‘I wanted to escape my husband, didn’t I?’
‘He beats you. He’s not a good man.’
‘But he’s my husband.’ She started to sob again. ‘I must serve him. What else can I do? I can’t leave him and go away by myself. I don’t know how to live.’
Banks wound down his window and tossed out his cigarette end.
‘Do you want to walk a while?’ he asked.
Katie nodded and opened her door.
There was a pathway worn in the hillside opposite the school, and they set off slowly up towards the ridge. About halfway, they sat on warm grass among limestone boulders and gazed down at the scene. The building glowed like mother-of-pearl, and the red S-shaped tiles shone bright in the sun. Some pupils dressed in whites were practising in the cricket nets by one of the mowed fields, and a group in shorts and vests were running around the cinder track. Plenty of exercise and cold showers, Banks thought. Cross-country runs and Latin unseens to keep their minds off sex — and perhaps a bit of masturbation in the dorms, a little buggery in the bushes, sodomy in the cycle sheds. It was every outsider’s version of public-school life. Probably the reality was much more innocent. After all, these people were being groomed to run the country, the government. Still, look how many of them ended up on the front pages of the tabloid press. Perhaps the outsider’s version wasn’t so far from the truth.
Katie plucked blades of grass and scattered them on the light breeze.
‘Tell me what happened with Stephen,’ Banks said.
‘We walked up to the source. He said he was going away. I thought he would take me with him if I let him kiss me. That’s all.’
‘What else did he say? You must have talked about things.’
‘Oh, yes.’ Katie’s voice sounded like it was coming from a great distance.
‘Why was he going away?’
‘He said he’d had enough, he couldn’t stand being here any longer. He said something about getting away from the past and from who he was.’
‘What did he want to get away from?’
For the first time, Katie looked directly at him. Her eyes were red-rimmed with crying but still shone warm brown in the sunlight. Banks could feel her attraction. The desire to protect her merged with the impulse to touch her. She made him want to reach out and brush the blonde hairs away from her cheeks, then kiss her white throat and explore the gentle curves and mounds of her body. And he also knew that she was largely unaware of the effect she had; it was as if she couldn’t understand the natural sexual instinct that draws people to one another. She knew what men wanted, yes, but she didn’t know why or what it was all about. She was innocent, a unique and vulnerable wild flower growing here at the edge of the moorland.
‘What did he want to get away from?’ she echoed, shattering his illusion. ‘What we all want to get away from. The traps we make for ourselves. The traps God makes for us.’
‘It’s not such a terrible thing to want to escape a bad marriage, Katie,’ Banks said. But he felt he couldn’t get the tone right, couldn’t find the way to talk to this woman. What he said came out as patronizing when he didn’t intend it to.
‘It’s a woman’s duty,’ Katie answered. ‘Her cross to bear.’
‘What was Stephen running away from? Was it me? Did he mention me?’
Katie seemed surprised. ‘No,’ she said. ‘Not you. His past, the life he led.’
‘Did he mention anything in particular?’
‘He said he’d been bad.’
‘How?’
‘I don’t know. He just talked. I didn’t understand it all. I was thinking about something else. The river bubbling up from the grass, how green and shiny the grass was where the water always flowed over it and in it.’
‘Can you remember anything? Anything at all?’
‘He talked about Oxford. Something bad happened at Oxford.’
‘Did he say what it was?’
‘A girl. A girl died.’
‘Is that all he said?’
‘Yes. That’s how it started, he said. The nightmare.’
‘With a girl dying at Oxford?’
‘Yes.’
‘How was he involved with this girl?’
‘I don’t know. Just that she died and it was bad.’
‘And now he’d had enough and he was going away to escape the past, the consequences?’
Katie nodded, then she stared at him sharply. ‘But you can’t escape consequences, can you? Bernie couldn’t. Stephen couldn’t. I can’t.’
‘Was Stephen unhappy?’
‘Unhappy? I don’t think so. He was worried, but not unhappy.’
‘Do you think he would have harmed himself?’
‘No. Stephen wouldn’t have done that. He had plans for the future. He was going to take me with him. But his future killed him.’
‘I thought it was his past?’
‘It was me,’ she said calmly. ‘Whatever you say, I know it was me who killed him.’
‘That’s not true, Katie. I wish I could get you to believe it.’ Banks took out his cigarettes and offered her one. She said no and carried on plucking blades of grass and rubbing them between her fingers.
‘Why didn’t he go away before?’ Banks asked. ‘He had plenty of time, plenty of opportunity.’
‘I don’t know. He said it was hard for him — the family name, the house, the business. He seemed to be trying to find the courage to make a break, like me. I didn’t tell him, if that’s what you’re thinking.’
‘Didn’t tell him what?’
‘About the policeman you sent to spy on everyone. I saw him with you one day in Eastvale, but I didn’t tell Stephen.’
‘Did you tell Sam?’
Katie shook her head slowly. ‘No,’ she said. ‘Not this time.’
So Stephen had been struggling with himself over whether to run or whether to stay and brazen it out. After all, he probably knew that the police could have no real proof of his guilt, just hearsay. Anne Ralston’s word against his.
‘If he’d gone,’ Katie said, as if she’d been reading Banks’ mind, ‘it would have been like admitting his guilt, wouldn’t it?’
‘Perhaps.’ Banks stood up and brushed the grass from his trousers. ‘Come on.’ He held out his hand and Katie took it. As soon as she’d stood up, though, she let go and followed him back to the car in silence.
‘What else did she say?’ Sergeant Hatchley asked, as the white Cortina with Banks at the wheel, hurtled down the M1.
‘Nothing,’ Banks answered. ‘I told her to get in touch with us if she remembered anything else at all, then I drove her home. She went in without a word. To tell you the truth, I’m worried about her. She’s so bloody fragile and she’s close to breaking point. The woman needs help.’
Hatchley shrugged. ‘If she doesn’t like her nest she can always change it.’
‘It’s not as easy as that for some people. They get stuck; they don’t know where to turn, how to take care of themselves. Katie Greenock’s like that.’
They passed Sheffield’s cooling towers, shaped like giant whalebone corsets by the motorway. Even with the windows and many of the factories closed, the sulphurous smells of steelworks seeped into the car.
‘What exactly will we be doing in Oxford?’ Hatchley asked.
‘We’ll be trying to track down an incident involving the death of a girl about nine years ago, maybe two or three years later. Undergraduate courses are usually three years long, so that’s a welcome limit.’
‘Unless Collier wasn’t actually a student when it happened.’
‘That’s bloody helpful,’ Banks said. ‘We’ll deal with that if we draw a blank on the other.’
‘What kind of incident?’
‘It strikes me we’re looking for an unsolved crime, or a freak accident. Could have been hit and run, drug overdose, anything.’