”
“I would not have mentioned it to you, except Hallana's letter forced my hand.”
“You might have undertaken to lose that missive on the way,” Lewko pointed out mildly. Wistfully?
“I thought of that,” Ingrey confessed. “It seemed but a temporary expedient.” He added, “I could ask the same question of you. Pardon, Learned, but it seems to me your allegiance to the rules flexes oddly.”
Lewko held up his outspread hand and wriggled it. “It is murmured that the thumb is sacred to the Bastard because it is the part He puts upon the scales of justice to tip them His way. There is more truth than humor in this joke. Yet almost every rule is invented out of some prior disaster. My order has an arsenal of rules accumulated so, Lord Ingrey. We arm ourselves as needed.”
Making Lewko equally unpredictable as ally or enemy, Ingrey realized unhappily.
Ijada looked up as another knock sounded at the street door. Ingrey's breath stopped at the sudden fear it might be Wencel, following up this morning's events as swiftly as Lewko, but judging from the muffled arguing in the porter's voice, it could not be the earl. At length, the door swung inward, and the porter warily announced, “Messenger for Learned Lewko, m'lord.”
A man dressed in the tabard of Prince Boleso's household shouldered past him; a servant, judging by the rest of his clothes, his lack of a sword, and his irresolute air. Middle-aged, a little stooped, with a scraggly beard framing his face. “Your pardon, Learned, it is urgent that I speak-” His eye fell on Ingrey, and widened with apparent recognition; his voice ran down abruptly. “Oh.”
Ingrey's return stare was blank, at first. His blood seemed to boil up in his head, and he realized that he smelled a demon, that distinctive rain-and-lightning odor, spinning tightly within this man. One of Lewko's sorcerers in disguise, reporting Temple business to his master? No, for Lewko's expression was as devoid of recognition as Ingrey's, though his body had stiffened. He smells the demon, too, or senses it somehow.
It was the voice more than the appearance that did it. Ingrey's mind's eye scraped away the beard and eleven years from the servant's face. “You!”
The servant choked.
Ingrey stood up so fast his chair fell over and banged on the floor. The servant, already backing up, shrieked, whirled, and fled back out the door, slamming it behind him.
“Ingrey, what-?” Ijada began.
“It's Cumril!” Ingrey flung over his shoulder at her, and gave chase.
By the time Ingrey wrenched open both doors and stood in the street, the man had disappeared around the curve, but the echo of running footsteps and a passerby's astonished stare told Ingrey the direction. He flung back his coat, put his hand on his sword, and dashed after, rounding the houses just in time to see Cumril cast a frightened look back and duck into a side street. Ingrey swung after him, his stride lengthening. Could youth and fury outrun middle age and terror?
Cumril was gasping and whimpering: “No, no, help…!”
“So enspell me, why don't you?” Ingrey snarled. Sorcerers and shamans, Wencel had said, were old rivals for power. With the dizzied remains of his reason, Ingrey wondered which was the stronger, and if he was about to test the question.
“I dare not! It will ascend, and enslave me again!”
This response was peculiar enough to give Ingrey pause; he let his hand, now clenched on Cumril's throat, ease somewhat. “What?”
“The demon will t-take me again, if I try to call on it,” Cumril stammered. “You need, need, need have no fear of me, Lord Ingrey.”
“By my father's agony, the reverse is not true.”
Cumril swallowed, looking away. “I know.”
Ingrey's grip eased yet more. “Why are you here?”
“I followed the divine. From the temple. I saw him in the crowd. I want to, I was going to try to, I meant to surrender myself to him. I wasn't expecting you.”
Ingrey stood back, his brows climbing toward his hairline. “Well, I have no objection to that. Come along, then.”
Keeping a grip on Cumril's arm just in case, Ingrey led him back to the narrow house. Cumril was pale and trembling, but as he recovered his breath, his initial shock seemed to pass off. By the time Ingrey pushed him through the door of the parlor and closed it again behind them, Cumril had revived enough to shoot him a look of resentment before he straightened his tabard and stood before Lewko. “Learned. Blessed One. I, I, I…”
“Yes, Learned.” Cumril sank down. Ijada returned to her own seat; Ingrey folded his arms and leaned against the nearby wall.
Lewko pressed his palm to Cumril's forehead. Ingrey was not at all sure what passed between the two, but Cumril eased back yet more, and the demon-scent grew weaker. His panting slackened, and his gaze, wandering to some middle distance, bespoke the lifting of an invisible burden.
“Are you truly of Prince Boleso's household?” Ingrey asked, nodding to the tabard.
Cumril's eyes refocused on Ingrey. “Yes. Or I was. He, he, he passed me off as his body servant.”
“So, you were the illicit sorcerer who aided him in his forbidden rites. I…it was guessed one must exist. But I never saw you at Boar's Head.”
“No, I made very sure you, you, you did not.” Cumril gulped. “Rider Ulkra and the household arrived here late last night. I had no other way to get back to Easthome except with them. I, I could not come sooner.” This last seemed to be addressed to Lewko.
“Did anyone else of Boleso's household know what you really were?” Ingrey pressed.
“No, only the prince. I-my demon-insisted upon secrecy. One of the few times its will overrode Boleso's.”
“Perhaps,” Lewko interrupted gently, “you should begin at the beginning, Cumril.”
Cumril hunched. “Which beginning?”
“The burning of a certain confession might do.”
Cumril's gaze shot up. “How did you know about that?” “I reassembled it for the inquiry. With great difficulty.”
Lewko held up a restraining finger. “It was my guess that the destruction of that document marked the loss of your control over your power.”
Cumril ducked his head in a nod. “It was so, Blessed One. And the beginning of my, my, my slavery.”
“Ah.” A brief smile of satisfaction tugged Lewko's lips at this confirmation of his theory.
“I will not say the beginning of my nightmare,” Cumril continued, “for it was blackest nightmare before. But in my despair after the disasters at Birchgrove, my demon ascended and took control of my body and mind. I, we, it fled with my body, which it was overjoyed to possess, and we began a strange existence. Exile. Always, its first concern was to keep out of sight of the Temple, and then, on to whatever erratic pleasures in matter the thing desired. Which were not always what I would call pleasures. The months it decided to experiment with pain were the worst”-Cumril shuddered in memory-“but that pass, pass, passed off like every other passion. Fortunately. I swear it had the mindfulness of a mayfly. When Boleso found…us…and pressed us into his service, it became quite rebellious in its boredom, but it dared not thwart him. He had ways of asserting his will.”
Lewko moistened his lips and leaned forward. “How did you regain control? For that is a very rare thing to happen, after a sorcerer's demon has turned upon him.”