He continued to sit, bemused, after they’d gotten their breath back, even after she rose and started to step back into her panties.
“Wait. I think those are mine now.”
When she laughed, he solved the matter by getting up and snatching them out of her hand.
“Give me those. I can’t walk around without-”
“You and I will be the only ones who know. It’s already driving me crazy. I need to go up, change out of this suit. Come on up, then I’ll drive you home.”
“I’ll wait here, because if I go up there, you’ll get me into bed. Fox, I need those panties. They match the bra.”
He only smiled as he strolled out. He intended to get the bra later. And was considering having them preserved in Lucite, along with his desk chair.
ALL GOOD THINGS MUST COME TO AN END, FOX thought, as they spent the next few hours picking through the second journal, turning Ann’s ordinary words to every possible angle looking for hidden meanings. Once again, Gage’s demand to skip the hell ahead was outvoted.
“Same reasons against apply,” Cybil pointed out, taking advantage of the break to roll tension out of her neck and shoulders. “We have to consider the fact that she’s lost the man she loved, a traumatic event. That she’s about to give birth to triplets. And if that isn’t a traumatic event I don’t know what would be. This is her lull. She needs to steady herself and gear up at the same time. I think we have to respect that.”
“I think it’s more.” Layla reached out to touch the book Quinn had set down. “I think she’s writing about sewing, about cooking, about the heat because she needs some distance. She doesn’t write about Giles, about the deaths, what was done. She doesn’t write about what she thinks or fears about what’s going to happen. It’s all the moment.”
She looked at Fox, and he nodded.
“I’ve been leaning that way. It’s what she’s not writing about. Every day she gets through is an effort. She fills them with routines. But I can’t believe that she’s not thinking about before and after. Not feeling all of that. It’s not a lull so much as… She wanted us to find the journals, even this one that seems to be so full of daily debris. To me it says-she’s saying-that after great loss, personal sacrifice, horror, put a name on it. After that, before and after a new beginning, the births, there’s still life. That it’s still important to live, to go about your business. Isn’t that what we do, seven years at a time? We live, and that’s important.”
“And what the hell does that tell us?” Gage demanded.
“That part of the process is just living. That’s giving Twisse the finger, every day. Does it know? In whatever hellhole Dent took it to, does it know? I think it does, and I think it burns its ass that we get up every morning and do what we do.”
“I like it.” Quinn tapped a finger on her lips. “Maybe it even sucks on its power. It thrives on violent emotions, violent acts. When it’s able, it feeds on them, creates them and feeds. Wouldn’t the opposite be true? That ordinary emotions and acts, or loving ones starve it?”
“Sweetheart dance.” Layla straightened in her chair. “Ordinary, fun, happy. It came there to ruin that.”
“And before, in the dining room of the hotel. Sure it wanted to scare us off,” Quinn said to Layla. “But its choice of time and place may be a factor. There was a couple celebrating, flirting over candlelight and wine.”
“What do you do when a bee stings you?” Cybil asked.
“You swat at it. Maybe we’re giving him a few stings. We’ll take a closer look at the known incidents, known sightings. And this idea rolls into another for me. Writing something down gives it power, especially names. It’s possible she wanted to wait, or needed to wait until some time had passed. Until she felt more secure.”
“We wrote down the words,” Cal murmured. “We wrote down the words we said that night at the stone, for the blood brothers ritual.”
“Adding to their power,” Quinn agreed. “Writing, it’s another answer. We’re writing everything down. While that may be giving him more power-bringing him earlier- it’s giving him more stings.”
“When we know what we have to do, when we think we know what it’s going to take,” Fox continued, “we have to write it down. Like Ann did, like we did that night.”
“Signed in blood at the dark of the moon.”
Amused, Cybil glanced over at Gage. “I wouldn’t discount that.”
Gage rose to go to the kitchen. He wanted more coffee. He wanted, more than the coffee, a few minutes without the chatter. At this point, and as far as he could see for the next several points, it was all talk, no action. He was a patient man, had to be, but he was starting to itch for action.
When Cybil came in he ignored her. It took some doing. She wasn’t a woman fashioned to be ignored, but he’d been working on it.
“Being irritable and negative doesn’t add much.”
He leaned back against the counter with his coffee. “That’s why I left.”
After a moment’s consideration, she opted for wine over tea. “You’re a little bored, too. But your way hasn’t finished the job. New days, new ways.” She mirrored his pose, leaning against the other counter with her wine. “It’s harder for people like you and me.”
“You and me?”
“We’re plagued with glimpses of what might come, and sometimes does. How do we know what to do, or if we should do anything, to stop it, or change it? If we do, will it be worse?”
“Everything’s a risk. That doesn’t worry me.”
“Annoys you though.” She sipped. “You’re annoyed right now because of the way things are shaping up.”
“How are things shaping up?”
“Our little group’s paired off. Q and Cal, Layla and Fox.
That leaves you and me, big guy. So you’re annoyed, and I can’t blame you. Just FYI, I’m no happier than you are with the idea that some hand of fate might be moving you and me together like chess pieces.”
“Chess is Fox’s game.”
She drew in a breath. “Dealing us into the same hand then.”
His brows rose in acknowledgment. “That’s why there’s a discard pile. No offense.”
“None taken.”
“You’re just not my type.”
When she smiled, just that way, a man heard siren songs. “Believe me, if I aimed at you, you wouldn’t have any other type. But that’s neither here nor there. I came in to propose a kind of alliance, a bargain, a deal. However it suits you.”
“What’s the deal?”
“That you and I will work together, we’ll fight together if it comes to it. We’ll join our particular talents when and if necessary. And I won’t seduce you or pretend to let you seduce me.”
“You wouldn’t be pretending.”
“There, we’ve each gotten a shot in. Score’s even. You’re here because you love your friends, however else you feel about this place, about some of the people in it, you love your friends and are absolutely loyal to them. I respect that, Gage, and I understand it. I love my friends, and I’m loyal to them. That’s why I’m here.”
Glancing toward the doorway, she took a slow sip of wine. “This town isn’t mine, but those people in the other room are. I’ll do whatever I need to do for them. So will you.
“So, do we have a deal?”
He pushed away from the counter, crossed to her. He stood close, his eyes on hers. She smelled, he thought, of mysteries that were exclusively female. “Tell me something. Do you believe we’re going to come out on the other side of this, throwing the confetti and popping the champagne?”
“They do. That’s almost enough for me. The rest is possibility.”
“I like probabilities better. But…” He held out a hand, taking hers when she offered it. “Deal.”
“Good. Then-” She started to step away, but he held her hand firm in his.
“What if I’d said no?”